LOVE NARA

2.67. RE-START

"Mas, can I get pregnant again?"

Yoga looked at his wife with worry. Don't know how else to tell his wife. Not happy but not wanting to disappoint.

Sitting alone on the sofa they had been sitting on for some time facing the window of the room, the romantic couple had a heart-to-heart afternoon conversation.

"Are you sure and really want it?" ask Yoga very carefully.

Not that he did not want the same thing as Nara, but the man still thought about the previous two events, which his wife experienced in succession.

"Mas, are you still worried about me?"

Yoga nodded slowly as he looked at his wife's gloomy face which made his heart weak.

"To be honest, yes, dear. I'm still scared and that's what keeps me worrying about you."

Yoga felt guilty for making her beloved woman lose the smile on her face.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ban it, honey. But I'm still afraid ..., I'm afraid of ...."

Yoga speech is cut off not to the end.

"Ssttt ..., don't ever say that, Mas! Never think ill of anything that will not necessarily happen."

Yoga knows that. But his fear is always present every time he imagines past events, which makes his wife sad because of loss and suffering.

The man was just afraid that it would happen again. He was afraid that he would see the same sadness on Nara's very unwanted face.

Yoga is speechless. Only his body movements that spoke represented the fear and worry that struck his heart.

She hugged Nara's body so tightly that she replied with the same hug that made her feel a little calmer.

"You know that your sadness and tears are my weakness. Therefore I am always haunted by the fear of the same events that will make you sad and cry again."

Nara could feel her husband's fear. The man's heartbeat skipped a beat and was heard very clearly in his ears that were stuck above Yoga's chest.

Slowly being stroked and kissed by the historic wound behind her husband's clothes, made Yoga feel something full of anxiety in her heart.

Increasingly tightened his embrace, Yoga made Nara even more not want to let go of his embrace and kiss.

She could feel Yoga's fear of her, just as she used to be overwhelmed with fear whenever her husband fell ill and lay weakly helpless in the hospital bed.

"Trust me, I'll be fine, Mom. I just need your full support. About the results of our efforts, surrender and leave everything to the Almighty. Whatever it is, it must be the best for us."

Yoga still could not relieve the anxiety in his heart.

"What if something happens that we don't expect anymore?" Finally the sentence was also spoken from the lips of Yoga along with the fear pounding in his chest.

"If that really happens, it means that God has not allowed us to gain His trust at this time. That means, we have to be patient again in the next endeavor, not even give up and give up all efforts."

Yoga is inexhaustible, made of what the heart of his wife is so sincere and full of sincerity. Whereas himself who did not even experience the incident himself, just continued to be overwhelmed with endless fear every time thinking the same thing.

"I can never refuse anything you want, dear." Yoga resigned and tried to apply Nara's words in her heart.

"So ...??"

Nara raised her head until her face faced with the resigned face of her beloved husband. He saw Yoga nodding and revealing a smile.

"We're going to see Doctor Alya and consult her about your desire to get pregnant again."

Yoga's hands moved from Nara's back to the top of her head. He wiped it with affection and then kissed Nara's forehead as a sign of sincerity from her for what had become the determination of her beloved woman.

"Thank you, Mum. We will work together and strengthen each other. Thanks again!"

Nara showered her husband's face with kisses all over her without exception. Including on the lips that still arched his smile.

"For the sake of you and the smile on your happy face, I will try to throw away my fear in my heart, dear. I can't possibly let you down by getting in the way of your wishes."

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The next day, Nara accompanied by Yoga was already inside Alya's examination room at the clinic she managed.

"How's the Doctor doing? Looks like it's getting better, Doc?" greet Nara kindly, while the husband only smiled faintly at the graceful hijab-wearing doctor.

"Alhamdulillah, as you and Pak Yoga see. I've started learning to walk again and have replaced my wheelchair with a stick, Ra."

Nara was also happy to see the development of the recovery process of both legs after undergoing a series of recovery processes for four months.

After having a warm conversation about her condition, Alya immediately carried out her task to find out the condition of Nara's uterus through ultrasound examination, while waiting for the results of blood tests from the clinic laboratory delivered to her.

"Just like before, your uterus is clean and healthy, Ra."

Alya finished her examination and returned to her seat. She sits opposite Yoga and is followed by Nara who has tidied up her appearance and sits next to her husband.

"We'll wait for the results of your blood check first. If all is well, you can start your pregnancy program naturally."

Nara's clear eyes had started to sparkle beautifully looking at her husband's face which was still a little tense and could not hide her worries.

But when Nara turned her head towards her, Yoga quickly revealed her smiling face and clasped the wife's hand to increase her strength.

Soon another nurse came in and handed Nara her blood test.

Alya immediately opened it and read it thoroughly.

"How, Doc?"

impatiently waiting any longer, Nara preceded and asked Alya who was still holding and perusing the reports from the local laboratory.

"There's nothing to worry about anymore. Everything remained normal and negative just like the results of the previous blood check."

Alya folded the report paper and put it back in the envelope that had wrapped it earlier.

"So we can get started, Doc?" Alya nodded and smiled at Nara.

"Run it with a relaxed mind and without much hope. If it's time, the results will be positive as you and Pak Yoga hope."

"What about the possible risks, Doc?" Yoga could not help the curiosity that had been running in his heart."

Alya was speechless at the Yoga question and did not immediately answer it, making Yoga even more restless and unsettled.

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