LOVE NARA

68 FIGHT FOR ME

"Tell me, Sha. In what way do I have to prove my point? So you can trust me and my feelings for you?"

Sasha was speechless hearing Alan's question for her. The man wiped his tears and wiped his face from the rest of the crying.

"I've lost you, Sha. And I'll never let that happen again. I don't want to lose you a second time."

Sasha started to melt. But his heart was still doubtful. Five years with Nara, will Alan be able to turn away and love her now?

As for himself, separated for ten years with Alan, still can not forget it even for a moment.

"Just tell me what I have to do so you don't doubt me anymore, Sha."

Sometimes love has to be selfish. Not caring about the feelings of others, disregarding the existence of others. Love also needs to be understood and understood.

Sasha let out a long sigh and muffled her cries. He steadied the decision that would be conveyed to Alan.

"I just want no other woman to think of but me, especially when you're with me. I want only me to be your priority and only I'm entitled to you."

Sasha showed her brawn. He didn't want to budge anymore, he should be able to be the only one for Alan.

All this time he had been patient enough to continue to dampen the turmoil in his heart, which felt he had not been fully loved by the lover.

"I'm being selfish this time. I don't want to share with others, even if it's just a small piece of your attention."

"I want you to make me your only and absolute possession, with no memories of the past let alone the shadows of the other women you still see behind me."

Alan was stunned to hear Sasha's request. A request that is very easily fulfilled, if he really could have forgotten Nara and pulled her away from the heart.

But in reality, Nara still has her heart and mind, even though she has chosen Sasha and tied her up to be owned forever.

So, who really wants to be selfish here? Sasha who has completely loved him or herself who is still splitting hearts?

Sasha knew that Alan's silence without directly answering her request was the obvious answer for her. The man had not been able to fulfill his request, which meant that there was still Nara's name in his heart and there was still that woman in his mind.

Sasha smiled covering her heart. Alan couldn't put himself first. At least for now and not until when it will remain so.

Slowly Sasha lowered Alan's hand which cupped her face. Pull it down and release it. Still trying to smile, he stared at Alan's pair of eyes wistfully.

"Your silence is the answer for me. I'm not the only one for you yet. There's still a past you can't let go of for me."

In a hurry, Alan held Sasha's hands back and held her.

"It's not like that, Sha. I'm ...."

Sasha pulled out one hand and placed her index finger right in the middle of her beloved man's lips while shaking his head.

"There's no need to defend yourself and there's no need to explain anything."

Alan was speechless with an erratic raging feeling.

"I will not force my desire for you to fulfill right now. I realized, I was just an outsider who had just come back and wanted to get into your life."

"Where might I be able to defeat even negate her existence that has been with you longer and in a very close relationship all along."

Alan shook his head quickly and firmly. He felt an aura of loss as if he was going to come back to him.

"But I love you, Sha. Really, I'm not lying to you ...." Alan kept trying to convince his girlfriend.

"I know and I believe it. You loved me. But you love her too. And I don't want to share your heart with another woman. I want your heart to be just for me, only mine."

Although his heart was not willing, Sasha had to do it. He must be firm with his stance, for the sake of his love for Alan who he wants to continue fighting for.

He wanted Alan to do the same. Sasha wants Alan to fight for the love he has for himself.

"I'm going to go away. I'll pull over for a while." Sasha strengthened her heart to say all that.

The weight in his heart was no longer felt, for what he wanted to have at the end of his struggle.

Alan immediately hugged him, clutching his body so heavy that he had difficulty breathing.

"Don't go, Sha. I beg you, stay with me ..," asked Alan in a wailing voice full of sadness.

Closed his eyes tightly, trying to soak in every second of their current embrace, before he would let go and leave the lover.

Equally enduring an embrace full of dilemma for both, Alan and Sasha put their breath and heartbeat together that was unpretentious quickly uncontrollably.

Broken was already Sasha's cry, with tears that were whistling more profusely than before. Alan followed, both sobbing crowded with the lover.

Long enough their embrace was not let go, until Alan began to regulate his breathing and pull his head from behind Sasha's shoulder. Their views met at a very close distance.

"I love you, Sha ...."

Sasha has no power not to repay him.

"I love you too, Lan ...."

Both of them lowered their gazes in the same direction, they began to fuse their lips in a brief kiss.

Once ..., twice ..., until the third time the kiss turned into a long, passionate kiss.

Alan continued to master their kisses with great turmoil in his heart. The fear of losing Sasha made him not want to let go of their behavior in the least.

Same with Sasha. He made no attempt to resist and ended their kiss. He let it all happen just like that, as their lips fused ever more deeply and wetter.

Warm hearts and heated bodies, making their passion even more heightened, wanting more of what they are already doing.

Alan is losing control. Filled with fear and unwilling to lose her lover, she starts to move both hands, about to touch Sasha's body more intimately.

Sasha who felt it began to temper her own desires. He slowly pulled his lips and distanced his body from Alan's touch. His face was red with the rest of the passion he was still trying to appease.

Alan was not willing when Sasha broke away from him. Even so, he tried to give up and also brushed off the desire that began to dominate him.

Here's time. Sasha tidied up her performance and returned to being as calm as possible. In contrast to Alan, who still looked restless and unsettled.

"I'm going to go. Please don't look for me and don't meet me while in your heart it's still in her name and everything about her."

Instantly Alan's body slumped down to the floor, resting before Sasha who continued to avoid his gaze.

"I beg you, Sha. Don't do this to me. I don't want to lose you ...."

"If you don't want to lose me, fight for me."

Sasha turned her face up, holding her back from shedding any more tears.

"I will always take care of my heart just for you. I will faithfully wait for you to come and prove your feelings to me."

Alan put his hands together and dropped his head on Sasha's knees. But as quickly as possible Sasha pulled her hand and stood up straight to avoid it.

"Come to me, when your heart has fully loved me and I am in it."

Sasha steps out, leaving Alan limply on the floor, with a dim view of letting go of the woman he loves and wants to have.

"I'm sorry, Sha ...."

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