
After driving for a long time, William parked the four-wheeled vehicle in front of a famous meatballs shop.
Love did not say much when William guided her into the building until now the two sat facing each other.
"Do you want to sign what love is?" William asked, gently.
"I'm not hungry" Love replied without looking at the man.
"But try a little, your stomach needs to be filled."
"But I'm not hungry Mas" repeated Love.
William looked at the woman's bead. His heart seemed to be pierced by a needle when he realized Love was speaking formally to him again.
"We order first yes, later if for example you do not want, we can go home. I have not eaten yet" William said.
The silence hit again. Love simply stirred the contents of the bowl, while William continued to look at the woman who was carrying the seed.
"Why do you see me like that? Is there something wrong with my face? I don't wear any makeup, please stop looking at me like that Sir," said Cinta as she lowered her head.
'I finally felt it Love. It can be very painful to hear our loved ones speaking formally to us. This is what you felt then, and now everything is turning to me.'
William took a deep breath. "There's nothing wrong with your face Love, still the same as it used to be. Only difference ..."
"My cheeks are chubby? Dull or ..."
"Not as happy as it used to be" William said.
The two looked at each other, but did not last long because Love quickly threw away face.
"Sorry, sorry for everything I did to you first."
"Forget over! Everything that has happened will not be able to come back even if you apologize." Love put the spoon. The atmosphere was so awkward, it made him confused what to do.
"But at least by getting an apology from you, I won't live in this kind of regret."
"I'm sorry. Live and keep going until you find happiness."
"If my happiness is you, what should I do?"
Choked love. His throat was so suffocating that he could not speak.
William began to feed the food into his mouth, while his eyes could not escape a minute from the face of Love. There was a fear for him, a fear of not being able to look at that face again.
Today, he will be satisfied to look at the face of Love, the woman who has lately always filled the space of his heart. The eyes, the mind, are all fixed on Love.
"I stopped looking at me like this, sir! Your food is in front of you."
"Allow me to see you, that's all" William said.
William remembered when Love asked for rib meatballs, maybe at that time Love was craving, that's why William invited Love to eat there.
"Why not eat?"
Love shakes. "I'm not hungry."
"You used to eat that. I remember when we ate meatballs and you swapped them for my bowl, maybe you were cravings" William said.
"Now no more."
"Then what do you want to eat?"
"Nothing," Love.
"Come on, there's me. Tell me what you want to eat, when there's so much food, nothing that interests you?"
"I want to go home and rest."
"alright. Let me take you!"
William paid for the food and then went back on his way.
"Where should I take you?" William glanced at the woman next to him.
"Hurry up, the second traffic light from here turn left."
Silent.
The awkward atmosphere was back. Love sat quietly facing the window, even with William busy with his thoughts.
William opened the car door to Love as soon as his car was parked in front of a modest house.
Love nodded. "Please sit down Sir, I make tea first" said Love.
Cinta had not yet stepped her legs, William's hands had held her movement.
"No need! Sit down, I want to talk."
With great force Love landed her ass on the sofa with only a table as a barrier.
"Let me go back" William said. "Let me fight for you Love."
"I'm happy with my life now. I will also allow you and your family to visit this child at any time, because I realize, I can not separate between father and son."
"You're rejecting me?"
"Which word did I say I refused? I've been in that position, I know what it feels like, so as much as possible I wouldn't do that" Love said.
"Let me atone for all my sins Love" William said regretfully.
"Nobody has sinned, neither have you. I'm just stuck in a difficult situation and it's not my fault."
"Is there no more love in your heart for me Love?"
"I've loved before, but the payoff is only endless pain. Now I'm just trying to keep myself out of that pain."
"I promise never to do that again Love. I love you, please ... Give me one more chance. Please," pinta William.
"If you feel sorry for me, you don't have to do that. I'm fine, and I've told you that you and your family can meet this baby as you please."
"I want us to take care of him together."
"We can still take care of her together without living together" Love replied.
"Is that how deeply you hate me?" William looked at the woman.
Love takes a deep breath. "Yes. I Hate You so much. Realizing that my husband loves another woman I may still be able to accept, but to accept that the man I love so much is the one responsible for my mother's death, I can't accept it."
Deg.
The words of Love are like thousands of arrows that strike William's heart. Dew that had previously stagnated and William was resistant to death, now fell like a flood.
"What do I need to do so you can forgive me."
"Can you give my mother back?" Love smiles satirically. "Something won't go back to how it was even if you apologize a thousand times. The wound you inflicted was so deep and so scarred that I myself did not know if I could heal it or not. My life had been very quiet before our meeting took place, and as long as you know, your arrival only added to my inner wound."
Love fell silent, looking at the man who was still stunned. Let him be considered evil for saying such a cruel thing to William, isn't what the man did to him much more cruel?
"Please go, I want to rest! And please, never come before this child is born. I assume we've never met, and you'll call me when this baby's born."
Love went from sitting, until both of William's hands coiled at his feet.
"I'm sorry Love. Sorry ..." William sniffles.
"You don't deserve to cry for a girl like me. There are a lot of women who are much better than me out there."
"Please give me one more chance Love. Please," pinta William. "Anything I'll do is you'll forgive me."
"Why are you doing this? You're making it harder for me, too" raved Love.
"I beg for Love. I beg ..."
William lowered his head. Let alone kissing the woman's feet, anything William would do to get a chance from Love.
"Mas, what are you doing!" Hardik Love when William's face was very close at his feet.
"I want to kiss your feet, whatever I'll do as long as you give me a chance. I can't live like this, I can't Love" William roared.
Love rewinds her legs, letting William cry on the floor. Not long after, Love felt his gaze darken, his head felt swirling.
"Maos ..."
William was surprised to see the face of deathly pale Love. He quickly captured the body of Love.
Love fell in the man's arms, so he heard William's screams calling his name, and then he remembered nothing.
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Happy reading My dear, sorry bgt yes I am late up, the busy RL can not be postponed. once again sorry for you who have been waiting for the continuation of this story. Thank you very much, love all Purbalingga province for you, Greetings dear 😘😘😘😘 I without you guys is nothing.🙏🤗5____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________