I Have to Survive

23.heartbreak

The atmosphere of the office looks tense, right outside the door of the room Mr. Hendra is already a woman who waits with ferocious and sinister, even while angry - angry for no apparent reason,all the kariawan who passed by did not escape being sprayed by the woman.

She felt unappreciated by all the friends in her husband's company working, even she was said to be a bully because only an ex-boyfriend dared to go to the office of a married man, who was already married,

he had to realize this already when the woman gave up to fight to seize the married man , the more the woman acted kariawan was more intense beratingnya, her,the woman finally filled with anger that erupted to leave the office before Mr. Hendra and his wife came .

Along with the rumors were circulating and blowing welcome the arrival of Pak Hendra and Alisa who just arrived because of bad luck, they both look harmonious pleasing to the eye ,although the usual impression does not spread affection in public , the couple is impressed sweet in front of all the kariawan in this company , besides their boss's wife is famous for her generosity ,he never hesitated to treat or give food to the kariawan,what is clear is that they like the wife of Mr. Hendra who is friendly and not much activity than the boyfriend of Mr. Hendra who does not have the Krama system.

though beautiful, sexy, and fashionable, Hendra's boyfriend can't change their views on their boss's wife,even they openly reject and antagonize women who think their boss's girlfriend is the perpetuation of their marriage, even with a short meeting, alisa has been able to take the hearts of the careerists ,there Alisa remains the one who gets high support as their boss's wife .

Hearing the rumors made Alisa was confused, dumbfounded and felt something was wrong with all of this ,he does not know why he can be the wife of Mr. Hendra while his wife even thought the boyfriend who did not accept because in the marriage residence .

With questions in her heart, Alisa asked for an explanation from Hendra, Alisa was curious about the story of her handsome boss ,.

"Mas Hendra is actually what's wrong with your household, I'm not out of curiosity but I hope you want to explain all this, so that I'm not wrong in taking action later . The Hendra I asked looked doubtfully in his eyes .

Since that incident Alisa has indeed called Hendra with the name mas Hendra even sometimes he just called Hendra as well.

"Our marriage was never based on Al 'love, I tried to love him Al, but ,even he blatantly rejected me from the beginning and until now he only wanted my treasure, not with my body.

"you just feel it's funny right Al, I have a face above average this can, should be easy to get a beautiful and rich woman also ,even younger I can get, and surely you also find it funny why I can only use you here when I can do everything right" . now it was with frustration clearly visible.

Without the ba-bi-bu spontaneously Alisa says that which is in her heart .

"don't tell me you're impotent mas ,sorry mas, I didn't mean to hurt your feelings "

"you really want to try it Al, if you want me to be happy to do it with you, if you doubt my might ".

With a tempting face and as if ready to pounce he said to Alisa, Alisa who was seduced was flushed also heard that even though she was married she was still embarrassed to talk about it ,Alisa who was preparing to kick was undo her intentions, after Hendra continued the story .

"I'm married but I don't have Al's wife,

you know on the night of our marriage he even blatantly rejected me, he wanted to marry just because of his Oma anyway, and firmly until whenever he would not be able to love me,even before we tried to grow our love he already rejected me I'm Al."anywhere is it again .

"it's not that I can't and can't do Al, but it's that woman who can't accept me ,I'm also a normal man Al don't you take it and don't think I can't do it, I just wish I could do it with a woman who could love me Al , ' she said , the woman who would accept me, I do not want to force her, and if she really wants to divorce me I will grant her happily even ,but I don't know what exactly he wants Al, I'm honestly confused by my household .

Hearing Hendra's confession, Alisa so know why everyone can misjudge if I am the wife of Mr. Hendra, I guess their marriage is not denied by the crowd ,and I know from her story that she must have loved another man but what I don't understand is why she didn't ask for a divorce but instead made both of them miserable.

on the other hand Alisa was confused why she had to be invited to play her wife even easily pak Hendra accepted her work there, even though she was just a high school graduate, even though she was just a high school graduate, even then I don't have a diploma how he can trust me .

Alisa also thought about her marriage , the marriage that I built with love was also destroyed just because I refused to come out of town with her husband ,if only I had followed my husband and happily contracted out of town maybe they were still together and Fero would not have been captivated by the other woman .

And if only I hadn't gotten too carried away because of my in-laws, I might still be able to be with Fero and be his wife, to be the woman he loves the only one .

Ato indeed this is better before all goes far and it is still early I know the rottenness of Fero mas, so that I can go from him ?.

Ah ...mama, why do I miss you guys , why did I not want to listen to you guys , you are right should I reach my dream first, do not obey and put forward our pseudo love ,you are right love should make us go forward and together reach our ideals, support each other to better, take care of each other, but what now if I come back if you want to accept me ,do you still want to think of me as your daughter .

Mama, papa, I'm so sorry Alisa, I'm so unfilial to you.