I Have to Survive

61.the endless rage

Until the fero house immediately slammed the goods in front of him, he was very angry with his current circumstances, really he really loved Alisa very much ,and she also knows Alisa also still has the same taste in her heart but when her meeting at the airport really makes her very devastated because there she witnessed Alisa with other men and Alisa even really introduce if the male iyu is his candidate, really his recognition it makes him very hit, why Alisa can not wait for her ,is it true she's forgotten her or she just included men as her candidates to cover up her loneliness .

Thinking about what would happen and what Alisa would do with other men made her very frustrated,indeed his love for Alisa did not diminish in the slightest but to leave the Queen was also impossible for now .

Fero was very frustrated and even his hair was very tangled thinking of him, really he was very unwilling to let go of Alisa, whatever she was the woman he loved so much ,really deep down she still wants Alisa and she does not want to lose Alisa, her mind always wants to ask for a referral with Alisa. if only he could repeat the time surely he chose to stay with Alisa because now even though all he had everything and did not lack anything but his heart that has been lost half,and his soul seemed to disappear.the happiness he felt was lost after the departure of Alisa .

He also realized that he was wrong he had destroyed everything that the two of them had built, but he should not have had a chance to improve ,and Alisa should understand that no wobbly man must be in every moment of his age, indeed a selfish thought in Fero's head flying she just wants to come back with Alisa ,that was in his mind and he felt he deserved the 2nd chance .

The Queen only looked from afar as if she was afraid of being exposed to the rage of the man who was releasing his anger, although in her heart she cursed the woman who disturbed her life and cursed her .What's more seeing Alisa who hasn't changed from the past is even more beautiful and mature, and the man who became her protector is also always there ,why not her who is protected ,and why every man Alisa there - her men always turn and choose Alisa.Dulu Fero also chose Alisa and after marrying Hendra the man who is very pampering her never angry even though she did everything she wanted her and willingly succumbed in every way to her, but when she met Alisa, the queen was just a loser who was never considered and only Alisa whom she cared about and she noticed ,what magic does this woman have, why all men are easily ready to sacrifice for Alisa ,It was so hateful of him with Alisa as if ingrained and he could not do anything because everything was out of his control .

Imagining all of her he really wanted to tear apart this woman named Alisa, she really has made her life unhappy ,even after he worked hard to snatch Fero and felt victorious because it could destroy Fero and Alisa's marriage, but somehow it turned out to be just his wish ', he still could not take his heart .and it's really not worth what he has sacrificed he should be his happy, loved by the man in front of his this ,but in fact she was just a comfort woman just as an outlet not a wife in this house, or even just as a warm bed man in front of her ,because she knows that she loves and expects Alisa to come back to her but she really and never will let that happen ,she will not let that happen if she can she will make Alisa unable to live quietly and happily ,The Queen really hates everything related to Alisa ,and Alisa's misery is a pleasure for her .Alisa had to feel what she felt how much she suffered and all that because of Alisa, she could not leave her own an in the suffering that they had made these two .