LOVE NARA

288. GUILT

"Al, can I take you home?"

During this time, Rendy just accompanied Alya home and went from the hospital to the clinic and vice versa. It makes her very happy and feel closer to the woman she loves.

After nearly three months of closeness, Rendy ventured to convey her wishes to Alya. He only feels worried if Alya comes home alone using an online taxi at night.

In fact, often he followed the taxi that Alya boarded just to make sure if the woman was okay during the trip.

"I ...." In her shock Alya did not know what to answer.

"I've been fine all this time, Ren. I don't want to trouble you any more."

Alya knew Rendy would not feel bothered. But he did not want to take the man's time and made him ignore the break just to keep him company all day.

"I've always told you that I'm happy and happy to do it. I really don't expect anything from our closeness and closeness, Al."

"I just want to keep you company and look after you, until one day you find the man you truly trust to take care of you completely and forever."

"To be honest I still wish that man was me, Al ...."

Alya was speechless hearing Rendy's words that stirred up her feelings. This time, there was a sense of haru tucked in his heart as he realized how sincere the man was.

The man who was now still sitting opposite him in the examination room because his practice time had not yet begun, so there was still an opportunity for them to talk for a while before Alya started his duties in the afternoon.

"Why does my heart flutter when I hear her words? Every sentence he said was always full of meaning and felt so sincere."

Alya brushed off her feelings that were starting to feel different. There is happiness every time you feel the attention of the man, but there is also a sense of guilt for not being able to repay him.

"What do I really feel now? I know this isn't how I feel about my past man, but I'm starting to get comfortable with our togetherness these days."

"What if that guy wasn't you, Ren? I'll feel so guilty about you ...." Alya answered the man's request with a back question.

Rendy let out a long sigh, trying to calm her suddenly agitated heart after hearing the question posed by Alya, which she felt was the greatest possibility that would come.

"Listen to me one more time, Al. What I have felt for you all this time is sincere. So whatever I do on the basis of those feelings, is also sincere without wanting to force you to reciprocate my feelings."

Alya tried to digest word by word in every sentence spoken by Rendy. He does not want to be rash in making decisions, nor does he want to be wrong in giving the answer.

"I know you are sincere and will never force me to accept your feelings. But what about your expectations? Do you never expect anything for how you feel about me?"

Again Alya's question made Yoga even more confused. Alya was too intelligent not to know such things.

Everyone who has feelings must also hold good expectations for their feelings. Just like him, he would not deny the hope in his heart.

"Not all expectations must be realized according to our wishes. Sometimes God will replace it with another happiness, which is as meaningful as our hope."

At first glance the two doctors looked at each other, to ensure their feelings. Alya first ended her gaze and looked the other way.

"I used to express my hope to you and you answered. So what else can I expect, except to remain your best friend and always be your protector, if you allow it ...."

There was guilt in Alya's heart when Rendy brought up about her two previous rejections. But her little heart could not deny that she had no more feelings for the caring man, even though they had been good friends for quite a while.

"I've let you down before and I don't want to make you more disappointed in the future. You deserve to be happy and you can find your happiness out there, Ren. Don't spend your time just staying with me who can't make you happy."

"Who said I wasn't happy with you? If I'm not happy, then I've stayed away from you a long time ago, Al. But I didn't do it, because I feel happy with you, even if it's just to be your best friend."

Rendy's heart weakened to see the cry of the woman he admired and loved. There is a sense of guilt approaching because it must be because his words Alya became like that.

He immediately picked up the tissue on the table and pointed it at Alya's face that had been soaked by tears.

The tip of the tissue touched Alya's face that was still down, so it was not aware of what Rendy was currently doing.

The woman raised her head and found Rendy's outstretched hand with the tip of a tissue that had touched her cheek that was reddened by crying.

Alya quickly held onto the tissue and the man immediately let go of his hand. She watched sadly as Alya began to wipe away the tears with her gift tissue.

"Why crying?" asked Rendy in a soft and soft voice, making Alya sobbing even more.

"Don't be like this, Al. I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to make you cry because of what I said. I'm sorry ...."

Alya could only shake her head to convey that the man had done nothing wrong to her.

For a moment he tried to calm himself. Closing her eyes and sighing deeply, Alya tried to stop the crying and replace it with a faint smile that tried to be revealed.

"I'm sorry, I got carried away because of my guilt for you. I should be the one apologizing to you, Ren."

"For what? You have no fault in me, Al."

Rendy quickly recalls the words of the woman who was still holding her new gift tissue and occasionally cleaned her two eyes.

"I'm guilty of disappointing you. I don't care about your feelings and hurt your heart so deeply. But why do you still want to be with me, Ren? Why are you still willing to be my friend? I don't deserve all the goodness of your attitude."

Rendy no longer knew how to explain to Alya, so that she would understand that she had no longer thought about her feelings and rejection. Now he just wants to spend his time with Alya in any relationship.

"Just forget all about my request back then and also your answer for me. Just remember that right now and then we are friends and will always be good friends like this forever!"

With a heavy heart, Alya finally agreed and obeyed Rendy's words about their relationship. Whether what happens in the future, let the time and destiny of God will show in time.

"So, can I take my friend home?"

Rendy repeated her initial question which this time was answered by Alya with a nod of her head and her most beautiful smile.

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