90 Days Pursuing My Husband's Love

58. I'm letting you go

That same day Claudia went to Adam's office to bring her lunch, but she did not find Adam in the office. Erik says that Adam hasn't even come to the office today since this morning. Secretary Adam had to cancel all meetings and meetings. Now that Claudia was getting impatient, she immediately called Adam herself.

After three rings, Adam answered the call.

"Hmmmm....??"

That's what Claudia answered when she called Adam. Usually Adam would say 'honey, love, yes dear' like that. But this time only answered with the word 'hmmmm.' only.

Claudia didn't make a big deal about it and she asked, "where are you?"

"I'm out on important business." Reply Adam.

Claudia could feel no warmth from Adam's voice, nor was there any feeling. Just a voice that sounded cold and full of emotion. Claudia was not used to it. Adam never spoke to her like that. Claudia doesn't like that, but what she can do to react with Adam's attitude or he could just make Adam even more angry.

Claudia was eager to meet Adam, talk to him. But that's the problem right now. Claudia had not spoken to her husband within 12 hours of last night and it made her feel so hollow.

Adam didn't hug or kiss her nor did he say hello for 12 hours. Claudia desperately wanted her husband at this moment.

Claudia sighed then replied,

"Oh, I was in your office bringing your lunch. When we...."

"WHAT? WH WHY? DID I ASK YOU TO COME TO THE OFFICE TO BRING ME MY LUNCH? WHO TOLD YOU TO?"

Adam was heard shouting cutting Claudia's words.

Claudia was completely shocked from the day that Adam knew that she was his wife, Adam never spoke like that to her and never yelled at her. Claudia was often angry with Adam, but Adam never shouted. Today was the first time Adam was like that, Claudia was very confused.

'Bringing lunch to my own husband, is it a criminal act? Why would I need permission to do that?' thought Claudia.

"Stay right there. I'll be here soon. You don't dare leave the office." Adam then cut off the phone.

Claudia was not even able to speak, she was very surprised. He immediately sat there with a face that looked clearly so surprised.

In less than 15 minutes, Adam was there. He immediately came and pulled Claudia. His eyes looked so angry. Claudia did not say a single word and just looked at her husband.

Adam also did not say anything, he just held Claudia's hand tightly and pulled her out through the door. Claudia was expecting a hug or sweet words that her husband would often say. But all that didn't happen, she could only fall silent following her husband towards the car.

After driving in silence, the car finally arrived home. Adam immediately took Claudia into the room and released her hand by pushing Claudia up on the bed.

"NILAI....." Adam Shouted.

The waiter went straight upstairs.

"Yes sir." Nila answered, bowing before Adam.

"Didn't I ask you to tell him not to get out of the house?" Ask Adam. "My answer, didn't I tell you that?" Adam asked again, this time filled with anger.

Nila trembled, the woman was actually older than Adam. But Adam's terrifying aura was coming out, making everyone fear him.

"I.iii.iya Sir. I forgot to say it to Young Miss, actually it was...."

"SHUSH UP...!!!" Adam shouts violently at Nila's words. "How could you forget that? Let me guess, you all saw me in a good mood all along, didn't you? I haven't even given you guys a bit of anger in months. That's why you all started to get big, thinking I wouldn't react to any of your mistakes." Adam shouted again.

Claudia felt bad for Nila. Nila looks crying. Claudia had never seen Nila so frightened.

"Crazy, you can go." Claudia said this time.

Claudia could not stand Adam's treatment anymore. Actually Claudia did not want to react but Adam forced himself by testing her patience.

Nila did not leave, she remained standing there.

"Well didn't you hear what I said? Go." Said Claudia again.

Claudia walked closer to the door and closed it after Nila finally stepped slowly out of the room. Claudia then looked towards the man standing behind her. He looked at the man and waited for what he would say.

Adam how many times he looked at Claudia.

"Commediately pack your things. You're going to New York the day after tomorrow."

Claudia was confused again.

"What?" Claudia did not realize what Adam was saying.

"You've listened to me. You have to leave this house for New York the day after tomorrow. I've booked the tickets and everything's arranged for you. But before that day comes, you can't get out of the house. You understand that?" Adam said in a different tone.

