I Have to Survive

92.Surprise on top of surprise

Hearing Alisa's words, making Hendra's heart very difficult to remove the woman who has filled the niche of his heart that , he really did not expect why too sick if he saw the reality in front of him ,the reality that will make him lose his beloved woman, which is very valuable in his life.

Hendra who thought that also felt very tormented, he also bravely reached Alisa until the woman sat on his lap,Alisa also wanted to get away from there she really felt unappreciated here as if she was a woman who had been engaged but as strong as she wanted to rise as if there was no energy and power other than that Hendra also tightly hugged the woman as if he did not want to take her off, no power he also said that he loved her, even very much love her, he was crying like a child who lost his toys, he said,even to the point of hugging Alisa, Alisa heard that even sculpted her like powerless, piled in her place, but she soon realized from her drowning it , she did not deserve like this , ' ' 'but she did not , it is not feasible for him to be in the lap of another man what else he has a fiancee what if his fiancee knows even if he does not deserve to do that , he still has self-esteem , ' he knows ,he immediately realized and said the words that were sliding from his sweet lips

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"I know, your feelings for me Hen, I even know very well, but at this time I have made my choice, even just waiting for the day we had our wedding, I hope you can accept that , ' I hope you can accept that ,and respect my decision, and I hope you can let go of me Hendra, it's better for you, you'll get a better woman than I do, I'm sure it's ."alisa said by pleading .

Alisa also said that with tears that trickled, At that time she also felt the embrace of Hendra that loosened, Alisa also immediately took the opportunity to immediately escape from Hendra's embrace. he also immediately stood up from there, Alisa also admitted that she really felt pain when Hendra said that, even her heart seemed to not have the heart to reject Hendra's love , even though he was stunned and his heart was uncomfortable because he realized he had received Hendra's embrace and enjoyed it even for a moment , Alisa was not able to resist it , he really knew Hendra , ' he really knew ,even the totality of the man has been proven , in fact after all these years he still loves and expects Alisa even more passionate and in love this man , but what is the power of Alisa she can not accept two hearts and she has received another love, and love is more serious because not only the engagement but they have set the date of their marriage , because both families have discussed it carefully .

Meanwhile Hendra was still fixated on hearing all that, he realized he had come late, even though he had wasted his precious time first ,Alisa has now become the property of others she has just realized her stupidity first and how sorry she was who could not oppose her Oma back then ,and instead follow the drama that made her waste her time .

"Hendra realized, you have to rise up, in this world not only me, there are still many women who are better than me, and look at me, I am not a perfect woman even many shortcomings that I have, and I am only a single child widow anyway, and I am not as tall as your ex-wife ,you are a very good man, you must be easy to get the perfect woman and can devote his love to you Hendra ,fight to heal not for me but for you and the future that awaits you ", Alisa said with great emphasis and as if affirming everything she wanted to say .

Hendra who heard that was even more stunned and sobbed than earlier, even his voice seemed heartbreaking to those who heard him fortunately at that parking lot was very quiet ,not even seen people who just pass there .

While Alisa was actually not heart on Hendra but she had to end Hendra's love on her ,whatever way he has to give certainty and assertiveness to men do not want to give false hope for him ,she knows herself because she is not a perfect woman and does not deserve to be contested, especially her age is not young anymore .

Yes, even that woman actually also held back the cry that wanted to come out she really did not understand with her heart ,he had only this time realized and felt how much he also felt lost saying all that male bada.

Even in his heart he said, things that he did not believe also terbesit in his heart .

"Hendra as if you were coming soon maybe your love is what I will receive and now we must have built a happy household and we can raise Rendra together ,yes, even though I realize you will be stamped as a cleaner and I did not escape being stamped as an actor in your household ,"with tears that have been in her fertilizer Alisa held everything, she also wanted to pass from there immediately .

While Hendra could only bow down even he could not reply to the words of the woman he loved but also broke his heart with his decisiveness and even he was not responsible always all he poured out whatever he believed ,yes she is Alisa she will not be entangled with what she felt long ago .

"Al, are you going to let go of my love, is there not the least you have a taste for me "Hendra even by shouting say that .

Though at this time there was already started to be someone who parked his car, there, but Hendra did not even pay attention to all that, he did not pay attention to the view of the person who saw him ,she doesn't care that she wants to immediately know Alisa's true heart , as long as Alisa has a little bit of that love , she will fight for her .

While Alisa who had been away also immediately turned and looked pusher at Hendra who did not think he would do the recklessness even in public places that people had mollai then tares there ,but no words came out of him he immediately continued his path towards the car and immediately left the place, tears that he held was immediately sliding profusely ,he was too reluctant to work mutnya has been lost he also chose to go home and leave the hospital with a chaotic mind and crying in between his busy controlling his iron horse.

While in a corner unknown to those who were there, a man had noticed all his ,he who wants to give a surprise even get a surprise that makes his heart can not stop beating and his heart also can not be calm to see and witness for itself all that he saw in the before his own eyes which of course made him helpless to see her .