LOVE NARA

3,55. UNTIL THE END OF THE BREATH

Yoga and Nara decide to take a family vacation to the hometown of Yoga and Raga, along with the town of Ardi and his daughter in a few days. From the time they became pregnant until Gana was four months old, they had never taken the time to visit the Nara and Aunt Arum families.

"Mas, what do you think about Doctor Ardi's move today? Are they getting married soon?" Nara was always curious about the story of her two obstetricians.

"It's just normal in my opinion, honey. After all, they had not known each other recently, but had known each other for a very long time. They've both had marriages before."

After laying Gana in the crib, Yoga returned to the bed where his wife was waiting. He sat leaning back with both legs straightened forward. Nara who had just breastfed her little son immediately laid her body to unwind, with the husband's thigh as a cushion to spoil.

Relaxing in the room in the morning on weekends is a Yoga habit. He wanted to be close to his wife all day.

Especially when their two favorite sons are asleep after fatigue playing seoerti at this time. Couples who are always full of intimacy can enjoy time only two without any interference. Both take the time to share many things, while pampering each other.

"It won't be easy for Ardi to make Doctor Alya fully accept him. Not because of not loving her, but because of the trauma it still makes Doctor Alya afraid of physically adjacent to the opposite sex. In addition to his psychic who is also still not healed perfectly."

"Where do you know all that, Mom?" ask Nara who actually justifies the words of the husband. He stared at Yoga from below while rubbing the fine hairs that grow on the edge of the face. The handsome face of the man who was always admirable in his eyes.

"I had a chance to talk to a psychologist who was finally chosen by Doctor Alya to do counseling, after the accident that he experienced at that time."

Since it was only Yoga that was in full charge on behalf of Alya, then everything related to his recovery of health, could be more easily monitored by the man.

Yoga continued to rub Nara's head and stroked her face with a gaze that could not be separated from looking at the wife. He begins to tell her about Alya's condition which he knows from the psychologist who handled it.

Broadly speaking, Alya experienced mental stress due to violence during her domestic life with Riko. The nightmare that continues to haunt his mind almost every time is one of the main effects of sexual abuse he has experienced.

As the psychologist said, Alya is one of the many cases of a wife who experienced rape in her marriage. As a result, the wife feels that she is not worthy of love and will begin to reject all forms of affection from others.

"I think Doctor Alya is going through something like this, honey. And it will not be easily lost and forgotten from his mind. Ardi should be able to make her comfortable and not even once offend or hurt her partner's feelings."

Nara begins to understand the explanation from her husband she got from the psychologist who handled Alya. Undeniably, he had felt it too.

Although not yet arrived at the act of rape, but the kidnapping and detention and attempted abuse was once very disturbing his mind. Nara always feels the discomfort of the mind and continues to experience nightmares just like Alya.

"I can feel how heavy the mental burden must be borne by Doctor Alya, Mas. Moreover, he was very secretive and always kept everything to himself." Nara's gaze glared at the figure of Alya who looked so strong and sturdy all this time.

"Doctor Alya hid everything with a smile that seemed to show that she was fine. Though his heart was very fragile and had been torn so badly."

Nara turned her gaze towards her husband, then took Yoga's hand and kissed him. After that he held her on top of his chest with his eyes closed perfectly.

Yoga stared at the charming face full of tenderness his wife deepened and full of meaning. He recalled the events at the beginning of their move to this city. Nara nearly suffered abuse when she was kidnapped by Marcell.

Thankfully, she arrived on time so that Nara was not touched further by the obsessive half-crazy man. Finally Marcell died after being involved in a firearm struggle with himself who was also shot at that time.

Yoga recalls his reckless act of desecrating Nara for the sake of having her for a personal reason. As a result of the dark event, Nara's physical and mental condition is very weak and bad.

In the first months of Raga's pregnancy, his wife just continued to be in the room. Nara was not only physically confined, but her heart and mind were also shackled.

The woman had to give up all her beautiful dreams. Nara is forced to marry and accept the presence of Yoga as her husband. Husband who is very hated and does not want to be admitted at all.

"I'm sorry, honey. I used to also make you very bad with my reckless and very bad behavior to you. Again, please forgive me."

Before Nara opened her eyes, Yoga lowered her face towards her. With her eyes closed, Yoga kissed Nara with sadness and regret.

Feeling a warm and long touch on her forehead, Nara's heart trembled violently for a moment. At first glance he also imagined the dark past. Clear water granules shed in both corners of his eyes and flow to the edges of the ear.

His two hands moved slowly clutching the still-down head of Yoga and fused over his face. Infused and caressed by the husband's thick hair with a heart that increasingly rumbles. Inevitably, his memory was fixed on the bad incident even though it was only as big as a dark shadow.

Nara quickly opened her eyes and pulled the head of Yoga slowly. He continued to hold it so that a distance was created between the faces of the two. They looked at each other with eyes that were both wet and swollen.

"Please, don't ever remember it again. I've forgiven you. Now I just want to live a quiet and happy life with you. I don't want to be distracted by the dark shadows of our past anymore."

Nara's request sounded so sincere but full of solitude. Yoga felt his heart ache as if pierced sembilu up to ulu. He will continue to bear that guilt all his life. The sin will continue to cling to him and be carried away to death.

"I really love you, baby. I will do anything to make you smile and be happy by my side forever. I will devote my life to you, to the end of my breath and the last beat of my heart."

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