"But why?" Claudia was getting confused and also surprised.

"What do you mean ask me why, it's been decided before, right?" Adam acted as if it was not something they had just decided.

"Yes, I know. But we decided I'd go to New York after my test results came out." Claudia was trying to understand what was going on.

"Yes, but it's no longer needed. They don't need your exam results. And why should we delay your departure?" Adam said casually.

Claudia was unable to say anything, she did not believe what she heard. Claudia did not deny that what Adam said hurt her very much.

"Huh?? I'm here to make all the proceedings postponed? I can't believe all that, Dam. Why is everything so sudden?" Claudia.

"Everything is sudden. I can't tell you that.... Can you stop questioning my decision, at least once Claudia... Can you trust me without asking me anything just once??"

"I'll do it but not this time. You have to tell me why you're so eager to send me to New York? Am I interrupting anything here?"

"You can't change yourself. You're still the same. I was the only one who fooled myself, thinking that you loved me and believed in me. But no, you never loved me Claudia nor did you trust me."

"How can you so easily say that I don't love you. I gave you everything for Adam, and you still need proof of my love?"

"Then why do you always need proof of my loyalty Claudia?"

Claudia already wanted to cry, she never thought all this would happen especially with Adam.

Claudia gulped and walked over to Adam without breaking eye contact, then said, saying,

Adam looked increasingly angry, and his jaw hardened in frustration.

"You can't trust me yet, can you?"

"I believe... And I will trust you only if you tell me, why do you want to send me so badly? Why is all this so sudden? Tell me why, then I'll do whatever you want." Claudia.

"Did you always tell me everything in your heart? You said you gave it all to me, didn't you? Did you really give everything to me? You just gave me your body Claudia, nothing else. Not with your trust, not with the special place that is in your heart for me. Did you tell me about your life? How many times have you told me about your past and shared something with me about it, huh? You never even talked to me about Calvin, never. It was all Om Andreas and Yumi who told me about Calvin. Until now you've never said anything about Calvin to me. Did you tell me you went to see Will last week? No, you didn't say it. There are so many things about you, your life and your past that you never told me. Wasn't I right Claudia.

Then why do you expect me to tell you everything. I'm facing a precarious situation. Since I don't want to be bothered by you, then I will send you away. I can't tell you why. If you want to believe me, then fine, that's fine. But if you don't want to believe me, then you're still the same as you were. I don't have a problem with that either. Be happy with your unbelief. I've tried so hard to fight your unbelief. I wish you could at least trust me now. You won't ask me anything if I ask you to leave now, you'll believe me. But the truth is not.

You're Claudia Arista Setyawan, can never love me, never. All right, you know Claudia... Stay here, don't go anywhere. I was struggling with something useless. You don't love me, so why should I fight for everything. You've never seen me like the kind of guy you like. Because I'm not the one you can love. I now know the type of man your dreams are. Rude, violent, impulsive, vicious and stubborn just like you. That's the ideal kind of guy you like, isn't it?

Claudia Arista Setyawan is a woman beyond my reach. I'm Adam Wijaya, I can never be your favorite man. You've had so many incompatible experiences with me. I should have stopped all this a long time ago. I'm supposed to be a single guy, alone in my life you know...!

From today I will not fight for anything. Everything I leave to you. You will fight, if you want to stay with me then you will do as I say. But, if you don't want to be with me, then I'll let you go. I'LL RELEASE YOU MISS CLAUDIA ARISTA SETYAWAN.."

Silence enveloped the entire room as the two were seen staring at each other then Adam started talking again.

"I don't want to listen to anything anymore. You can think whatever you want, but the final decision is you have to go." Adam then walked out of the room leaving Claudia alone in the room.

Claudia felt too ill to speak anything. She still could not believe that her husband was acting that way to her. Claudia could not stop her tears from just flowing down her cheeks. He understood what Adam said he had been banished by Adam.

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Right in a special room in his office, Adam was drinking alcohol glass by glass.

