I Have to Survive

16. tempests

"Do you really want to spend the night here?.., with me ?..., tonight sir ?........,"my voice that seemed to vibrate finally came out too .

"if you want to accompany me last night Al , I will satisfy you & make you Menik die tonight by flying so high Alisa." she said seductively and full of excitement .

"sorry sir, are you drunk too?. , so you digress where where, do you think I am the wife of the father?.So you drink a lot at the party sir ?..,I who was afraid and trembling also tried to make sure, anyway I was a wife and should not and do not deserve me alone in a place like this.

Although I am a hurt wife, I still have my pride and I also have principles that I must keep as a wife and a woman in this life.

I didn't think that the person I asked immediately smiled with mystery, and with that seemed to agree with my question,I who feel threatened was immediately prepared to run away from there if Mr. Hendra did something inappropriate later, even I was prepared also with my kick ,even though I am not good if I point to his valuables, he will certainly be sprawled.

I also prepared and looked at my heart to strengthen my fortress ,I don't want to fall for a man I just met last night and go through the day together even though he's handsome and rich doesn't blind me ,because if he does that he doesn't deserve me to think, and I'll stay away from him, that's what's on my mind.

At that moment, I did not expect that he gradually moved away from me and immediately left this apartment we visited, and left me alone here without even a sound.

But even though I felt relief in my heart, I felt safe without the men here,and that means Mr. Hendra is also not a man who uses women for his lustful satisfaction ,I'm glad he's a nice guy who can sincerely help me even though I don't know what kind of relationship he has with my lecturer Miss Rina, I'm relieved of all this.

Imagining it made me think of Fero and the woman, I went to the bathroom because I didn't think I'd feel sick and vomit just because I remembered what happened at the party 'cause ,I kept taking a shower and wanted to go to sleep after this long and exhausting day.

Hendra Pratama's.

I grabbed my chest and I hit it slowly so my heart could beat normally again, so why did I feel my heart beating so hard, and this feeling is so good that I can get out of there soon, there's no way I've done nothing to that innocent woman.

After my heart was calm and I could control, I slowly drove my car towards my house , when I got to , I immediately took a shower and I laid my tired body ,for a moment as a shadow appeared , that little white and dimpled girl really filled my mind , I can't believe why she shouldn't be the other ,girls who were tall so much and even more beautiful were queuing near me even though they knew I was married did not make them retreat even more they were getting closer to me .

I did not feel tired of falling asleep with the shadow of Alisa who always tempted me to think about it.

I also woke up when the light of the sun burst into my bedroom, I was lazy to wake up was shocked when I felt a woman who had been sitting with her sassy near me ,in my heart I wondered.

I was wide-eyed when the girl threw a magazine at me, I was aghast and immediately gathered my soul that wandered somewhere.

"You dare to come to a party like this, even who you bring along , which whore accompanied you this mas "told the woman with her anger .

I also immediately took a magazine that was newly circulated today and I looked at a photo that was so beautiful even though the girl I hugged was not visible her face still looks friendly in the photo.

"what makes you angry, is not that you never considered our marriage, and you also firmly do not want to think of me as your husband ,even you firmly say this marriage is just because you don't want to abuse our Oma right" I said to the woman who is actually my wife .

"then you don't think you're going to get us in trouble with your behavior, you should think before doing anything that would harm us "said the woman.

"i...?? , what am I selling right?.., as you know, we are in the business world and by being successful people easily find women for us ,you think I'm just a sculpture that has no feelings, desires and passions?.I'm a normal man, and do you realize why I'm doing this ?…..,with anger I also yelled at her, color I can not stand her .

I couldn't stand him anymore, I tried the best I could, I tried to hold on as hard as I could, but I wasn't strong anymore ,I can not be a man who only needed his money, yes we were married because of Oma's coercion I was tired of refusing the request was only able to undergo it,because Oma to me is a mother and father to me, Oma who raised me, and with great hope the marriage that I live will be happy, I also hope that .

But after the wedding I was stunned, it turned out that the woman I hoped would be a good and understanding wife to me, and trying to understand each other and love it was just wanting my family's treasure ,not even one Sunday married he has asked for the right to our family factory, I'm trying to understand him just obey his request ,I also do not want this to be a problem and close the meeting of this event .

Time after time passed, but not you getting closer and even lay a wall that is very strong for us, including increasingly feeling foreign and never being able to understand it ,we also live separately and without taking care of the affairs of each of us live our lives.

"You don't really care about Oma mas , Kalo Oma knows you go with other women what you think Oma will do , do you know how disappointed she will be with you mas."said the selfish woman.

"Then when do you want to be like this? , you think I don't know what you're doing out there ,aa? you think I didn't know you came to the party?.., amazing you , you just wronged me when there you also made out with other men."then I continued.

"ha..h, and you don't think I'm going to come to that party, do you know my habit of never coming to such an event, you know.h,and you freely invite other men, great you, you are indeed a great wife I admire you "say me with great pressure and firmness.