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The season changed, it didn't feel like a year had passed. Now the great family of Ghaitsa and Dirgantara has increased again new members, two baby boys.

Which is only a difference of 2 weeks Naswa gave birth to her first son and was followed by Nayara who also gave birth to baby boys. Now baby boys are 2 months old and both even look like twins if juxtaposed.

For Syauqi himself, until now still chose to focus on being the perfect mother figure for Ghifa's son. Not delaying pregnancy, but until now she has not been entrusted to conceive.

God may have given her time to be a mother figure to Ghifa who since childhood did not fully get the love of a mother. And with this also Shauqi remained grateful, even Luthfi did not demand Shauqi to immediately give him offspring.

"Maybe we're still being asked to focus on being responsible parents for Ghifa, so there's no one here yet." Luthfi stroked the wife's flat stomach.

Every time he always gives understanding to his wife. However, and as calm as any woman will certainly also have negative thoughts.

Just like Syauqi, who sometimes also thinks that she can not be a perfect woman, because until the age of marriage 1 year running she does not also contain a baby.

"You should not think of anything, just go through the pregnancy program that the doctor recommends as well as possible, if later it is time God will love."

"One of the obstacles is also the mind, so do not think too much about things that can make your sister stressed. InshaAllah later at the right time there will be a small shrouded brother."

Even from the family also does not stop giving understanding and spirit. And the best prayer is always poured out for Syauqi.

Not only Syauqi Dan Luthfi who hopes so much for the presence of the little one, but all the big families also expect the same, let alone Ghifa who always ask if he will soon become a brother.

"Mommy, is the little one already in mommy's stomach ?"

Days passed, and the results remained the same. Every morning Syauqi always takes the time to use a pregnancy test kit, but again and again there is still a line 1 in sight.

The more expected the more distant desired. And finally Syauqi did not want to do it again, he again focused on his duty to be a good mother and a wife who is always ready to serve her beloved husband.

The one he had done every morning pregnancy tests, now he was not doing. He returned to the usual routine, every morning prayer directly peegi cooking and preparing the needs of the husband and his little bachelor.

He will surrender to the Almighty God of all things, not cease to be worthless, just that he does not want to force his destiny too much. Maybe now is not the time God entrusts himself with his little baby, but he always believes when the time will come.

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Assalamualaikum, meet again....

Maap yak ngilnya later hehe....

My favorite citizens haven't run away yet, have they ??

Do not run away dong, and hopefully always healthy yes my beloved citizens....

Oh yes, the spirit yes to the citizens who are again fighting line 2, may Allah soon secure the little baby, Aamiin