
I've dreamed of getting married once in a lifetime. However, sometimes the reality in marriage is not in line with expectations. The marriage foundered then left the status of widower or widow as I now experience. I have also chosen, if we have to part with our husband then our separation is only because we were left because God took our lives. But, whatever the power, again all has been outlined by God. And now I'm being told to get married again. Of course to remarry I need some consideration.
To be honest, the status of the widow that I hold does make a bad image for some people. And now, just as I was about to get married again, this status felt like an obstacle. Although there's really nothing to worry about. But, of course, in the depths of my heart, I thought. There must have been members of the Andreas family who gave more complicated consideration to giving us our blessing. Moreover, I am the ex-wife of Andrew's own sister.
To be honest, at first there was a fear that I felt for getting married again. Of course because I'm afraid of failing to come back. But, slowly with certainty, I began to believe that Andreas was the best choice.
But marriage requires not only physical preparation but also inner preparation.
"Nobody has aspirations of divorce when married. All couples hope to be together until death do. So, when a widow or widower is hesitant to remarry is a reasonableness. Think of this as a mental test before remarrying. Learning from your failures before you remarry is a wise move.
When you have a potential partner, you can see and feel for yourself the psychological comfort of being together. Prospective couples help to pass the doubt so that it can be trusted. A good commitment is built on a mutual trust." Mama Andreas said when I met her 2 days ago when fitting a wedding dress.
Perhaps this is the best path God has given me. Although there are people out there still gossiping, I can't think of anything they say. This is my life, I live it not them. I am married to Andreas and I have the support of my family and his family.
Although I only have Jack, but he is the one who really understands me the most.
"Loose the burden of the past. Because a soul mate, like life, death and sustenance can never be expected, never expected–sangkana come and go. Man has an obligation to always try and try to get the best in his life." That's what Jack said to me when I asked for his blessing to marry Andreas.
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After the preparations made by Andreas, our wedding day finally came. Although there were so many disturbances coming from Arnold, it still could not stop our wedding which turned out to be held at the residence of Andreas.
I haven't seen him since yesterday. Andreas says, "meet you in front of the penghulu."
I was getting made to tremble as one by one the guests began to enter the yard of the house. I, who was waiting for the fairies to arrive a little late in Andreas' room, could only see the people who had started to arrive.
Andreas turned out to prepare a wedding in the backyard of a fairly spacious house. All the guests walked into the house and headed straight for the backyard.
Every guest who came, all wearing white clothes. 'Is it possible that Andreas asked for a white-themed dresscode today?'
Andreas really takes care of everything in detail. I even had time to steal the opportunity to see the decorations in the back garden early in the morning when I arrived at this house. Because last night Andreas asked me to sleep in my house.
The morning before dawn, I had already arrived at Andreas' house. But I can't see it yet. And when I try to see the decorations in the back garden. A waiter caught me and asked me to go into the room according to Andreas' orders saying "Miss Velicia mustn't see anything before the wedding starts."
I just smiled seeing the maid trying to imitate Andreas' voice.
And here I was, only able to sit and wait in Andreas' room until the facade came. I once told Andreas that I could apply makeup on my own without bringing in a makeup artist. But he said, for sacred moments must be done by professionals.
The door to the room I was in suddenly opened.
I was sitting on the edge of the bed just shaking. I don't know what happened to that perias. Why has he not arrived yet.
"What a dong, the show is about to start. But you haven't been dressed up." Angelica said riled up.
"Eitherway. If only Andreas had let me put on my own makeup. It must have been clear from before." My reply.
"Yes already. Let's wait another five minutes. If the fairy hadn't come yet. Then you have to put on your own face. And I'll help you get your hair done." Angelica.
The next minute, the door opened and featured a stylist-looking woman with her make-up kit.
"You're finally coming too. Quickly the time has come." Tell Angelica.
Quickly the woman entered and began to pull out her makeup kit in front of the large mirror that was indeed available inside the room.
"Then, please Miss come out first. Let me decorate the bride alone to be more focused." Said the fairy wearing clear glasses and a mask that covered her mouth to her nose.
"Good. good... You're gonna stay a while. Do it quickly and do not forget to be beautiful and elegant." Tell Angelica to walk out of the room.
I started to change into a white dress. Then sit in front of the mirror and start to decorate me slowly.
"You will be the most beautiful bride in the world Miss." Say that fairy to me.
"Thank you." Reply smile.
It didn't take long for that fairy to finish putting on my makeup. But I'm not satisfied with the results.
"Sorry, are you done? But why is it like this?" I said, I hope he's not offended.
"No, Miss. But I want to focus on your hair first." The reply.
"Ohh ..."
The fairy stood behind me and began to hold my hair. But the next moment he did really shocked me. The fairy covered my mouth and nose with a handkerchief. I tried to rebel, but he seemed to put something on the hand because suddenly I felt dizzy and the next second it all went dark.
Seriate....