I Have to Survive

70 .you are not invited 2

Alisa is trying to set her heart in order to be calm, which she needs calmness, and she has to be mature minded and look ahead of her .even though he did not feel like he was walking and had reached the front of his ex-husband .see Alisa Fero also immediately raised her head to see Alisa who was getting more beautiful with her increasing age ,even the increase in his maturity makes her sexier and look stunningly delicious dang dang , indeed he admitted ,it used to be in Alisa's campus that could make her able to vigorously pursue this woman after her unexpected and unexpected encounter was .

But when he thought that he also remembered how stupid he used to betray this beautiful woman just because he was tempted by a woman who was not as fit as her even he used to be willing to let go of Alisa just for the sake of the woman .

"please have her drink, not your favorite lemonte, or now it's different "Alisa's voice resuscitates Fero.

"Oh yeah I still like it a lot but if that's what makes you I'll drink it" with a smile Fero took his drink .

She was seen enjoying her, Alisa who saw her was just silent as to what she was thinking that obviously no one could guess her .

"Lis what decision you will take, if you can break it, I am ready for the consequences, I will be ready even if I have to leave the Queen, in my heart no one can replace you, no other woman can change your position in my heart, Fero assures Alisa .

Alisa who saw him also seemed to think before he cut off there is something that he thinks is good, maybe he does look a lot of thinking ,but this is not a small problem that concerns many people and he is not a child who is just selfish .

"Fero I'm sorry, if to return the bridge that was built was destroyed and I can't pass, 'sorry I'm Fero, I am not the Alisa I was and you are not the Fero you once were, we have our own responsibilities, and we have been living our lives for so long ,we can not be together anymore, love is only for young people who are still unstable, in our speech is not love that we have to go ahead, what else our love can not make us happy ,if we force together we will only reopen old wounds and we will make new wounds also for those around us. It is enough Fero our togetherness , we can never be together again our love only got there thirteen years ago that you betrayed and I can't defend ,sorry maybe I can't make you happy so you turn to another woman, and I'm sorry I can't go back on you ,but for Rendra I will not prevent you from meeting her because she is also your child.Alisa said by trying to toughen up .

Fero who heard it as if the sky collapsed on him he really never thought that Alisa would reject his wishes even if he saw earlier he really thought that Alisa would accept her back .

"ha..ha.ha.." laughing Fero looked at Alisa .

And immediately stood up and held onto both shoulders Alisa Fero said .

Alisa was also teary-eyed, seeing the men who once filled her heart, and spending time together even having a hot night together embracing the paradise of the world with her creepy this really makes her hurt ,but he was very conscious, he had cradled his gaze into his future .

"As you must think of the Queen who stood by you all this time cherish her, she sincerely loves you accompanying you until you can become Fero now Fero who will not be formed if you stay with me ,and even that bitterness I am also grateful because with her I can be Alisa now, Alisa who I could never reach without that pain .keep the future mas accept then become a lesson, let go of me I'm not Alisa anymore .

Hearing that Fero immediately embraced into the arms of the woman who always filled his heart, they wept shed all his sorrow, and lamented their story ,but maybe this is the best way for them they cannot repeat the same mistake of hurting the person who has sincerely accompanied them ,through sad and bitter times maybe this is what they must release sincerely for the sake of their love, a love that cannot possibly be together because of an irreparable mistake ,maybe if they return they will not be the same as before , however, items that have been broken even though repaired will certainly not be the same cracks and defects will always be seen there ,and maybe this is the best way for them, to let go of each other and live each other's lives.

At that time not far from them Rendra had come to see all that, he watched his parents who interact and embrace but he also felt bitter, hurt heart there ,she is indeed told to go home by Alisa because Alisa wants to bring her together with her real father, with the spirit of 45she soon comes home, but when she arrives she sees the scene, she is very hurt looking at her ,she was so proud of her mama she suffered so much all this time she knew it but when she was sick and suffering she could still comfort the men who hurt her all this time ,his feelings were mixed into one .

It did not take long after it felt quite calm Rendra was soon approaching the second .

"mi, what happens is mami betrays with papi, why mami wants to be hugged by men who do not deserve to embrace mami," Rendra said sharply .

Hearing that Fero and Alisa also immediately realized, Fero immediately released his embrace, he turned to the figure that voiced it, seen his tears were dripping, '' he said ,the child he had never carried and could not witness his birth had stood up gallantly ,her plagiarized face had already become proof that she was her son and Alisa had never cheated on her back ,and this was as if he felt a dream in the middle of the room to see the child in front of him that he had longed for it .

"Rendra, you've grown up son, this is dear papa ". happily Fero also wants to hug his son .

But when Fero approached her and wanted to embrace her he was very surprised, the boy dodged even her with a ferocious gaze staring at her as if wanting to prey on her .