I Have to Survive

66.A promise that was made

Until her at home Alisa told Rendra to immediately go into the room to rest, but not yet to enter the mama Alisa has welcomed them .

"How are you Rendra ,why did you get like this , were you sleepy , then what is sick ", said mama Alisa with great concern.

"Oma Rendra is healthy again, this is just a small wound Rendra tu men and men must be strong right ma.ujar child who is worried it is without burden .

Without speaking again, Alisa's mother led her granddaughter to her room with an anxious face ,but after seeing the face of his grumpy grandson he became calm and entered into his grandson's room .

Meanwhile, in the living room was just two people who were silent there, Lenan was waiting for Alisa ,hope the woman who has the status of her fiance gives clarity and explains who the man in the ruma sick,indeed, even for a moment he felt that there was something that indicated that they were not just ordinary acquaintances, but to ask Alisa she was very unable for the moment ,she could only look at Alisa with questions in her head .

"Lis is there anything you want to say to me.ato you want to explain everything that you have met ", said Lenan who was a bit stiff in asking, he was really confused as to where.. to start his real

"Oh yes mas , you want to know the man in the wheelchair earlier, you really have to know everything and you also have to think again if you want to go to the level of marriage with me ,but where should I start her, her story is very long, but clearly she was my boss , people who would accept me to work for her company when I didn't sign up with a diploma,and you should know I was just a kid who just graduated high school with no mature knowledge, and he came as a guy who easily helped me ,even he who was looking for me a place to live at that time, when he had never seen what else knew me .

"Oh so he's your masked prince, what's in your heart is still him , do you love him ' Lenan said softly and there was a heavy tone accompanying his words .

"Sorry mas, I don't believe in love after I was let down by my first love, but I admit that comfort existed when I was with my boss at the time .said Lisa who was honest with what she thought first without caring about the feelings of the man in front of her.

Lenan who heard the words of Alisa who was ahead was calm but at the end really made her jealous, but she could not do anything anyway she was also just her boss right ,at least he was just a man who was close to Alisa his mind was trying to give peace in his heart .

"mas, I want to say something, you have to take all of this into account, you have to know......Alisa was speechless with her floating voice .

"What if you want to tell me and it's important immediately say, don't hesitate all you have to say, I don't want you to just keep it to yourself and it will even affect our relationship in the future.

"you should know that in our family we only have one offspring and I have Rendra, so are you sure that you will have a baby......"

Alisa was immediately pressed by a soft object that landed on her red lips, really she did not expect her words to be stopped by this man .

Don't bother Lenan using her index finger to stop Alisa's words you know .

"sad you should know it's an easy matter for us, you know that even many couples who don't even want children in my country, so you don't think about it too much , besides Rendra also I have considered my son, I will not matter if we do not have, because there is Rendra that is happy enough for me, I am not happy, you are more important to me dear than a child I can live without a child because to me a child is a complement but I without you, I cannot stand on my feet ,I can't live without you my heart won't be whole if it's not with you, you have to be sure, it won't be a problem in the future baby ".lenan said with confidence and hugged Alisa in her arms .

It was there in the living room that Lenan became a witness to his promise ,and Alisa also felt relief even though in her heart there was still concern that the Lenan family would later be unable to accept ,because she knows and knows very well a child is the successor to the family later but to express her Alisa still hesitates and she just hopes that Lenan can hold her words until then comes .

Meanwhile, Alisa's mother who saw the closeness of her daughter and her future daughter-in-law was crying stifled she really hoped this time Alisa would get happiness and she hoped Lenan was the soul mate that God sent her daughter who can accompany her, faithful, and happy always in wading the household ark and living her life , she wishes her daughter the best , had enough of her daughter suffered she deserves to be happy , ' ' she wishes her daughter ,and this time her mother put her daughter's happiness on Lenan's palm ,he hopes this man can carry out his duties with full responsibility and keep his promise until the end of his life later .