I Have to Survive

39 .problems and problems

Alisa saw the two people, exactly 2 people who came from the 3 people, although she could not resist her crying, the cry was broken and soon the tears flowed could not be held back .

the two people who stood there, seeing Alisa crying the woman was not able to resist her sadness too, she immediately approached Alisa and hugged her .

"Mama sorryin Lisa, I did not listen to the words of my mother and father so it is like this now Alisa's life said Alisa who looks sad and sad .

"It's your son maybe you have to go through this all, because this has indeed become your path and lifeline, said mama Alisa .

With a hug Alisa spilled kangen and miss her with her mama , she never thought if finally mama and her papa who would come first to meet her .

"You still dare to consider us your parents after you humiliated us by going with those irresponsible men, he said,and even look at you even he can't take care of and semen you when you're sick here ." said the man who is none other than his father .

"Papa you can't let us, to let go of our kangen ", said the boy and the mama together .

the person who was snapped also felt not accept him glaring and was about to get angry but the woman behind him immediately stopped first, so that all his noisiness because this was also in the hospital.

Finally the man just looked and stood there without speaking , Hendra who saw it also can only be silent anyone does not want to disturb this meeting he also does not want to die silly because the two women who let go of the longing ,because she knew Alisa must have not seen her family in a long time .

After a long time shedding tears Alisa also immediately stopped her crying she has been crying a lot today ,he did not want to cry anymore he also circulated his gaze towards his papa he was also very confused with the men who had accompanied him, guiding his affectionate since childhood .

Alisa also immediately moved from her bed she tried to approach the man who did not want to see her ,Alisa also approached her with still limped - limped walking towards her Hendra who was willing to help was immediately prevented by Alisa's mama he told Hendra to let her ,let them both speak from the heart of death .

"papa sorryin Lisa, not Lisa not affectionate and does not care equally papa, because papa is the man who made Lisa fall in love the first time in Lisa's life pa. Alisa said by hugging her paa .

Hugged was just standing like a statue he did not respond, not even turning to look at Alisa .

"you hurt my father Lis, even my father felt unappreciated as your father, even you could leave my father without speaking to me, not caring about my sick heart, ' papa ,and choose to go with the man of your second love, you two in papa Lis are aware of you" .papa Alisa said angrily but also sulked it .

"Sorry pa Alisa loves Fero too much and that love blinds Lisa's eyes, and papa knows even though I'm with Fero I still remember mom and dad, I can't even stop thinking about you guys,and I also plan to visit you guys, later with Fero mas after we succeeded pa , yes even though now only a memory remains between me and Fero pa .alisa said even though she looks sorry in her tone.

"hah .., you want to go back to your father after you're disappointed with that jerk guy, and if he doesn't fuss with you, then, you will not care about either papa right and you will never visit papa kan Lis, even asking the news you never will.ujar paa Alisa with her anger .

"paa , Alisa is wrong but it's Alisa's own fault Fero is only a small part of it, so Lisa wants papa sorryin Lisa it's enough for Alisa ,Alisa does not want and does not dare to ask for more pa ", said Alisa with a wet face and looks earnest it .

Papa Alisa also immediately embraced the child alone wayangnya with full of tenderness, although he is still upset at his heart but he will not be able to hate the child he loved so long .

In his heart he cursed Fero who abandoned his son, and made his beloved son suffer and away from the family without him the responsibility of returning him to his family,yes, even if later if it is true that he came, maybe he came home with a name because there is no way that Alisa's father would let his beloved daughter be treated like that ,it's sweet enough to be thrown away which father won't be angry.

although Alisa's father doesn't know much has happened but she already knows the matter of her daughter ,in his heart he did not have the real heart since the first came but the man's ego did not want to collapse first before his son apologized to him .

But when he saw his son crying apologizing for the collapse of the wall that he built with great difficulty that he was not hearty and could not continue to let Alisa cuddle with her cry.

No matter how he is his father, he is a figure who loves his daughter very much, and is willing to do anything for the sake of his daughter .

"Now what is your relationship with this guy what is your third love" said Alisa's father by looking at Hendra.

Alisa was shocked to hear that, she forgot that here there was Hendra who had been accompanying her this morning, heard her papa ask her that question, she was confused to answer him ,there's no way she said she's cheating can be cut to the neck right away if her dad finds out .

"sorry sir if I can be his love no matter how much I will be happy & that is the most beautiful gift of my life ." said Hendra with a bow .

"Just relax he's a good boy and he won't waste Alisa if he wants to be with my son, I know his personality ,even though I didn't raise her I gave birth to her I know very well her nature" said Bu Rina steadily .

Alisa was wide-eyed, her surprise became even more noticeable, she never thought that Hendra was the son of Bu Rina ,there are no family photos, there are no photos of Ms. Rina there even at the wedding Hendra did not see a photo of Ms. Rina there .

But Alisa also can not easily accept Hendra, because she also knows her position , Hendra is not worthy of her he is more entitled to a perfect woman and better than her .

"sorry Miss Rina, I don't deserve my mother's son ,I'm just a wasted woman and even I'm pregnant with a child whose father doesn't know he's going to accept ato not so mom's son better find the perfect woman for him and that definitely not me buk ", Alisa said steadily her without a doubt in her tone .

"Are you pregnant That irresponsible boy Lisa?. How many months old you want to kill that child ,he will only make your future ruined if you keep him, and papa wants you to follow papa now, papa don't want you to suffer anymore ,you have to move on with life and the kid will hinder you Lisa if you don't get rid of her ."Alisa's father without feeling said with anger and emotion in his tone.