LOVE NARA

45 KEEPING FEELINGS

This is what it feels like to be a four-star general of this country. Like the famous Lady Diana Spencer of the British Empire. The paparazzi are so scary. And Nara experienced it today.

As a general's child, Dina may have gotten used to feeling it. But unlike Nara, he just felt this moment.

Accustomed to simple life, that's what Nara experienced. Now his life is inversely proportional when he is in the house of his father who is a general.

Nara's breath was still panting as she followed her papa so frantically looking at the crowd of reporters who knew her presence in this hospital.

Actually there is a desire for Nara to be interviewed, there is no problem for him about the suicide attempt carried out by his stepmother. Not with Dina. She was very worried about her mother, her stepmother.

Now Dina has seen firsthand the condition of her mother. My mom looks so much better than she thinks.

Dina then approached my mother. Kissing the back of her right hand and dropping her body to hug the mother who was still lying on her bed.

"Ma .. mama, "the first word when Dina let go of her embrace.

My mom is still silent. Her cheeks look tense. Dina tried to gently pat both of her mother's cheeks. Several times patted by Dina, the new mother can answer the call of her stepson.

" Yes dear. Thank you for wanting to visit my mom, " said mama slowly.

"Mama is better, no !! " ask Dina starting the conversation.

"Thank God it's better, " replied mama slowly.

Dina then grabbed her mother's right hand. The hand Dina held felt hot. Then Dina tried to hold her mother's forehead and neck. Mama's body temperature seems to be rising again.

" Mama has a fever, " said Dina, asking her with her papa.

Papa, Nara and Dina had been sitting quietly in the chair. They just saw how Dina behaved to her mother. They were all swept away by the feeling of seeing Dina who was very worried about the mother.

" Oh yes, Dina. Your mom had a fever this morning. This means the second time your mother has a recurring fever, " replied papa as he approached the mother and joined in holding her forehead as well.

Papa then pressed the bell button on the wall near the bed. The bell was intended to call the nurse to come to the patient.

Ayana and Nara's mother still sat quietly looking at the action of papa and Dina. Ayana's mother, Nara's mother. Actually he did not want to join Dina to Jakarta. He wanted Dewi Anjani, the mother who was considered Dina. To see him, not now. It was even Nara's mother who was thought to ask to meet mama, papa's wife.

Just two minutes later, a female nurse came to the bell room.

" Excuse me, "greet the nurse as she enters the room.

"What's wrong mom ? " ask the nurse to the patient.

" That's my mama's fever, try the nurse check first, "pinta Dina.

"'Alright, I'll take the thermometer first, "he replied the nurse as she passed away leaving her patient.

After two minutes, the nurse returned to her room. Then he first wiped his armpits with the tissue he had brought.

Everyone who was in my room, for a moment, was silent. I was busy watching the nurse measure my temperature.

The number shown in the thermometer is 39 degrees Celsius.

Mom then looked shivering. When the cold hit , Dina swiftly enveloped her mother with a bed cover attached to the bed. Once his attention was Dina to the mama who had raised him well.

While shivering and with lips still shaking mama called someone's name, "Aaayana .. come here for a moment, "he asked pleading.

Reluctant mother approached the weak figure. He hated it for years. The weak woman had seized her husband and child who should have been with her.

Nara remained faithful beside her mother, clasping her right hand tightly. Nara could feel anger from the look in her eyes. Anger that he has had for years.

The atmosphere in the room became tense. No other sounds, quiet. Nara also did not invite her mother to go near her mother. " What a fuck does it matter to me. I should have been angry too. I lost papa because of mama. I should have hated her, like my mother. I shouldn't have come to see my mother who lives as the wife of a four-star general of this country.

Dina then approached her mother. He could not bear to see the mother who was still shaking calling his mother.

Dina then rested at her mother's feet. Begging mom to forgive him.

"Mother, I beg .. forgive mama. He regretted doing it. Mama was wrong, so forgive mama, "take Dina while crying.

After a long silence, I finally spoke. " Why do you have to apologize to my mother, son, while the person who made a fatal mistake just did not want to apologize directly to me, " said the mother in a sobbing voice.

" Mom !!! mama's sick again ma'am, "please Dina with a clear voice.

Mother still does not flinch. He didn't want his son to apologize for someone else.

After gathering all the remaining power that was on him. Mama came down slowly walking limped towards Dina and her mother.

Mama then rested at the feet of the mother, a friend who had been betrayed.

"Ayana .. , I'm sorry. Please open your sorry door. I'm sorry, so sorry. How do you forgive me. I know I don't deserve you to forgive, said Mama as she continued to cry in front of Ayana.

"Wik .. I'm not what you used to be, you easily stab me in the back" he said, shaking off a hand trying to apologize.

Mr. Donnie was confused as to what he should do. He couldn't silence the atmosphere that was going on in this room.

Again I'm sorry Ayana. I was wrong, I don't deserve your apology. Then arrived - arrived the body of Goddess Anjani limbung. He cannot balance his body. He fell in front of Dina and her mother.

Dina then caught her mother who collapsed beside her. The middle-aged woman drooped helplessly on Dina's lap which was right beside her. Mom fainted.

Mother still remained silent regardless of what happened to the figure who had ruined her life all this time. Then tears slowly washed his face. He could not bear to see his former friend fainted in front of him.

Dina tried to wake her mother. Right hand patted softly on the left chest of the mother while continuing to say, "Mama wake up, wake up ma .. wake up ma."

Slowly, my mother began to hear the voice of the person calling her. But his eyes are still closed. I heard someone say his name.

" You are Ayana !! " i'm sorry, his voice is clear.

" It's me ma, Dina, "reply back to Dina.

" Oh you apparently, Ayana has left, son, "he said slowly.

Ayana's heart is not a stone. He finally came down from his chair and, sobbing, he replied.

" Yes, I'm here Wik, "he said slowly.

After hearing Ayana's reply, Goddess Anjani began to open her eyes slowly.

He then tried to get up from Dina's lap. Now the two friends are sitting on the floor facing each other. Dewi Anjani then grasped both hands of the man she had once seized her husband. With tears she said, "I know, I'm unforgivable. I'm sorry Ayana ...."

" Yes, "answered Ayanas with a forced smile.

Goddess Anjani then hugged Ayana tightly. A friend who was always nice to her. He stabbed her in the back. The trajectory of events flashed between Ayana and Dewi Anjani. They used to be like this before they fell in love with the same man.

Nara was touched by his heart, seeing the two friends now forgive each other. Throw away the dark stories of the past, to replace them with a much better tomorrow ....