LOVE NARA

3.67. DEPEND ON YOU

Last night in the city full of memories, Ardi invites Alya out both without Aura. During the three days there, they indeed spent the three of time everywhere. And this time Ardi wants to spend time only with his favorite woman, before tomorrow morning the two will be separated again.

"Where else do you want to take me, Di? We've been going to many places over these three days," Alya asked without looking at her interlocutor.

The woman was still imagined the incident in Ardi's room full of debat. Each time he remembered all that his heart trembled instantly with a subtle sigh that permeated his chest and disturbed his feelings.

"I don't know either. I just want to spend the night with you. Can you, Al?" ask back Ardi while glancing at the face of the woman beside him.

Alya who was getting lowered and blushed could only nod in response. He was still trying to calm his heart that continued to pound erratically.

Ardi smiled and tried to stay focused on driving even though his heart was still turbulent ever since they got in and were both in the car.

"Three days seem to pass quickly. Tomorrow morning you'll have to go back and we'll be apart from each other." Ardi sighed softly after saying it.

Alya subconsciously turned his head and looked at Ardi who was still focused towards the streets that were quite crowded and crowded with vehicles. The look on the romantic man's face began to turn moody, not as bright as before.

Secretly sadness also struck Alya's heart. Imagining that tomorrow they would part again, her heart grew heavy and overcrowded. There is a sense of unwillingness to go back alone, but all this time he has been used to making lonely friends and without anyone accompanying.

Why do I feel so dependent on him now? I, who used to enjoy solitude, now do not want to lose him who has begun to fill my heart and my days.

A speck of clear water dripping down the cheek that was still flushed, just as Ardi turned his head and looked at it. His heart beat fast when he found Alya turned sad until he started crying.

Immediately look for a place that is not too crowded then pull the car on the shoulder of an empty road and turn off the engine. His heart also felt weak as soon as he saw his beloved woman again sad.

"Alya .. You, what's wrong with you?" One of them the man wanted to calm Alya down but he didn't know what to do. Hugging him was impossible for him to do.

"Tell me what's stuck in your heart. I don't want you to keep the slightest trouble at a time when we'll be apart again."

The release of a handkerchief that is always stored in the pocket of pants and then given to Alya to remove tears that have wet the face.

Alya received and immediately used it to clean the clear granules that had already dripped and imprinted on the surface of the face. He was trying to restrain his feelings so as not to spoil the atmosphere of their last night.

Ardi just waited while staring at the sad face of my lady who two days before had just applied suddenly. Yes, a sacred question that was immediately uttered smoothly from his lips as they stood face to face that night. Without a plan and just happens.

It was still clear in his eyes, as Alya gave the answer he had been waiting for so impatiently. The graceful lady nodded her head firmly accompanied by the most beautiful smile that adorned her face that looked tense and red.

Alya started to control herself. He took a deep breath and exhaled slowly to relieve the tightness that continues to churn in the chest.

"I'm sad because we're going to be far away. I'm afraid I can't hold back my feelings, let alone my longing later. I'm .. I'm afraid of losing you again."

Ardi did not expect it at all, such a deep speech came out from Alya's lips that shook withstanding her cries. The man almost forgot to breathe as he kept gasping for the answer he had just heard.

"Alya ...." Not yet had he had time to continue his sentence, the woman sitting restless beside him had reopened her voice.

"I think I'm starting to depend on you. I feel calm when I'm with you and can begin to forget my past traumas. I was afraid that a dark shadow was present and teased me again when I was alone without you. I'm sorry ...."

Ardi is getting worse. Her heart was so happy to hear Alya's unexpected and sincere confession. It is clear from these words that the woman needs herself and her presence.

"Don't apologize to me, Alya. I'm so happy to know all that." Ardi brushed off the fear of his lover.

Alya nodded and went back to wipe away the tears with the small square cloth she still kept holding. There was still something claustrophobic in his heart even though Ardi had convinced him in earnest.

"Is there anything that still weighs on your heart, Al? Just say it now and we'll talk about it right now, "please ask Ardi.

Alya looked down and was silent. He wanted to say something but still hesitated to say it. Maybe Ardi had not thought about it, but the woman was already worried about it.

"No. Maybe I'm just thinking too much about things that are still too far away for us to talk about right now" she said. But Ardi just doesn't believe. The man kept trying to find out.

"Tell me, Al. We have to think about everything from now on. Isn't there a lot we need to prepare as well? So, whatever you want or what you don't like, just say it. We'll talk about it together."

Alya who was hesitant started thinking about Ardi's speech. In his heart he confirmed what was said by the man who kept looking at him from the steering chair.

"Have you thought of anything other than our feelings? Have you thought how we're going to go through this relationship after us ...."

Alya did not continue her sentence. His tongue was too faint to utter a single word that had been a close part of his past. The past is laden with bad memories and has created a trauma within him.

"Married?" Ardi finished Alya's speech with a questioning tone accompanied by a look of hope.

Alya nodded, unwilling to hide what she was about to say anymore. He began to learn to share and no longer wanted to hold on to what he felt.

"Are we going to stay away like this? You with your responsibilities here and me with my duties there? How will we raise Aura if we can't live all three together?"

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