I Have to Survive

26.Behind the farewell

"But you have to as a man can't do as well as you Hendra, you can't play her feelings, since you agreed to get married, you should not have met another woman or this child what else is love, it is not worthy of a husband, and you as an adult man where your mind and mind are ,you don't deserve a girl who's still as unstable as she's in love with you, because if you're not the one who polled her, it won't be this brave ,you already have Hendra's wife should focus on your wife, you make Oma very disappointed .

With silence I am still listening to their conversation, I do not want to make Oma Hendra more angry, and added runyam the situation will be more complicated later.

"Oma he's already in college Oma, he's not a child anymore, anyways we're only 6 years apart is still reasonable Oma, why Oma discuss age , I feel old Oma if this ". by still joking sir Hendra also chimed in his Oma words .

"You, you are indeed a brash child, you cannot appreciate Oma and Oma's friend , now put where Oma's face is if you who are Oma's grandchildren hurt the feelings of Oma's dear granddaughter who is now your wife, you don't think about that .

Still looking at his Oma Hendra was seen harboring something, but it was seen that he did not want to take it out here in front of his Oma.

"Oma Cinta can not be used, if indeed Oma dear we have to Oma willing us to separate, because there is no way for us to be with Oma .ujar pak Hendra.

"You ....you never understand, this matchmaking we do for your good, but you can never understand , especially you Hendra, ' ' but you do not understand ,you will regret if you part with your wife, choose with your boyfriend, you must understand Hendra ".Oma angry with her .

"Our matchmaking was not for our good, but it was all for Oma's sake, our matchmaking was only so that Oma and Oma's friends could make a closer friendship right, without Oma wanting to understand our feelings".hendra said with a visibly injured look.

"you won't be happy if you put your love above the suffering of others, especially your wife Hendra, if you don't want her to you can talk about her well ,not like this Hendra."omapun reply to the words of mas Hendra with his sharp, but implied a deep sadness, in each of his words.

"Oma can't predict our happiness, Oma has no right to condemn our future, but I'm sure Alisa's a good woman Oma ,Oma should know Alisa's not my old boyfriend , ' she said ,but I sincerely love Alisa Oma, Alisa also sincerely love me, unlike my wife oma, she only wants my property and she has clearly rejected me Oma ."Hendra also with a sense of despair also issued that he had been quiet .

"You guys do want to corner your wife Hendra, huh. I don't think you guys are petty like this even defame her, you shouldn't be Hendra who wrongly covered her by looking for your wife's fault, she is your wife you must take care of and protect and try to make her happy, if she takes your property, even all your property is her right as your wife ,Oma didn't think you were this selfish, and Oma was disappointed to be so disappointed with you, didn't think you'd never appreciate your wife 'Until you slandered her Hendra "with anger and a very disappointed voice Oma told Hendra.

"Be quiet, you are indeed insolent Hendra, you must know that a woman who is married without love has its own burden on her heart ,you have to be more aware and patient waiting for the love to come instead of betraying him and even vilifying him , even though you who are a bastard here have even been caught wet still want to defend yourself ."The increasingly angry Oma also raised her tone.

And oma continued her words, which struck me as well because of my name.

"And you're Alisa, you should know, you're not worthy to put your love on a man with a wife, you'll regret it later, you'll regret it later, and do you never think how later if you are in his position, become a woman who was betrayed by your husband, can you hold it ,are you not hurt if betrayed . said Oma Hendra by advising .

Hearing Oma who advised me angrily I also felt in that position, I also became lamenting my own marriage, where I was betrayed by the man I loved ,even with the woman who became my own garden, remembering it was more and more pronounced, the more clearly I felt how much my heart ached and the wound was in gaping there , to my two wet cheeks ,because it could not be prevented the tears came out and broke like rain water, and the sense of tightness that had been lost had come again, I could only cry in front of Oma and mas Hendra .

"you who have just imagined weeping where try if you are in the position as Hendra's wife can you still stand, maybe you will die feeling the betrayal of your husband ."oma said firmly this time.

Oma continued her words.

"Oma please, please think carefully about your relationship, the household is not a toy there is a very sacred promise that has tied the person who has been married, he said,even there are two families bound also in it, not only you who are divorced but remember the friendship between the two families will be fractured, maybe even destroyed from the impact of your separation ,so if it can still be maintained try to defend it ,Oma please ,Oma please , Hendra ,Alisa you must know which is best for you .

Oma immediately went up, and went from the room in the three of us, she was seen crying too, I know how she felt at this time , ' ' ' I know what she felt at this time , I could also feel how disappointed, regretful and frightened he felt, because as Oma he also certainly hoped for happiness and the best for his grandchildren.

Alisa who heard it also made her remember with her husband Fero who had been living life together, sweet memories danced in her memories, memories while in college even briefly ,and the sweet days when both of them were in her memory , the shadow of her in-laws who always nagged also stung in her mind , even if she was often angry ,Alisa admitted she loved her in-laws , '' ''Alisa ,in his heart he said, 'Why am I also going to part what is the best way for us, how if I take the wrong path 'but if I do not part can I go through my life there ,as my mind drifted to think of what I was going to take later , it also flashed a shadow of farlel , farel and his kindness and innocence , and he who told me his mind ,I also realized that it would also add to my life problems & become a problem for me .