I Have to Survive

17 .Tempest 2

Wake up my mind's gone wrong, I'm looking for nobody to go back to my husband's house, I want to make sure that the guy I saw last night wasn't him ,because I wish my husband had done his work in another city yesterday morning, after I left that house .

I was lucky because last night I was calculated overtime and plus-plus, so I was given a day off by my boss, I was happy to take advantage of my time off, to get rid of my doubts.

Here I am, who is in a taxi to my husband's house .

My heart was not calm thinking about him, like if he was Fero, what should I do, and still I can survive in my situation later.

Not until half an hour I had reached the street of our housing complex, I immediately entered the complex we lived in, I who just entered was surprised when the complex guard greeted me.

He who does know me well also graciously welcome me, how surprised I was when the security guard said not to see me out after last night is now outside the compound ,though I had just come home, and I also asked why he knew that I had come home, he also answered while joking, he said I embraced warmly, with Mas Fero in the car last night even the car mas fero was still in front of the house kok mbc Alisa can forget, I immediately smiled and hid my surprise.

I immediately went home, karna if later sought after beloved husband I said, my gut was proven and increasingly clear ,angry for sure but I do not want to be a person who does not have a sense later because if I am angry I will only cause me to not be able to master the situation ,so I immediately arranged my heart and walked to the Fero home which was not far from the complex security post .

Finally up to me in front of the house,ah.turns out right Mr. the security guard, in front of the yard there is indeed a new car output here, and it has become proof of what happened ,as well as adding to the evidence that last night was him, I immediately opened the door of the Fero mas house, I always carry the spare key of this house, I always carry the spare key,sereh door I open I also immediately headed to the room that I had occupied with mas Fero .

I opened it with a thumping heart ,

actually I was scared but in my heart I was curious about what was in our room right now, what was Fero taking women into our room ,I am so curious about the anger and shame of it all.

And slowly but surely I opened the door bit by bit how surprised I was, when I saw Fero who was smiling warmly drenched in sweat with another woman ,that woman was the woman I saw last night at the party, without my guess my voice came out of my mouth .

"Fero, you could have done this, cheated on me behind my back, and now even dare you bring him home even stain our room , thank you Fero because you have given a very impressive experience , ' said Fero ,I'll get out of here soon, I won't bother you anymore Fero." I'll get out of that room immediately .

I don't want to cry for that depraved man, if my heart hurts I don't want to shed tears for him, I can rush out of there hoping that disgusting look disappears from my memory ,as a wife, which wife is not sick if her husband openly cheated even dare to bring her affair home when there are parents, unless indeed the mother has justified this affair ,how disgusting is this family, just because their money can do this, in my chaotic heart and my haste and accidentally I hit my mama-in-law ,I saw him who was Ter kapar because of me, I realized and immediately helped him stand up.

I haven't been able to ask if my mom is okay, there are hands that hold me into her hug, I was aghast trying to calm myself.

I heard him also felt disgusted and vomiting mutuality, after what he did in our room he said his usual love he spurned the word , then what he felt with the woman ,I smiled at myself overshadowing her, I immediately held my husband's temple and I felt that he did not have a fever, and he also realized that he did not mabok, then what he said it ,it is disgusting and embarrassing .

"I'm sorry I can't be here anymore 'Ter real time to calm down you use the best 'em ,even just with last night you have got that calm and even bring home that calmness until it can calm yours, I think you no longer need me mas, so you can be happy with her mas ." said I

I try to look ordinary, I don't want to look hurt and cry in front of him, I'll look ordinary and there's no wound on my face ,because it's not appropriate for me to cry for a man like him.akupun immediately went from there .

"Alisa go where you go, I want you to stay here Alisa, you're my wife and you have no one here , how much you will live , you can't live without me Alisa."said Fero with his firmness.

Take it easy, I still have healthy hands and feet, I can do everything, I can live with my own hands, don't you care about me ,I won't bother you anymore mas, I'll get out of there because the more I think about it my nausea is always increasing and increasing, when we've been a long distance , I finally couldn't hold it anymore, so soon as I let out what I could get out, I couldn't hold it anymore.

When I felt that there was nothing I could get out of, I stood up and I set my foot on the road to wait for a taxi ,at that time there was a man with his motorbike who stopped near me.

"When you're here, you're sick, you're so pale, come home if you want to go home brother, I'm also kangen kok same cuisine brother," said the man.

I also looked at her, I was high only one ear was a bit looked up to see her .

"you've come from anywhere rail, I've come home to rail, sorry if I can no longer masakin you, but if you want you can come anytime to my residence rail , but ,I'll be happy to cook what you want, "tell me to farel .

Finally, Farel also told me to go up to his motorbike, I who really need a ride and want to calm down did not think for long , I immediately climbed comfortably and the bike went smoothly , without a hitch .

I just follow where the farel went to take me, when I stopped I saw the farel taking me to a dress shop, he picked me a shirt , jeans and he had also brought shoes in his hands, I saw him was confused, but when I was confused he asked me to wear it .

I wear the clothes he bought it , even though there is a sense of surprise because he is still in school from where he gets the money , the feeling of question in my heart also arises ,that's when I turned my gaze in the mirror and looked at her, I was still a child of ABG if I dress like this, I can still stand parallel between them , ' ' ' ' 'cause ,my baby face and my small body helped me to do that, even the farel who saw me also looked fascinated with me , I was embarrassed too , see it .

That's when there are guys the same age as farrel who come and look to know the farel, those who just entered High School look still fresh and young , they also approached the farle and talked to him ,I who saw from a distance could only look at their conversation .