
For the umpteenth time Nara had to face this harsh reality. Waiting for news of her husband still being treated in the intensive care room, after being found unconscious in their room.
"O Allah, please do not take him. Don't take the servant's husband. Do not take the father of the son of the servant. We still need it very much. We desperately need her presence ...."
Nara kowtowed for a long time, on the carpet of the hospital musholla she had occupied since. He chose to wait in this place, so that his heart would be calmer to pray and offer his request.
Still vividly visible in her eyes, a burst of crying was accompanied by a hysterical cry from her as she watched Yoga collapse unconscious in her lap. Instantly some people came and looked as panicked as he was.
Doctor Danu who was one of their invited guests immediately checked the condition of Yoga, while Ardi immediately contacted the hospital to prepare everything for the process of handling Yoga in a moment.
Mr. Budi and several bodyguards quickly prepared a car to take their superiors to the hospital.
Doctor Danu assisted Ardi and Mr. Yoga body and took him into the car to be immediately rushed to the hospital. Nara accompanied her husband with panic and tears.
While Raga who had fallen asleep, was in the sling of Mother accompanied by Bunga and Bibi Asih, waiting for news at home with a feeling of uneasiness, worry and sadness.
In the midst of his solemn prayer in the musholla, someone came over and patted him on the shoulder. As Nara turned her head and looked at her, her cries were still uncontrollably spilling out in the arms of that person.
"You must be strong. Just explain what happened and what will happen later. It is not good to lament because behind our current sadness, we never know what our life will be like in the future."
Nara listened to him while continuing to imagine the face and smile of Yoga that always stuck in her mind.
"If it had been His destiny, what could we do? Surrender to God, then our hearts will feel calmer facing everything."
Nara could only nod and continue to let go of her sadness as well as her fear through the rushing of tears that flowed nonstop.
In the blink of an eye, the happiness he had just felt had turned into an overwhelming sadness that he could only vent with a cry, hoping that his heart would be calmer and sincere afterwards.
Still clearly in his ear, said Doctor Danu in the car earlier, on their way to the hospital.
"I don't mean to go before the will of the One Above, but this time we have to prepare for the worst of possibilities."
Nara grew increasingly roared in the arms of someone who was still accompanying her beside her. Both of them sat down, chanting unbroken prayers in their hearts, asking for the best and still hoping that there is still a miracle that God gave for Yoga.
Nara is not sure she will get it again, considering that God has given Yoga several times to endure and finally return with her, which she has considered a miracle.
Among the verdicts of doctors who always say that the life expectancy of Yoga is just waiting for the arrival of time from the Almighty, in fact, Yoga has several times still returned from a coma and long sleep, he said, the doctor raised his hand with all his efforts.
And now, after the last time, almost two months of Yoga getting the best chance of his life, still deserves Nara constantly begging for the coming of the miracle again?
Nah! Nara did not want to be a greedy servant just because of the luck she had been getting all this time, thus turning himself into a demanding servant and asking with too high a wish on the Most Merciful.
While he knew, the condition of Yoga was already at the end of life, the last point of the long journey of life that he had been through.
Several good occasions from God have made Yoga by his side longer, even saving his life from a fatal accident.
Allah has also given the next opportunity so that Yoga can feel and enjoy its biggest dream is to have Raga and be able to care for their babies happily for four months.
Finally, how generous God has given Yoga time to be able to listen to the confession of love from him, when his heart slowly begins to open and can love the man wholeheartedly.
That is the greatest hope Yoga has finally gained by having her, Raga and the real marriage they just started.
So, it is still appropriate that he continues to ask the Determinant of Destiny, while in fact, until the last second there is no heart donor received Yoga to be able to connect his life?
Single-minded. That's all Nara can do now. It is not easy, but she must be able to do it so that Yoga does not continue to be burdened with a lot of hope and supplication in her heart, so that it will burden her husband's last step towards the lap of the Creator.
"Darling, sorry ...."
The first words that Nara heard from her husband's pale lips, made her even more powerless to stem her tears.
Nara shook her head and tried to continue to show her smile in front of Yoga who was lying very weak with the sound of the monitor beside her which was regular but slow.
The man pulled his wife's hand and held her over his chest. The heartbeat of Yoga, which was felt through the touch of Nara's hand, made the woman wracked with ever greater fear. She was afraid that she would soon hear the final beating of her husband's heart.
"Don't say sorry again. I'm here and I'll always be with you" Nara said in a stammering voice holding her stuffing.
Yoga shook his head weakly and continued to nail his gaze to the beautiful face of the woman he loved so much. Love is forever, love is endless, though death will separate.
Love reaches the end of life and the end of life, until the last breath and the last heartbeat close the life story between them. True love until death, until they are reunited in eternal life.
"My time is up, baby. I have to go."
Nara doesn't know what to answer. Nodding to release it or shaking to hold it. She can only be silent, surrender to God, whatever is best that will be destiny for her husband.
"I love you, Ga." Eventually only that sentence escaped Nara's sweet lips, which made Yoga smile deathly at her.
"I love you, not because of the present or the past. I love you because of the comfort you always give me from time to time, until I get used to it and feel happiness every time with you."
The corner of the eye Yoga drains the clear liquid that goes down to wet the cheeks and ears. Quickly Nara's hand wiped it gently and stroked the beautiful face that she used to rarely notice but now she always misses.
No matter which Doctor Danu and the other doctors and nurses were near them, Yoga and Nara kept locking eyes and talking heart to heart, enjoying the seconds and seconds of time they can still go through together, despite being overwhelmed by the haru and the delusion that touches the heart.
"Please take care of Raga for me. Make sure she always remembers and loves her father, even though I can't carry him and play with him anymore. Tell him I love him so much and I'm so proud to be his father."
Nara continued to caress that increasingly pale face. Wanting to shed tears on the chest Yoga always gave him calm and comfort, but he could not do it. He had to brush off the fragility of his heart and still look strong in front of the man.
Suddenly the cry of the nurse who stood beside the monitor connected to the body of Yoga, made Nara's heart beat so fast that she held her breath for a moment.
"Doctor, the patient's pulse is weakening and his heart rate is accelerating!"
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