I Have to Survive

79.the memory that appears

3 Days after the hospital

The atmosphere in the hospital was very clear, too ,they also feel grateful because of the state of hospital that can make them breathe comfortably because not every day they can feel it even eat on time is very difficult when there are patients who have to they handle it, though,that's what happens when working in the hospital and participating in the service of a top surgeon who is busy and likes to work hard like Alisa even though she can sit and stay telling can be but for Alisa not , but for Alisa ,he chose to be a doctor who is ready if there are people who need it even outside the operating table, in fact not only because it should be grateful ,not if the doctors and his crew have free time is not good news, does not mean the patient is not much and means a lot of healthy right .

Meanwhile, Alisa's crew gets her calm and comfort in contrast to Alisa's doctor who is still busy being Hendra's doctor as he has agreed with the head of the hospital where he works for replacing her first during her trip was, added Hendra was usually only control instead of hospitalization was raked to make it like a baby sitter who babysit toddlers there .

"Sir Hendra you do not need hospitalization here, but why andha make this room full even this has 3 days ,what andha did not see many people who need money for treatment and for hospitalization but andha squandered money andha just to play around, this is not funny sir ,you should know it's not a hotel here, and you should know it."andas Alisa angrily looked at the man in front of her .

Hendra who saw her was just smiling ,he admitted he was excessive but he would only admit it in his heart because if it was here in this place he could be with this woman he would happily live it even if he had to sleep here like this .

"My doctor is a patient here, and I really need treatment, and who knows, understand my body it's just me ,and about patients who do not have the money to seek treatment if the doctor really wants to help can donate his salary to those people why I became a victim ,don't forget my doctor is also a patient here, what rumasakit is indeed treating his patients unfriendly like this ." Hendra said sharply as if spreading with threatening mines there.

Alisa who heard it as if she was stung by electricity she did not expect that Hendra would say that, but if she came to report to her superiors would not she be the one who would get angry later ,moreover, he has agreed to replace his superiors if he complains, not if he later will look incompetent and irresponsible here and if all that comes out and many people who knows not if the reputation of the rumasakit is also threatened and becomes his bet .

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Do you want hah?.., are you a child whose work disturbs working people ,you should know here a lot of patients I have to deal with and my job is about what life you want to joke around here 'cause you know this isn't Hendra's playground you should know that ."Alisa was still grumbling to see Hendra maybe if Hendra food he would run out on the press by doctor Alisa .

Hendra immediately reached Alisa's hand he held her as if trying to calm Alisa with it .

"I just want to accompany you, what exactly do I want to be accompanied by you, you don't need to always be here, you're free to carry out your duties but give me 1 month to stay here,that's enough to fill my miss with you Al .ujar Hendra tried to bargain with Alisa .

Alisa also looked at him with an uncertain mind what is indeed the head of this man was hit badly during the accident to be unaware of what he is doing at this time .

Hendra who heard also looked resigned, although he looked disappointed, indeed he had been better here than now his legs can be felt when touched , he is also able to recall more of his memories than yesterday .

"plus another week dong Al , make a bonus , can yes , we have been 14 years apart , may , I beg you ".ujar Hendra still bid .

"okay it may be another month anyway" Alisa said steadily .anyone saw Hendra's response .

"Hore, as it is, I can be with you one more month here .ujar Hendra with a sweet smile there .

Alisa quickly replied and faded the smile .

"with the record I'm going to step down as your doctor, I don't think we can partner here,because you should know here is not a place to joke and reminisce about the past here so you can heal quickly, do you not want to be able to walk even run again huh ."Alisa also loudly told Hendra

Hendra who heard also immediately raised the white flag sign of surrender by raising both his hands he also gave up and will obey Alisa's wishes , because she doesn't want Alisa to back off and throw herself at another doctor, it really won't make her happy.

And he also realized that what he had to focus on was to get well soon because this way he would not be able to do anything even if Alisa ran away he would not be able to pursue her and the one thing he missed was languishing in his embrace of the tiny woman, the first warm feeling when he was in his sling was still felt even his heartbeat that beat was never able to forget at that time ,and how ridiculous he was when he invited her to his house that's the sticky thing in his life .a speck of clear tears dripped on his cheeks , finally one more memory appeared he came again ,hendra's memories seemed to flow themselves like a flowing stream that soaked his brain and made it into a new shadow yesterday but it turns out there are pieces of my problem that came again with women in front of her it was, that woman who somehow she was very difficult to forget, even thinking about her parting again as if she could not, what a deep thing she used to love her .

Alisa who saw the tears of her patients immediately wipe gently, she also felt the pain of Hendra from the tears that flowed it ,he also does not know what memory is coming but Alisa knows really well in the beam of his memory that returns he will feel the moment he has passed, he once passed, if it is happy then it will feel its happiness again , but if it's a sad moment then he will also feel the same sadness that he has been through and one that certainly he can not filter who will come and which should be in remember and which ones he should not want to remember . and those memories will come like a wind that doesn't know the time comes, suddenly it will come and we just feel the cool, strong or not the wind .

In the room the nurse who often menenani Alisa was seen smiling even like a crazy person giggling himself .Alia who was aware immediately turned towards the nurse who was already like her shadow ,he was immediately silent to turn his gaze to the others because he also knew and realized his status was not enough if he challenged the beautiful and petite doctor in front of him .