The Hidden Love

The Hidden Love
Officially Separate



"Jr ... Hook ... Hoek."


The sun just said hello that morning. That is how love begins its day. Morning sickness that began to hit made him experience a little difficulty.


After more than ten minutes of the girl standing in front of the sink, Love washed her face and mouth with water, then pulled out a few sheets of tissue to wipe her face.


Under these circumstances, she wanted to feel like crying. Pregnant young without a husband, without a mother, she really is a kara.


"Don't be naughty with Mother Dong Nak, we have to strengthen each other. Our journey is still a long one, dear" monologue Love. He gently rubbed his still flat stomach.


Walking on the sidewalk, Love headed for the kitchen to make tea. His tears began to seep, he could not stand anymore.


"Mother ... Why did you have to leave so soon? On whom should I share this taste," lamented Love.


Every sip of tea that entered his throat felt stuck, along with the swift rain on his face.


Glancing at the clock hanging in the kitchen, Love decided to change her clothes. Today was the day he had been waiting for.


Yeah, not much longer. In a matter of hours, his status would change. Today is the last hearing as well as the verdict of the judge.


Love rushed into the building as soon as the online taxi he ordered arrived in front of the courthouse. His footsteps were steady on the path that would lead him into the future.


Arriving in the building, it turns out William has arrived first. The man was endlessly scanning the face of the woman who had filled his life.


Each look, along with the wound that increasingly sliced William's heart. The face of Love is so pale and sad, but does not reduce the level of beauty in the slightest.


'Why at a time like this did I realize that you were more beautiful than Raisa. Everything in you, and your heart, always reminds me of you. I can still breathe your scent clearly even though you are no longer by my side. I can't eat well, my sleep schedule is a mess, there's not a minute I spend without thinking about you. Tell me what's wrong with me? Why am I so hurt to find your composure.' William hastily wiped the corner of his eye.


The man deliberately came alone, without a lawyer, also without his family. He himself had been very destroyed in such a way as to the bottom, what about Hanum if he saw this incident directly.


Love continued to look forward, not once did the girl try to glance at the man currently sitting next to her. Until the judge knocked the hammer three times after saying that it had been cut off the relationship between William Raka Candra Pradipta and Clarissa Love Kirani.


That way Love has officially widened. There is also lara happiness that is difficult for Love to express. How much his heart was broken that very second, feeling that his pride as a woman meant nothing.


Love rose from his chair, greeting the judge and officers who had worked in the trial today. Lastly, the girl approached the man who was still lowered in his chair. Love knew William was crying, but Love did not know what had made the man shed tears.


"Congratulations, sir, we are officially separated. I hope you can find happiness, happiness that I can never give. Happy new day again." Love puts out her hand.


William looked up. This is the first time Love has looked at her after the tragedy. There was a scar that made his mind bleed. The girl he had hurt to such an extent, even airily straightened her face before him.


With trembling hands, William shook the hands of his ex-wife.


"Sorry ... I'm sorry," William said almost inaudibly.


"Nothing to forgive. You are not wrong, I am wrong because I have tethered my heart to you. Whatever happens, keep moving forward. Life is still long, you are young and you can easily find a suitable woman and the one you love. Take care of your health, you have stomach acid that can be at any time if you do not maintain a good diet. Excuse me."


Love turned her body. One blink, then the puddle in the corner of his eye would fall, and he did not want William to see it.


William is trying to catch up with Love who starts walking away. Too busy with his daydreams makes the man unaware that Love has left him.


William quickly starts his car engine to chase after Love, lucky that the girl is still standing at a stop not far from there.


"Love," she called out in a stifled voice.


"Yes sir, what's wrong?"


'How can you pretend to be ordinary while I know that the wound in your heart has broken you. You're good at hiding your grief when you're fragile and need a backrest. What kind of man can I waste a woman as good as you. I've been blinded by a feeling I can't even call it. Would it be wrong for me if love was late, when you and I could not hold each other?'


"Eh, yes ..." William gasp.


"My bus has come, I am first," said Love.


Just as Love got up from her seat, William quickly pulled the girl's hand and carried her into the car.


"Sir!" Love Protest.


"Let me drive you home."


"No need sir, I can go home alone," refused Love. His hand prepared to open the door but William quickly locked it automatically.


"Sir!"


"I just wanted to take you, that's all. You just calm down because I won't mess with you."


Along the way, none of them opened their voices. The gripping atmosphere felt so suffocating to William. The air conditioner was working fine but he had trouble breathing.


The view of love keeps on moving forward. Can he see with the tail of his eyes, William occasionally glanced at him.


'That's your father, son, you can see as much as you can before we leave town. Mother does not want any painful memories with your father that will haunt Mother. Let's welcome a new life. Believe me, Mother will always love you and strive to be the best for you.' Love caresses her stomach. Slightly turned his face towards the window then quickly wiped away the clear object that had accumulated in the corner of the eye and prepared for freefall.


'Cowardly! It's true that my father said I was a coward. I want to wipe your tears, wrap the wounds I have scratched deeply in your heart. Would you give me a chance after everything that happened?'


"Thank you for the ride, sir, sorry I couldn't stop by, afraid of being made a neighbor gossip. Thanks again."


"Wait for Love!" Prevent William. "You're really going to resign from the company?"


"Yes sir, I want to take a break. Maybe next time I'll get back to work."


'But not in your company, your father, or anything to do with your family, ' Love added.


"Alright," replied William, briefly.


Love got off the car of the man who now officially bears the title as her ex-husband. Without looking, Love went straight into his house.


For a second, her crying broke again. I don't know when Love will continue like that, but it feels like the girl can't help but cry when she remembers William.


Her night.


Walking down the walkway of Love to go to minimarket. She just remembered that she hasn't bought pregnant women's milk.


Occasionally the girl tightened her knit cardigan to ward off the cold air caressing her skin. Already wearing thick clothes, Love still feels cold, and usually if it is so, Love will return in the throes of nausea and vomiting.


Once at the minimarket, the steps of Love directly fixed on the shelf containing milk specifically pregnant women. There are various kinds of milk with different verians, making Love confused to make his choice.


After a long time of choosing, finally Love decided to enter two boxes of milk with different flavors, chocolate and strawberry flavors. Thought he could replace every time he wanted to drink it.


"Love, did you buy pregnant milk? You pregnant?"


Deg.


Love's body freezes when it hears a familiar voice. Swallowing her saliva cheekily, Love slowly turned her body.


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