90 Days Pursuing My Husband's Love

Back Home (Chapter 71)

We spent five days traveling around London. We should still want to linger. However, because Andreas had a job that he could not leave for too long, we finally decided to return. Moreover, Angelica has informed us that Arnold will soon receive a verdict of trial.

On our last day in London. Andreas presented me with a necklace with a pendant that read 'VelAn'. I was confused and asked him.

"VelAn? Meanin?"

"Velicia Andreas." Answer Andreas.

We sat in front of each other in the hotel before we went to the airport. I told Andreas all my heart.

"I want to tell you something." My speech.

"Whatis that? Say." Reply Andreas.

"That's it, the obvious return of you to my life, always makes me happy. Even if you were like this and like that. Even if you were a stranger to me. Even though I was like this and like that because of you. I even tried to start with other than you, because I thought it was you...

But I don't know, this feeling about you, it never changes. And upon your return, it must have regenerated the hope we once had in the past. I will not dispute what has passed, I have taken it as a lesson, to strengthen me..

All this time I've only stuck to my faith, yes.belief to be able to build a palace with you, to still love you, even though I know, this is not easy for us to go through. But, my happiness is you, my smile is you, my encouragement is you. And my life is you. So, there is no reason for me to stop loving you as hard as I have to deal with.

I am strong because of your presence, lying if I say I am not happy with you, happy and in love every day I always feel in my breath, my breath that I breathe goes hand in hand with your affection that always accompanies my calm. Your spirit that always gives a rainbow of beauty in my heart and your attention that always gives calm at every time I pass.

I never thought I could love you this big and sure, I knew it wasn't easy, even me and you never imagined before. But this is destiny, this is the line of my life that the Creator has written so that you and I can have as much love and beauty as I have never felt. I just want to be with you, I just want our story to be happy. I know baby, our journey may not be as easy as theirs, it won't be as smooth as we thought.

But don't you and I have the same desires and hopes "live together forever with no distance between us as we are today". Upright be with me, I need to be sure you, I need you to achieve all the plans we have designed together. Our Lord never sleeps, and we always believe that He hears our prayers. I'm sure that everything that feels difficult will be easier to deal with if we are together.

Hold on for us..

Realize, you and I still survive even though everything is not easy for us to go through, especially with such a long distance stretching between us. When the longing slowly comes and little by little the longing becomes a hill. The word longing person will be healed with the meeting, but in fact the meeting is not as easy as we imagine. We take refuge in a longing that continues to flood with prayer.

Yes, your name is never the alpha I say in any of my prayers. I erased my shinders by telling you to keep everything intact like I expected, like our hopes and desires. Prayer is the way I hold you from here, prayer is the way I convince God if I am happy when I am with you, I am always confident and trust God to hear my prayer..

God knows what's best for us, God knows why we're united to something so unusual. God is so testing patience and loyalty in the story we go through this time.

These moments..

There will never be a tired word waiting for you, I will always be patient for you and for us. My patience is my confession if my happiness is you. My patience is a testament to sincerity if I love you and want you. My patience is a testament to my faithfulness in waiting for you to appear beside me.

Every word you say is my own peace and happiness, even a source of passion for me.

I realize our path is still long, many aral and twists that we have to pass together. Only by being with you can I. Only by being with you, I am strong. The road we pass will not always be smooth and smooth, trials and problems must be a pebble in the course of our story. If we are both able to trust and maintain the wholeness that we have built, everything will be fine. Prayer is all you and I rely on. I just need you to hold my hand and then walk together to find the purpose of the long journey we went through, the goal that became our dream is both to be the last love.

In the course of my life, you are an unforgettable story. A love I may never feel again but with you. My days will be quiet without your laughter, my spirit will be diminished without your voice. I hold on to my heart's will and trust, I hold on because I want you to be the last place of my long journey. Because I'm sure we can we can get through it all.

Thank you for coming back, for your passion, and your prayers for me..."

I don't know where all those words can come out of my mouth. I don't know when I designed it, I don't know. Obviously, I just want Andreas to know that I'm happy with him.

"Darling... Without you saying any of that, I already know how you feel about me. But time was not on our side at the time. And now God gives us another chance and we can be united. I hope I can be your protector, your guard and be the only man who can make you happy." Andreas Said.

I hugged Andreas tightly.

"Only you are the only one who can make me happy. I love you." My speech.

Andreas kissed me and slowly his hand turned to hold his favorite spot.

"Come on. We've got to get to the airport." My speech.

"We still have an hour, baby. The airport is not too far away either. It will be a long time for us to fly in space. So before that let's do it one more time." Andreas teased me.

Although reluctant, I could not refuse my husband's wishes. Because as Mama-in-law says, give your husband first. Whenever he wants, serve immediately. If it is still within the limits of reasonableness. Because the wife's paradise is with her husband.

My mother once told me,

"In the frame of the household heresy, the husband and wife pair each have rights and obligations. Husband as a leader who is obliged to take care of his wife and children well in religious affairs or the world. And to provide them with food, drink, clothing and shelter.

Because the obedience of the wife to the husband is the guarantee of his paradise.

“Suami is Heaven or Hell for a wife. Husband's pleasure becomes God's pleasure. A wife who has not been harmed by her husband for disobedience is said to be an ungodly woman."

“What we should know as a wife is that the right of the husband is above the rights of anyone human including the rights of both parents. Husband's rights should even come first by a wife.” Mama explained.

“Among the obligations of a wife over her husband is to keep the trust of a husband in her house, both the property of the husband and his secrets. So also seriously take care of home affairs,” he said again.

From the day Mama said all that, I began to change myself to be more devoted to my husband.

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Andreas and I returned to Ternate. Just arrived, we began to be made dizzy with the news about the Setyawan family. Many news began to reveal that the two sons of Setyawan fought for the sake of fighting over a woman. I became so upset to hear news about myself that it didn't match what it really was.

"When did the news start?" I asked Angelica.

"It's only been two days. I think because of the verdict hearing that will be handed down to Brother Arnold." Answer Angelica.

"That's dear. We just had a good time. Why do you have to worry about all that again?" Ask Andreas.

"Andreas is right, dear. You don't have to think about all that. Focus on the happiness of both of you. Why confuse all the words of others. Our lives, we know not them. You just have to be the one to be nice in God's eyes. Because in the eyes of humans we still have mistakes." Connect Mama.

I took a deep breath, trying to apply what Mama said. It's just that I got so upset, because I haven't had time to bring a suitcase into the room, I've heard the news that makes my ears hot.

"Oh yeah, where am I?" Ask Angelica.

I smiled and opened my suitcase and began to sort through the souvenirs I was carrying. I gave two boxes to Angelica and one to Mama. When opened both are so sumringah.

"Where does Velicia know that I'm after these shoes?" Ask Angelica.

"Of course from your sosmed. You will deliberately post the sneaker photo so that you can buy your sister-in-law." Andreas Protest.

"Haha..." Angelica laughing.

"Thank you, baby. Mama likes." My mom hugged me.

I gave a sneaker and a bag to Angelica. While for Mama I bought the latest clothes from a famous brand. Although I know Mama is not too fond of luxury items, but there is no harm in occasionally giving something special to Mama.

For the next day, I will go to see Merry and give her the special hand I gave her.

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