I Have to Survive

84.Hendra's Surprise

After Alisa and Rendra left the nursery room Hendra was seen off, men in uniforms rumasakit was dissolved in her daydream, a smile was seen ,beautifully engraved on the man's face, the author could not even see the charm of this cool widower ,and either do not know what is thinking of a guy whose smile is very disturbing even make restless for people who see it, he said, especially for single women who see must feel that smile is certainly very hopeful for themselves and it will even make women feel flying because it is given a handsome male smile that although not said young again but still charming it.

From the direction of the entrance was seen the woman who was calmly looking at the men there, he also noticed a long time outside and listened to their movements before Alisa and Rendra left ,he was very happy to see the development of his son, he did not expect that just meeting with Alisa his son's health would improve faster .the hope that once lived hope was finally realized after a long time the woman tried various ways for the recovery of her son, three years already he struggled even various therapies he did ,but not much fruitful at that time, but now see the state of his son who is getting better he was crying happily in his silence.

In her heart she expected everything would go very well but in another heart she was also afraid when the man found out about Alisa's engagement whether she would be okay too ,or that he feared he would drop and return slumped like yesterday or even worse ,his tears were dripping without him being able to bear to think about what happened to his future son, but he immediately wiped it he immediately wiped it and changed his face to be as cheerful as possible ,he did not want to be seen by his son was crying tears because it would only be a burden on his son when he found out.

"Hendra, do you think what do you see you are very happy this time , is there a visitor who makes you happy today .mama Rina also with like as if she did not see there Alisa earlier ,he also acted as if curious as well by asking what really happened earlier .

Hendra immediately turned his eyes away, too,he only realized that he was late in his daydreams and fantasies so that he could not see and feel when his mother walked in earlier because it was too late in his daydream .

"Ma... mama has been a long time, sorry Hendra did not know that mama was here" said Hendra with his clumsy.

Rina who saw her son was clumsy was smiling and also knew for sure that Hendra was not spared thinking about Alisa and a boy was definitely her son .

"Why the son of mama, his face also looks fresh and what cool breeze can make this mama's son flowering - flowers, make mama curious deh, ,Rina was increasingly teasing her son .

Hendra also with a bright smile as bright as the sun looked at his mama, he was very happy when he told his mama it .

"Ma I never thought, son of Alisa, oh yes my son ma, he came here, I didn't think he was that big , ' 'I didn't think he was ,as long as I can join her raise for sure she can call me papa at this time yes ma, next time I will introduce to mama she's a fun son ma , ma ,I hope later he can accept me to be his papa ma .ujar Hendra cheerfully .

Hearing that Rina also felt a sadness that she could not defend right, like this, if indeed Hendra had when she knew the reality that would erase her dream .the woman hesitates to think about it but if she can keep it at this time, it will last a long time, and is it good in the future, as well as this will be open because as smart as - clever people save carcasses not kah will be smelled too, he was pensive to think of it , until something was patted him .

"Ma, ..., what you think is even sad, what makes you unhappy is not if you will be happy when you see Hendra happy .Hendra also said that confusedly also seeing the response of his mother was .

"Hendra no one wants you to say the same, but you have to promise not to be angry, because this concerns you and Alisa .ujar Rina with a bit of doubt but he also has to break it .

Hendra just looked at his mama with a curious face and seemed to want to dig out what exactly is

wanted to be said by his mama especially for him and Alisa really he really wanted to know her as soon as possible.

Hearing that he smiled everywhere so remember his son that he came anywhere will always be angry whatever will be said by him, even trivial things can make him angry ,anyway her relationship used to be very bad with her son, and then she was very happy when her son was willing to accept Alisa and help her if later she contacted him at that time ,yes, even with having to hear first the reluctance of his son at that time .

But when he went down the road and reminisced about it, really what he was wrong ,and did he also make his son like this by presenting Alisa in his son's life, what if Alisa he did not leave it to her first ,what his son will be happy with his wife .slightly regretful in his heart, as he and his fair share filled his mind, but heapun soon dropped it all on him ,she's the one who's wrong instead of Alisa, because Alisa never asked for her help, and she's the one who really wants to help her right ,when Rina was dissolved in daydream, she immediately woke up when Hendra's voice broke her daydream .

"Ma , what is it and until when the mother will be silent and instead daydream like this beware later Kesamben you know, I will bother later" said Hendra jokingly .

The woman who was called the mother immediately realized she was ready to strengthen her heart and prepare if later what will happen ,because according to her, the sooner the better before Hendra's love grows fertile because he always cultivates her with delusion - a delusion that makes her happy and makes her heart bloom when there is a wide and deep abyss which he will not be able to pass easily or maybe he will never be able to cross it .

"Son, can't you let Alisa go, mama wants you to focus on your health, and let Alisa live life with men who can make her happy ,can't want you to accept all this .Rina also quiveringly said that .

Hendra was staring at his mama's nano ,indeed he did not think that his relationship and Alisa not only Oma who opposed but it turns out which one who had supported him with Alisa also turned and chose against their relationship .

"What does mama mean ,do you also want me to refer again with the queen and give up with Alisa after everything I've been through and anywhere knows that my wife was leaving soon even she who used to have a hard time signing letters divorce came to him immediately after seeing me helpless in rumasakit , what made mama reject Alisa ma ?..., What's wrong with her why no one supports us ? ...",with a bated cry Hendra also tried to find out the answer from his mother was .

Seeing that Rina became as unwilling as she could not resist the sadness and tears of seeing her son, and she really did not accept also why it became like this ,but he must still say it, because any way and whenever it will always hurt the son .

"Mom..not so, mama is happy if you can be with Alisa, but." said Rina was cut off with Hendra's mouth.

"Ha.ha ....

I'm not a kid ma, I know between like and dislike seeing from someone's gels ma and a....".Hendra was also cut by his mother.

"He's engaged, and you as a man should know where you are Hendra, before the status of the suitor embedded in your title Hendra .hardonfully even Rina said it .

Hendra was seen dumbfounded to hear the words of his mama, his body was like being stung by a high voltage electricity flowing through each of his blood vessels ,suddenly his body felt like losing his bones, weak and powerless as if his footing was destroyed and he fell into a hole that really had no basis .