LOVE NARA

3.66. FEAR OF LOSING

At midnight Nara woke up. She heard her husband delirious like before. Her memory goes back to the night where she found Yoga's body feverish and kept calling her parents, just like now.

"Don't go .... Don't leave me again ...."

Nara pulled out the blanket and immediately sat facing her husband. The man looked pale and kept delirious beside him.

Her right hand touched the husband's forehead. As he expected, Yoga had a fever so he continued to let out his delirium.

"I miss Mama .... I miss Papa ...."

The pair of soft-hearted woman's clear eyes began to glaze over. A few tears began to hang at the end of the cracker.

"I want to meet you guys .... I want to be with you guys ...."

Nara was stunned and gasped at the husband's inner moans. Instantly his heart was struck with a great fear, remembering the past when Yoga was almost gone for eternity.

O Allah, please do not again. Don't give us a tough test first. Seriously, I will not be able to do it anymore. Servant cannot ... servant cannot lose himself ....

Quickly Nara got off the bed and headed for the desk drawer. He took the medicine to reduce the heat and grabbed a glass of water on it, then sat on the edge of the bed.

"Mas, let's get up. Drink the medicine so that your fever goes down immediately." Nara's right hand continued to pat her husband's shoulder to wake him up.

After hardening his claps, Yoga finally woke up with a slight jerk. He looked at his wife who was carrying a glass of water and medicine in her hand.

"Darling ... Why me?" tanyanya while holding back the dizziness she began to feel.

"You have a fever, Mas. You were delirious again. I'm sorry I had to wake you up so you could take the medicine."

Yoga tried to wake up and immediately follow the orders of his beloved wife. After swallowing the medicine that Nara gave, she lay back down and remembered what had just happened.

"I'm sorry for worrying you. I'm doing fine. Soon the fever will drop." The man asked his wife to lie down with him.

Nara according. Put the empty glass in his hand on the table and then go up to the bed. Before laying his body, once again touched Yoga forehead and then kissed gently, until the heat from there spread to his lips.

"Continue sleeping, Mom. Hopefully by tomorrow morning your fever has gone down and your body is fit again."

Yoga smiled and nodded, extending his hand and stroking the face of the wife who was still showing concern.

"Thank you, dear." After saying that, he grabbed Nara's body and took her to lie down beside her. With a heart that still worried Nara lay her head in the most comfortable place, hoping that the calm soon quenched the restlessness in the heart.

I hope everything I heard was just a delirium. I know Mas Yoga misses Mama and Papa very much. But .. I don't want him to leave. I really can't lose him again, even if only for a moment.

Nara hugged her husband tightly and tried to close her eyes. But every time he did, the shadow of bad events in the past continued to flutter present and increasingly unsettling.

Always be healthy, Mom. Me and the kids need you and your presence with us. Never leave us and leave us.

No different from the wife, Yoga is also difficult to fall back asleep, although the body really needs to rest. She has been dreaming a lot about her family lately. About his childhood, his happy moments with both parents, also a variety of memories when his family is still intact and always give him a warm embrace at all times.

I miss you guys .. I miss Mama and Papa so much.

Yoga took a deep breath along with the sound of one stifled sobbing that disturbed his heart. He lowered his gaze down, where the wife's head leaned against her chest while tightly hugging her body.

"Darling, what's wrong with you?" tanya Yoga rubbed Nara's head.

He wanted to get up and watch his wife more closely, but his head still felt very heavy and his body was so limp.

"I'm scared, Mom. I'm afraid you're getting sick again and you're gonna ...." Nata has no power to continue his sentence. The issue became more and more as tears that flowed rapidly to feel wet the chest Yoga.

The sound of Nara's hands and brought to feel her face, so that the woman believed that she was just exposed to a common fever and had subsided as the sweat began to make her body sultry.

Nara pulled her face and sat looking at Yoga's still pale-looking face. The man's smile curled his lips, wanting to show that he was fine.

Withholding the limp still felt, Yoga stretched out his hand and cleaned the tears that soaked the sad face of his beloved wife. The pair of clear eyes still looked wet and puffy.

Back the tip of her fingers gently wiped Nara's eyelids alternately, removing the remaining tears that still pooled at the edges of her fertilizer.

"Don't think bad and fuck again. I don't like to see you cry and grieve because of me."

Yoga's hands still continued to stretch gently stroking Nara's red cheeks and tidying her hair. Then slowly pulled the face so that it approached for him to kiss with emotion.

Nara complies and is silent when her face is faced with the face of the husband, until finally feeling the touch of lips Yoga warms her forehead. Instantly he lowered his head and permeated the kiss Yoga always calmed the heart.

"Let's get some rest. Your body must also be rested before Gana wakes up and needs you again."

Yoga releases her hand from the back of Nara's head after leaving a fleeting kiss on the sweet lips of her beloved wife.

Nara nodded and replied with a thin smile on the lips that had just come into contact with the lips of the husband. She was once again cast in her forehead and neck next to her husband to make sure that her fever started to drop and her body temperature was no longer as high as before.

The sad woman again lay docked to the body of her husband who still felt so warm. He immediately positioned himself as before, then kissed the chest full of unforgettable memories.

His lips traced a historic scar that always made his heart tremble and smooth rustle full of haru. Despite still being covered in the clothes that Yoga wore, Nara continued to feel and kiss him while remembering all the sad past events.

His eyes were closed and permeated every movement of his hands and lips with great feeling. In the direction of all the bad shadows present flashed in the mind. He replaced it by remembering the healing of Yoga and all the beautiful things about the man he loved so much.

After being satisfied with her love ritual, Nara settles down completely and further tightens the embrace on the body of Yoga who reciprocates with an equally tight hug.

"I love you, Mas. Get well soon, my dear."

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