LOVE NARA

61 I LOVE YOU

Along the way home from the restaurant Aunt Arum, Nara was more silent in the car. She keeps ringing about Aunt Arum's last message before Yoga rejoins them after receiving a call from Beno.

"Message Aunt, love him with all your heart. Don't ever leave him behind, because behind his cold, hard-hearted attitude, he has the heart of an angel like his parents."

Loving Yoga? Can she? Nara felt burdened with the message of Aunt Arum, because honestly until now she herself has not been able to interpret her feelings for Yoga. He was not sure if what he felt on Yoga all this time was love.

He's used to loving Alan. All the wonderful things she felt with Alan, that's what she believed love was.

But, why now did everything Yoga did for her also feel so beautiful in her heart? Even his days with Yoga during this time, he also felt much more beautiful than his togetherness with Alan first.

(What should I do so that I can understand my heart for him? This love? Or is it just happiness?)

"Ra, what's wrong with you?"

Yoga watched Nara who kept quiet with a face that looked unsettled. The touch of Nara's right hand made his wife slightly jerked in shock.

Nara was surprised to see Yoga who kept looking at her with a worried look. And just realized also, if the car has stopped on the side of the road.

"What makes your heart not calm, Ra? Tell me."

Yoga held Nara's hand tightly. Her body turned sideways with her face tilted to look at Nara's face closer.

Nara's getting it wrong. He threw his gaze out the window, trying to avoid the gaze of Yoga's eyes that kept worrying about him.

"I'm fine." Nara tried to cover up her anxiety.

"Don't hide your heartache from me, Ra. Tell me, what's bothering you?"

Nara nodded slowly. There was no way he could be straightforward if he was thinking about his feelings for the man.

"I'm just imagining how strong you have been, living in solitude without your family, without your parents."

"Never imagine it, because it never feels the same when you have truly lost them ...."

Yoga rested her body on the steering chair. Closed his eyes, enduring the tightness that suddenly felt in his heart. He didn't want to look weak in front of Nara.

Nara feels guilty for making Yoga sad again because she remembered her parents.

"I'm sorry, Ga. I really didn't mean to make you like this. I just want to express my admiration for you ...."

Despite the distress due to her large belly, Nara tried to approach Yoga and held tightly to Yoga's left hand which was still clenched to endure the pain that began to afflict her.

"Ga ..., you ...?" Nara frantically looked at her husband's face that had turned pale.

Realizing Nara's body was approaching her with great difficulty, Yoga immediately helped Nara back into her position and hugged her and held her tightly.

"Hug me, Ra. It'll make me feel better."

By bringing Nara into her arms, Yoga can hide her pain from the woman, even though she must continue to endure her pain.

(I beg you not now, O God. I don't want to make him worry about me ..)

Nara immediately wrapped her hands around Yoga's waist. He put his head on Yoga's shoulder.

"Don't get sick, Ga. Don't scare me."

Unknowingly Nara said it. Worry controlled his heart, considering the pale face of Yoga he had seen earlier.

Hearing the wife's words, Yoga smiled among the still-attacking pain in her chest.

"I'm fine. Thank you for your attention."

Yoga tightened his embrace. The kiss of Nara's head to appease his wife, as well as himself.

(I'm fine. I must be okay.)

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After resting for a while on the side of the road, finally the pain in Yoga's body subsided and he immediately controlled the speed of his car to go home.

"I'll go to the kitchen first. I'll make you a hot drink."

Yoga nodded and let go of Nara's hand which he still held.

As soon as the door of the room was closed from the outside by Nara, Yoga immediately got up and took the medicine he had stored inside the briefcase.

He hastily swallowed it with a glass of water on his desk. Then he lay back down as before Nara came.

While waiting for Nara, Yoga sends Ardi a message about her condition and asks her little friend to keep her true circumstances hidden from Nara.

Meanwhile in his study, Ardi let out a long sigh after exchanging messages with Yoga. He felt useless for not being able to do anything when his little friend was struggling with his pain.

He can't be quiet anymore. He had to do something for his best friend. At least there is still hope for Yoga if they can find what they are looking for before it is too late.

(I'm sorry, Ga. I can't keep my promise. I have to fight just like you. And I'll do it my own way.)

Back in the Yoga room, Nara enters right after Yoga finishes sending some messages to Ardi. She brought a cup of warm tea for her husband.

He sat on the edge of the bed followed by Yoga who had sat first when his wife came.

"This, drink it, Ga." The cup moved from Nara's hand to Yoga's and she drank it slowly until it ran out.

"Thank you." Yoga watched Nara who placed her empty cup on the table and sat back down next to her.

"Is anyone still in pain?" nara asked as she continued to look at her husband's face.

Yoga shaking. Nara's hand was taken and kept between her hands.

"I'm fine, Ra."

"Yes. You should always be okay. Don't worry us both."

Nara brought Yoga's hand to her stomach. The man nodded and gently rubbed Nara's stomach.

"I'll always be there for you both."

(I will always be with you and our child, even though I will be invisible to you guys.).

The night is getting late. After cleaning themselves and changing clothes, they prepared to rest.

"May I hug you tonight, Ra?" tanya Yoga after the two of them lay together.

Nara nodded and took a tilted position facing Yoga. She docked to her husband's side and leaned her head over the chest of the Yoga field.

"Good night, Ra. I love you." Yoga kissed Nara on the forehead and hugged her with warmth.

"Good sleep, Ga." Nara secured her position in her husband's arms and hugged Yoga's body tightly.

(Maybe I don't love you yet. But I love you, Ga.)

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