Adam was angry with himself. He was upset that he had already spoken to his wife like that. But he has to do it. First, because he had to send Claudia away from this country as quickly as possible. And then he was upset that Claudia never talked about Sean to him. How it actually had to do with Sean in the past, and whether they were so close. Adam really doesn't know anything about it.

Adam tried not to react to it. But in the end he reacted as well. Adam was upset, because he realized that Claudia was crying because of what she said earlier.

Suddenly the door was knocked. It was strange for Adam to think about who could come to the office at this kind of hour.

"Come in." Adam said in a low-sounding voice.

He looked at the door curiously to see who had come.

Adam rubbed his eyes a few times. It took Adam a while to recognize the face.

It was Megan. Adam frowned looking at the girl.

"You. What are you doing here?" Adam asked in a drunk voice.

Megan walked towards Adam with a slightly scared step. Megan never saw Adam who looked like that. The way Adam talked to him that night made Megan still feel scared.

"Om, actually I need Om's signature on this paper. It's related to my school and only Om and Om Will can sign this letter. So I came here." Megan explained in a soft voice.

Adam took the paper from Megan's hand and looked at it. His eyes felt increasingly blurred and blurred every second. He looked at the paper and put it back on the table. Adam turned to look at Megan then Megan immediately turned her eyes away from Adam. Adam's eyes look a little different today.

Megan could feel Adam's gaze so different to her. He continued to twist the tip of the clothes he was wearing and gulped.

"Come on." Adam still looks at Megan.

With Adam asking her to come closer, Megan was shocked and Adam's voice really sounded so different.

Megan walked over, then sat down next to Adam. He looked at Adam once and saw him again. Adam looked at him from top to bottom. Adam looks to be watching Megan's entire body. Makes Megan feel like Adam's eyes are disrespectful.

Megan actually likes Adam. But he never saw Adam looking at him like that. Megan felt a warm breath in her ear. Megan felt embarrassed and could not help but look blushing.

"You're not the same little girl you used to be, are you? I always thought you were a kid." Adam spoke in a seductive voice and his eyes continued to look at Megan mischievously.

Adam touched Megan's hand and clasped her tightly. Megan increasingly could not resist hinting at embarrassment. He looked at Adam this time. His eyes very clearly showed how much he liked Adam and how happy and happy he felt at the moment.

Adam suddenly pulls Megan closer to him, clasps megan's hand tightly and then suddenly pushes Megan onto the sofa. Make Megan lie down and Adam alone on Megan's body.

Adam's eyes showed such great desire. Her breath felt on Megan's skin. They both sounded like they were breathing so heavily. Adam pulled his hand and rubbed Megan's face. Her hands were constantly rubbing Megan's face with her eyes following the direction of her hands.

"Do you like me?" Adam asked in such a deep and seductive voice.

Megan was completely melted because of the touch Adam made. It was the first time for Adam to touch Megan like that, to see her like that. Megan always wanted a moment like this to come, but it never happened until it finally happened. Megan felt her dream come true. Adam is seen waiting for Megan's response. He nodded his head too. Adam lowered his head, making the faces of the two only a few inches away.

"Tell me, Princess..."

Megan closed her eyes as Adam called out the call. It was a long time ago that Adam called his name Princess. Megan smiled before answering.

"Yes, I like you. I like you so much that I can do whatever you want me to do, just to be able to make you completely mine." Said Megan boldly who finally came out of her embarrassment.

Adam's nose touched Megan's cheek. Adam holds Megan's face with one hand, while the other holds her back from falling on Megan.

The two of them stared at each other before Adam finally spoke again.

"What if I want you right now, right now? Do you agree to give me your first experience?" Adam asked without hesitation, still staring at Megan's body with his eyes looking passionate.

Megan couldn't believe what she saw. He felt that he was dreaming.

"Yes, of course I want to." Megan didn't want to waste her chance.

"Are you sure? I'm so frustrated now. I need someone to get it all out now. I won't stop if you ask me to do it." Adam said to Megan.

Megan remained silent just nodding her head and gulping.

Seriate....

What do you think? Is Adam really going to do it or not?

Is Adam going to betray Claudia? Or is it just Adam's trick that will teach Megan a lesson so that the girl no longer bothers her?

Please try to guess... 😁