90 Days Pursuing My Husband's Love

Watching the Concert (Chapter 9)

I just fell silent, didn't answer Arnold's question. Along the way I didn't talk to him much.

I got off in a hurry from the bus when I arrived at the next stop. I stopped the taxi and went back to the park. Walk to the car and drive the car back to the villa.

Arnold's words were a thought for me.

'I owe him a wedding.'

I lay in my room and poured all my sorrow

I want to scream out loud. I also want to cry hard. I was angry, I was disappointed, I was so stupid, so stupid. Silly me, living life for 3 years with Arnold was just like a person who was hitching a ride on him.

No, rather I was renting a house, and now it's three years in due time. I couldn't extend the tenant and now everything will be back to how it was. I no longer own the house, the house I live in goes back to the real owner.

Why doesn't God take my age right now?

The sound of my phone distracts all my thoughts. It was Merry who called me.

Merry is the only good friend I have. He is the only place where I share all my grievances.

"Hello, where's Veli?" Merry's voice sounded so excited.

"I'm at home." My answer.

"Then come here quickly. It just so happened that there was a music concert held by a pianist who had just returned from abroad next to my teahouse. You'd love to hear a music concert the most, so you should come here soon, right now." Merry sounded so happy.

It seems that listening to music can make me excited.

"All right, I'll be right there." My speech.

My best friend is the best, he seems to have a connection with me. When she was sad, she always had a way of comforting me.

Why did I forget to have someone as attentive to me as he did?

All right, I've decided. If this 11 billion dollars can't help me find love, then I'd better give it to Merry to help her teahouse grow.

I changed my clothes and left the house with this ATM card.

The Merry tea shop carries the Cat theme. So in every corner of the room the ornaments that decorate it are cat characters. In fact, this store has 15 cats of race and local with a variety of different fur colors. I love spending my time in this store.

I felt calmer after sipping tea while hugging the cat in the Merry teahouse. However, a glance at my eyes saw a familiar shadow for me. That figure blends with the piano player I liked as a child, what is Arnold? But, why does it seem that he doesn't look like the usually cold Arnold?

I don't know why I even want to cry when I see that figure. My tears were falling and I was crying so much that the cat in my arms was shocked because I was hysterical, Merry seemed to hear my hysterical voice until she came out from inside and saw me crying.

"Why have you been crying so much lately? What's wrong with you Veli?" Merry asked while hugging me. But I didn't answer the question.

After I felt calmer, Merry took me walking into the music concert hall. We met a couple who were both young. The two seemed to be discussing something, and accidentally me and Merry heard the love conversation.

“I will marry you when you grow up.” replied the guy.

Me and Merry so daydreamed, it seems we both remembered the love story of Merry.

Listen, the people we loved as a young man can't be forgotten for life, and that goes for Merry.

Merry, my best friend, fell in love with a thug when we were both in 2nd grade High School. Though the man clearly had nothing, there was nothing he could give to Merry, but Merry was still in love with him.

I remember Merry once saying, “The man has a good soul behind his arbitrary appearance, I understand his weaknesses, how sensitive he is, his pride and also his great love. Veli, he's no worse than the Arnold you knew back then, he's got his own thoughts and arrogance."

However, the man Merry loved died in an accident when Merry was in the 3rd grade of High School.

As he left, Merry's heart was gone too.

To this day, Merry has never opened her heart to another man. His heart is really dead.

The music concert begins, my memories of Merry's past are drawn back.

The sound of music began to echo throughout the room. Many people were stunned even their heads were seen swaying to the rhythm.

I could not enjoy this music concert. My mind just floated somewhere. This music concert is very boring. I want to get out of this place.

My Merry hand was pulled by force to come out with me. However, I stopped my steps suddenly when I heard the familiar piano sound in my ear.

I was stunned to hear the song Sleep in the Deep Sea played by a man who seemed so clearly visible from my standing position. That figure was fused with the one I liked a few years ago.

My tears returned as the piano played to completion.

After I realized that the song had finished playing, I ran backstage quickly to find the person playing the piano. I've even been like a crazy person pulling on one by one the same looking person as him, but I can't find him.

Again I cried, my heart was so hurt. I move my feet with a feeling I can't explain anymore. With a shaky step I walked down the rain-soaked streets in my high heels.

I don't think about how I look right now. For sure I feel a deep sadness.

But God might be on my side. Without thinking, I met that guy. The man who in the past made me so happy.

She was still the same as when she was a child, looking kind, friendly and gentle with a warm smile on me.

“Little girl, you followed me again.” she said which made my heart stop beating.

A voice I have always admired so much, a face I have longed for so much.

I can't believe he still remembers me. If only I could, I'd like to jump right into his arms. But my feet are frozen. I can't move. There's only one word I can say, though,

“Arnold..”.