I Have to Survive

29. Unconsidered and unappreciated

Finally Fero who was cool was also aware if there were us there , that's when Fero's gaze fell on me , wherever as if surprised to see me there, he also pegged in his place ,The queen who saw me looked on with disdain .

plok ....plok....plok .

"Alisa Sasmita, you also have the face to go back to this house!, and Wao see that Fero mas I do not think Alisa can dress appropriately now! , try Alisa from the past, you are like this , maybe Fero will not turn on me, but you should not be with Fero because you only have to suffer when together ,but I'm grateful for that so I can take him away from you, and look now, even a fero can live without remembering you in the blink of an eye ."the Queen said with her arrogance and arrogance .

cpok .......

the sound of a loud slap landed on the queen's face, Alisa who could not help her anger immediately slapped the queen with all her might.

But that's when I saw Fero was about to slap me back, Alisa also looked at it helplessly, the husband who should have protected her even with the ease of slapping his own wife, and for the sake of defending another woman, she felt how much she was not appreciated by her husband.

Alisa was waiting for the slap to land her cheek by closing her eyes, she did not want to avoid her time as if stopped ,the seconds and minutes seemed to have been changed but the slap never landed on Alisa's cheek .

That's when the sound of people falling came, Alisa who heard it immediately opened her eyes, she really did not expect that farel would do that much to protect Alisa ,even he was willing to hit Fero slap for me, I saw him too soon I helped him to stand up.

"you are not father Rel , you are not supposed to protect me, why are you doing it , "Alisa was crying while muttering.

With still crying I saw the bloody farle and his lips were broken because of the slap of Fero, mama who was there saw also screamed faint in his place, ,farel was immediately headed to his mama, mama,I also tried to help my mother .

That's when the sound of mas fero there that never expected he would say that, when his mama lay unconscious in front of us.

I never thought I'd be kicked out of my husband's house, is this true, I didn't think it would happen in the real world , the expulsion of the wife I thought was only in the soap opera or novel story, but why here I experienced it , my god why this happened to me .

"Heah.....

Okay mas ,oke ..., I'm wrong mas , I'm wrong here." said Alisa, he still continues it.

"Ter real I misjudged you mas , I was wrong from first knowing you I regretted having chosen you , even I have given my future to you,but it turns out that this is the future you gave me, I can't believe it, but it's a fact thank you for all the wounds you've given me ,I will remember her and I will never forget what you have done to me "Alisa spoke with regret.

With tears in her eyes Alisa turned away from Fero and was about to leave there there was nothing she could do here, because she did not have the right in this house , Alisa shoulder with her voice that while crying still let out her words .

"And you Queen, do not think that by being able to tempt the husband of that person is great and you win, that's when you will realize , if it happens to you, if it happens to you,and you should also be able to understand as a fellow woman, for which if your husband cheated on you because there are women who tease him like you, would you not be sick Queen ."I also remembered that word from Oma Hendra yesterday I did not think I would use it even with a different perception.

That's when I immediately steadied my heart, I immediately moved to get out of there, leaving the house that I have been living in after I became the wife of Fero and here the memories of our marriage began and here also the memories and the end of the future are destroyed for our marriage, he said,that happy marriage that I thought would foster happiness but instead make my life full of thorns that firmly hurt me, even making deep and gaping wounds here in my heart ,and even that wound I would never know it could heal or it wouldn't even rot and make me die from that wound .

I put my feet up, I don't know what I want to do now, in this town I don't have anyone I have to love anymore , not even one person I know, here I am, there is nothing else I can hope for here, Fero has thrown me away, he easily , mama papa ,please Alisa, as long as Alisa lives like this ma ,Alisa can no longer stand ma , Alisa has no more energy , Alisa has been destroyed ma , even melting can not be repaired anymore, really to the point of despair this woman lamented to dump me as she pleased, to kick me in her life , she who expected to grow wings and be able to fly up into space , ' he said ,but even before her wings grew she had lost everything she could no longer reach her even touching her would be a dream for her .

The woman who walked on the side of the road could only cry and cry, as if not caring about the car that was milling beside her , all he wanted was to spill all his wounds and sorrows without him caring about the gazes of those along the way.