FIRST AND LAST

74

" Mama is married again. "

Rey started to tell me, after that they were more silent . There may still be doubts about telling her family's problems, but on the other hand telling stories and having a conversation partner can make her a little calm.

Andin looked at him pity , he actually already knew all , after the Viennese Aunt told him everything. "the same person who was yesterday ?"

Rey nodded.

" continue ..."

" mama's new husband doesn't seem to accept me.."

" how can you say that ?"

" i went to my mother's house yesterday with Aunt Vienna and her son Om Alex said .. if the papa doesn't like me coming there .." Rey stopped the story , then she kept quiet for a while 'it seemed like something was being thought of or she was just trying to hide her sadness and trying to look tough.

" yeah Rey .. maybe they have another reason and if indeed they can not accept you .. yes you are sincere, rather than make you hurt too ."

Rey looked at him." So I have to accept that you don't think I'm her son anymore ?" tanyanya.

" it's not so .. maybe your mom just wants to respect her husband's family or what .. you also don't know the real reason .."

Rey sighed softly, then leaned her back against the chair. Indeed the look of his face could not lie, he still could not hide his sadness.

" why didn't Rey tell you about this ?"

Vienna is silent for a moment . Their relationship is not so intimate as a father and son, maybe reluctant for Rey to tell this problem to her father, because their relationship was never familiar like parents and children .

" because all this time Mas was also not close to his own children." quipped Vienna.

Gunawan . It was like being slapped in a Vienna speech just now . True what Vienna said, their relationship was never close all this time and he never even knew what and what problems Rey was facing, ' he said , from a small he only met the needs of the material alone . Without him knowing his son was in a happy state or not , for him to meet all the needs and give him an abundance of material course would have made his life happy , it was wrong .

" yes, I admit it." she felt guilty.

" as a form of a sense of responsibility and also out of guilt, Rey finds out who that person is . Until finally it turns out that he knew that he was a close neighbor bik Inah and coincidentally also his son turned out to be a school with him . "

" continue..."

" that's why Rey tried so hard to get close to Andin, because feeling guilty had made her father die .."

Gunawan furrowed his brows . "so Rey was close to Andin just out of pity and guilt ?"

" keep Andin knowing that Rey is ..."

" yes .. make Inah the story , all that to keep your own feelings . You know with the attention that Rey gives, maybe Andin will assume another right ..?"

Gunawan nodded . "yes I agree that bik Inah told all , so that in the future there will be no more misunderstandings."

" yes Mas .. and I think Andin is quite able to keep a distance with Rey for a relationship that is more than friends.. "

" how do you know ?"

" i've talked to Andin several times and he seems to feel like they're just friends, nothing more . He felt like he was not worth Rey's, even though Rey herself never thought of him that way .."

" Yes ... Rey did live excessively from small , but I know very well his nature .. he never discriminates people, although sometimes he is not friendly with people who are not close to him ."

" yes Mas .. he is actually good, but never seems to be able to show it directly to others .."

" Then Rey herself how I see Andin does look simple.but it looks like Rey...

" like the same Andin." cut Vienna fast.

" i think so too ... Rey has really changed since the close of Andin ."

Gunawan nodded . "i don't care if Rey is close to anyone, which is important to make her happy and of course, which has a positive influence on Rey .."

" yes Mas , even though I just know Andin , I can feel that he is a good boy and also independent , he can be alone without both parents now ."

" you should be grateful, even though your mama is gone now, there will still be Papa, Viennese Aunt and Bik Inah who love you ..."

Rey turned her head, looked at the person beside her that, which always made her calm, feeling happy no matter what problems she faces now .

" if you ..?" tanyanya slowly .

" i.. " Andin looked at her in wonder . "why ?"

" is baby not the same as me ?"

Andin glares .