I Have to Survive

97. messy introduction

Alisa really wanted to leave the room, her heart really hurt, her self-esteem was like it had been destroyed by being stepped on by the woman in front of her,but all that is not too painful is that the man who has the status of his fiancee is silent, just,he did not defend the woman he had applied for or because he trusted all the words of the woman.Tip was clear she wanted to fall but this time he held her to fall because she really did not want to look weak this time.

Alisa looked at the woman, too,and he was also very curious to know what really happened with Hendra actually.and he was planning to extract all of her from the woman in front of him.okay you who started her queen is not me who started her.

"thank you, Queen, you have opened the wound that I have been covering for the past 14 years, and I apologize sir for the riots that I have committed,I really will not make myself clean from my mistakes, and I am also just an ordinary woman who can not live with the woman my husband once cheated on."in my heart there is a smile there but Alisa is still connecting her.

"I really want to express all this, but this is my family's disgrace and it's not worth it if all this becomes public consumption, but this woman, this woman, Andha should know this lady sir is the woman who entered my household and ruined all her, with her offering her power, her possessions to my husband so that my husband wavers on her, she said,meanwhile, I did not need money from the woman, I did not need all that, which I wanted was only the loyalty of my husband at that time, even if it was a fitting life - I could accept it,and I was so unable to accept her affair with my husband, and what Andha knew was that even I was backing out of the relationship I chose divorce instead of being stuck three hearted with her.

The queen who heard that was angry and very unable to accept all that, she also loudly blamed Alisa.

"you say so, well I did seduce your husband Fero but what is different about you who seduced my husband Hendra mas and even you leave him now when he was down, huh,it's not better if I accompany Fero in his current state huh." said the Queen with a cynical smile and mocked Alisa.

Alisa also looked bitterly at the queen she really did not expect this woman there is no shame in the dictionary of her life even now she has opened her own card at this time

"You want to know the Queen's truth, because you know dear, Hendra is the son of my mother's best friend, he was my mother's upperclassman in college, and he was also my lecturer, he was my teacher, it was he who brought me to Hendra and told Hendra to help me as you proudly displayed your depravity in public, and even he who was looking for a place to take shelter for me when my husband was not thinking of me,even cool to share sweat with other women and he was my own former best friend ."Alisa.

The water of his eyes finally flowed, he could not help but wound his heart that was reopened at this moment, he said,but she also realized maybe this is the way so that she can escape from the past that shackles her.

"And you know the Goddess Queen, even I was invited to trick her office employees to play her wife when my status was only her secretary,and you know what he did because, 'cause he knew, he couldn't possibly introduce his wife who turned out to be a thirsty woman with another man's caress,and you have to know why Hendra did it, it's because you cheated on him and he knows it,and I was like a stupid woman back then because I felt played by you and Hendra, but when I climbed her 14 years, I understood,I could see that Hendra didn't know that you were having an affair with my husband, he was telling the truth, and I knew it might be best for me, too,and as long as you know the Queen I am not a woman who easily gives my body to men other than my husband, hide it.Nobody touches me other than her ex-husband.Alisa pointed sharply, saying,spicy and clear she immediately wanted to go from there.

Alisa who unexpectedly flipped it was immediately stripped off her engagement ring which was just a matter of weeks circling her ring finger.

"Thank you for bringing me happiness for a moment and my son Rendra and my family, and I want to give this back, I admit, I don't deserve you,you are indeed too good for me, and hopefully you can find a decent woman according to you and your family especially grandfather who loves you." said Alisa .

This time the woman presented her sincere smile to the man who had just filled her heart but had Alisa let go of it,while Lenan also received the ring with a trembling hand and he could not hold back his crying, but what he had to do was he confused.

That's when Grandpa Lenan's voice also damaged the atmosphere of the shahdu and drained the tears.

"When you're not worthy of that woman, she already has children and you have to find a woman who's halfway and has a bright future and then her future ,many women in this world Lenan opa is not willing if you are with her." said the man penetrated sharply into the heart.

Alisa who heard that also immediately saw the man who did not look at his age his heart hurt but after removing the engagement, why his deepest heart even get relief.

"yes sir, take it easy, I will never marry someone whose family does not approve of our relationship, I have spoken to my granddaughter, and I have learned from my experience,but do not think you can demean me, I am a widow with one child but I also have self-esteem like other women, and if you only know I am here to always take care of myself,and maybe even tighter than today's girl who cheaply gives her body only to a boyfriend who is not necessarily her husband" said Alisa.

Alisa also immediately stepped lightly this time she would not turn her head again even though the Queen was heard scolding her non-stop,but Alisa will not heed it anymore she really has revealed enough truth that she kept herself for 14 years and this time she can freely say it,and he also realized this event was an event covered by journalists, but the Queen who wanted to expose herself now felt for herself who would drown in a sea of netizen anger this time.

In her heart Alisa knows this country is very sensitive with actors so therefore let the viewers who will determine her fate later.