LOVE NARA

2.68. REASSURE THE HEART

"What about the possible risks, Doc?" Yoga could not help the curiosity that had been running in his heart."

Alya was speechless at the Yoga question and did not immediately answer it, making Yoga even more restless and unsettled.

"Doc?" Yoga is becoming more curious. He wanted to immediately listen to Alya's explanation.

Alya nodded slowly and tried to use light and easy to understand language, to give some explanation of Nara's condition earlier.

"Every pregnancy always has its own risks. Nothing just goes so smoothly. Similarly, the history of miscarriage as experienced by Nara."

"Risk factors will always be present in a variety of pregnancy conditions. A healthy pregnancy can also have the possibility of not walking smoothly and safely."

"So my answer, the possibility of risk in Nara's next pregnancy will remain even though it can not be ascertained before we know its existence."

Yoga held his breath for a moment after listening to Alya's explanation, then released it with a heart that still felt erratic.

And Alya's last words, which concluded their meeting this time, reminded Yoga of the same words that Ardi had also spoken to him and Nara before.

"We can only take care of and live each pregnancy to the best of our ability, the rest of us leave everything to the will and decree of the Almighty."

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Along the way home, Yoga is more silent and just focus on the wheel. In his heart still hesitated to fulfill the request of his beloved wife.

It is not that he does not want the presence of a child again in their household life, but the health condition of Nara is his top priority.

Twice the failure that must be accepted and lived by the woman before, making Yoga continue to think again to grant Nara's wishes just like that.

He did not want to see Nara overwhelmed with sadness and slumped again like before. It was his weakness, unable to see the sadness and tears of his beloved woman.

"Mas ..., are you still not sure of your decision?" Nara begins to soften as Yoga's attitude increasingly looks half-hearted in response to her desire to get pregnant again.

Yoga who heard him still fell silent did not want to respond. He chose silence rather than mispronounce and made his wife even more uncomfortable.

Slowly Nara touched Yoga's right arm and said softly.

"Don't go home before your heart calms down." Nara reminded her husband.

The two had agreed not to bring any trouble or anger to their residence. Yoga and Nara strive to always put Raga first.

For them the emotional development of Raga should really they pay attention to by providing a good example and controlled directly by both.

Yoga realizes its mistake. He immediately looked for a place to pull over his car and stopped to calm down.

He closed his eyes while leaning on the steering chair. Nara let it go and just watched from her own chair.

"I'll never do it before you are completely sincere with your decision, Mas. I don't want to be an ungodly wife who imposes my own will on a husband who has loved me so much and always put everything first about me."

The corner of Yoga's heart is touched by a meaning-laden sentence spoken calmly and gently by his beloved wife.

The man quickly opened his eyes and turned his face to the side. Seen by the wife who still continues to nail the gaze towards him with a gentle gaze full of love.

His anxiety and worry just disappeared when he saw Nara's face that did not show the slightest disappointment or anger at him. Quite the opposite, the woman showed a smile that sank her heart for a moment.

"I'm sorry, honey. I didn't mean to silence you."

Yoga approached and immediately grabbed his wife's body. She hugged Nara very tightly. His heart continued to tremble with thumping waves that increasingly stiffened the chest.

A pair of his own eyes began to feel hot and blurred the clear liquid that inundated the fertilizer.

"I'm sorry, too, Mom, if I've made you go awry with this desire of mine." Nara returned her husband's embrace tighter.

The calm they felt then, after letting go of each other's unrest in the heart with a loving warm embrace.

"I love you. Love you so much, dear."

Yoga lets go of her embrace and expresses her feelings, then anchors a gentle, long kiss on her forehead.

Nara permeated the kiss with a beautiful vibe that continued to flow in her heart.

"I love you a lot too. And I'm all yours, man."

Yoga returned his wife's confession with a nod of the head and a smile on her lips.

After both feeling calm, they continued the conversation that had been delayed. The two try to understand each other without demanding each other.

"About the pregnancy program you want to live immediately, ...."

Yoga stopped his sentence, feeling unable to fully decide until finally only able to throw a little rough breath, then rubbed his face with both hands.

"I'm really just worried about you, honey. I don't want to see you grieve and cry like you used to."

Nara nodded slowly and continued to hold her husband's hand tightly.

"Have you given up and been desperate, Mom?"

Yoga shook his head quickly as he turned his gaze towards Nara in a clingy manner. He didn't want his wife to misunderstand him.

"Not at all, dear. You know right, we both want our residence to be crowded and filled with the carefree laughter and funny chirping of our children, Raga and her sisters."

Nara was relieved to hear Yoga's answer which made her understand that her husband only needed to be convinced of what they wanted to teach this time.

"I'm just afraid that the same thing will happen again like before so you'll feel disappointed and lose your smile and cheerful laughter again."

To be honest, in Nara's heart was filled with the same fear as the husband. But his great desire and hope will be the presence of the next baby, able to defeat his fear and replace it with a complete and unanimous belief.

"I can understand how you feel about the two failures of your last pregnancy, my dear. That's why, I don't get to heart if I have to see you like that again. My heart also felt the pain and the pain of your sorrow."

"Mas .., I'm really fine and I'm not going to do anything." Nara tried again to convince her husband.

"Are you sure and ready for any eventuality that could happen, dear?" The look of worry is still clearly visible on the face of Yoga which is still full of doubt.

"I'm ready, Mom! We won't know the outcome if we never try."

Yoga closed his eyes for a moment to expel the restless and troubled who still touched his feelings. Slowly withdraw their hands and kiss them with all steadiness.

"Give me a little more time to be able to give you an answer from my heart."

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