I Have to Survive

6.Mom show

Mama's event will be held this morning , finally I who have been able to make food for the banquet was already from this morning I was busy struggling in the kitchen, I was busy in the kitchen,I'm afraid I won't reach it until the time comes, so I choose to wake up early rather than later I bother and busy myself , finally the clock was ready all including breakfast for our family .

We immediately had breakfast together, brother Fero also greedily ate the breakfast that I had served and after finishing heapun, immediately asked for permission to go to school, I just this time salami him he used to go straight away without saying hello after the relationship mama and I have a problem, this is a new thing for me ,hopefully in the future better my relationship and her, I look forward to that .

Being an only child makes me lonely at home, with those memories I wish I could be close to my brother Mas fero.

Finally my homework was finished this morning, there is still stage two and then later ,before that happens I want to pamper myself first by lying relaxed in my room by enjoying the coolness after the morning bath , I have not had time to fall asleep my bedroom door on the door and the call of my mother made me immediately move from my sleep.

Without waiting twice to tell, I've brought food and drink forward, and with a friendly smile I serve them .

" jeng is very beautiful princess, this is her sister mas Fero who is still Junior High?, and ?,

oh yes, jeng horrors already have a silent daughter-in-law - silent nih jeng?..., know dong jeng "

,ask one of the arisan's mothers

I just Smiled back at her, I was curious about my mother's response, how my mother rated me in front of my best friend.

" Ah ye jeng, when he you equate with the son of Junior High he said, jeng " .

" And for my daughter-in-law is a career woman so sorry she is always busy jeng, even marriage until there is no festive party , ' he said ,so yeah sorry next time I know you guys if he already has time yes jeng "answered my mom.

I heard it, the feeling of wanting to curse my mother-in-law , if I did not think of sin I threw the person with sandals , I never thought he could say that in front of his friend, his friend,why didn't he think of me when obviously I was his daughter-in-law, he was blatantly ashamed of having my daughter-in-law .

But I soon realized however she was my in-laws, and I as the wife of her child should always cherish and respect her ,for as any boy his heaven is upon his mother's feet, so will my son if my man also wants him to be devoted to me ,with all my heart I had to hold back the anger that was about to erupt, I soon realized from my mistake that was not polite even in my mind .

"wah buk cake and other food pesen where jeng I really like the taste is very fitting to be said, then let me pesen the same , as you pesen jeng".said her mother's other mother.

They immediately tasted it and the same asked where to buy, I just kept silent I did not answer I let my mother-in-law who is in control here .

I heard it trying to strengthen my heart, heard that I was only considered a maid in this house, I also calmly tried to quell my anger by holding everything back, because this is seen by many people I can only give in, and can only see what happens without being able to do as I please because it will make runyam if I do it ,I too with a smile on my lips tried to cover up the already unruly taste in my chest .

"great you, I see you're still young like if you moved to work in my restaurant only ,I'm willing to pay you 3 times the deck and I think your rank is more honorable later than the helper" .ujar one of the mothers - busy it

"Oh sorry buk, I'm still under contract here I can't possibly break my contract before it's done it's not professional is buk "with me trying to keep smiling and cover up my mama's lies I said it .

"oh gini if you have expired the contract, just call me son, I will be happy to accept you and about where I live is also ready to prepare everything deck .

"For what reason if you don't become a daughter-in-law, I'm sure my son wants to be the same you, you're beautiful even though your clothes are not fashionable and you don't wear makeup you still look beautiful ,and you're also very polite 'I like '."one of the mothers also replied and asked me .

" sorry buk I already have a mooring of the heart, and in my heart there is only he buk can not be replaced by another buk buk , answered me by still putting my smile.

"And for the job offer I say a big thank you buk , I can not accept it, not because where buk , I feel not just pantes , ' I can not accept it ,there's nothing I can be proud of that is in me buk .akupun by humbling say that .

"you are too humble, your homemade cakes and others are delicious and delicious in the tongue you know, but that is also your right deck, I do not want to force it also ", I do not want to force it ",said the mother in a tone that regretted her.

"well dong late, have dream ghost , eh is just a girlfriend right deck later do not know mami's child she is cute and work okay ,you take it easy, your child wants him to be very obedient, and your mother will also be happy if you have your rich daughter-in-law.

hearing that I saw her mama blushing her face, and seeming to hold her anger .

"you are not ashamed to have a daughter-in-law who is only a high school graduate, do not want to choose a good career woman that can help increase income jeng ," said mama .

"well you jeng, I even like a daughter-in-law who at home can fully take care of my grandchildren later , let my son who is looking for money will be the nature of the man who is looking for money and we are the wife who Menik died ,anyway to graduate high school is good later if you want to go to college will stay further too , no problem for me, said one of the mothers - busy who told her to call her mami earlier.

mama just quietly listened to all that and harbored a sense of arrogance in her heart, I who felt bad immediately asked for permission to resign , I immediately went into my room without looking there again .