I Have to Survive

40.I'm not gonna let go so easily

Alisa who heard it was like being struck by lightning, she never thought that her father's response would be like that .

"What a shame papa with Lisa , so papa with the heart to say that, as well as this is Lisa's son and he is papa's grandson why papa can say that ,besides this child can not choose his parents if he can choose for sure he also choose a whole parent and love him ,besides this child also exists not because it is out of wedlock until whenever Alisa is a woman who has married you nothing can change it ,why do you have the heart of Lisa's child who even the smallest has no fault on us ". said Alisa sharply her .

" You want to fight papa again, after you have just apologized, papa just wants you to continue living, and molai organize your new life ,by aborting your content it will remove your One obstacle and close this bitter past, son, and in that way he will not disturb your path, your future, your future,papa just wants you to be happy and successful Alisa, and forget the irresponsible man.

Papa Alisa also said sharply her angry face was implied, she seemed unwilling and did not accept the princess just wayangnya continue to oppose her .

"to forget Fero from Alisa's life, Alisa is ready, but this child is innocent, we have no right to take his life just because he came at an inappropriate time and place ,even with her presence Alisa is sure and will prove she will not interfere with Lisa pa's success, even she will give encouragement to Alisa ,and if there will be those who want to be with Alisa they must be able to accept the mass of Lisa pa, because there is a future also because it is not escaped from the past nicks that have been created pa , pa ,papa should give Alisa a chance to prove her, Alisa please pa."ujar Alisa pleaded to her papa .

"pa don't make things more complicated, 'You do love your child, you should also be able to feel how much Alisa also loves her child ,not all parents will also love their children, if you are afraid that the child is disturbing future Alisa we can consider the child our child, and she becomes Alisa's sister ,we can do that right, so do not add to the burden of our daughter pa ." said mama Alisa by pleading anyway.

"You guys why always cornered papa, no mama you always just compact against papa, and why no one understands and sided with papa, remember papa, papa , while you are always compact against papa , even though what you say is also for your sake , your goodness , not because of your ego ." said papa Alisa still angry .

That was when Hendra who looked at them tensely spoke up .

"my sister will be in charge of Alisa, I will marry Alisa and consider the child my child, I am ready to make her like my own child and I will promise to accept all her mass ,his shortcomings, I will love him with all my heart sir ." said Hendra with a steady swara even though a little vibrating.

"You know first Fero also promised me, even he swore to take care of Alisa and make my son happy, but when om gave the leeway look at what he did ,he destroyed everything not only Alisa but also my trust in her, and sorry it made me unable to carelessly accept someone to accompany my son ."said papa Alisa still with her sharp voice .

"Don't you equate my son with that man, my son is a man of honor and commitment and responsibility with what he says and you should know,he will not withdraw his words ." said Bu Rina who defended her son .

Alisa's father with his cynical smile looked at Hendra, in his heart he promised not to let go of his child easily and would be more strict guarding his daughter, Hendra,this time he will not let any man easily if necessary he will lock his daughter and if necessary hire people to watch over her so as not to run away from her side ,and he would not repeat the same mistake as when Alisa brought Fero quite once it happened and he did not want to repeat it .

"you are indeed more mature than Alisa and Fero but that will not make you easily take my daughter and make you better than Fero in my eyes ,I will be more strict and selective to choose her, even though you are the child of Rina you can not casually take Alisa who just returned ." said her father Alisa cynically and firmly.

The word was like a lightning bolt that struck Hendra, he did not expect to immediately get such a rejection when he expressed his desire, that,he could not think anymore at that time he did not know what to do to convince both parents Alisa was .

"Let's just relax, Alisa's not likely to get married anytime soon ,because in religion we can not get married while pregnant and anyways Alisa there is still the Iddah period as well so you have to be patient waiting and trying to convince us that you really mean it Alisa, and prove the best for our son, and anyways, Alisa will also make a decision later ." said Mama Alisa with a smile and patted Hendra's shoulder.

Hendra who heard it was as if he got a droplet of cooling rain in the hot sun ,he also saw a little hope and light that illuminated the path to his desire even when he saw Papa Alisa's creepy taste that made his heart shrink it also appeared,but he also hopes that someday he can soften the heart of Alisa's father, because he also realized Alisa's father did that to protect Alisa, and he also knows how much Alisa loved by her family .