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Two days had passed, Juan's promise that would give a decision was simply missed. No one charges or just offends the problem anymore, both Shena and Bizar and Kahfi, even Syauqi still chose silence.

Seeing the princess getting colder and colder, Juan was struck by turmoil. His heart was troubled, his mind was troubled.

"Dad." Call Shena gently.

Juan only looked at it briefly and then his gaze returned straight ahead, staring blankly at the glass window that was still tightly closed.

Shena understood very well what her husband was burdening at this time. It is not easy to position Juan, between taking sides with his ego or the happiness of his daughter.

"What's Cuekin Shena ?" Ask again in a spoiled tone, the same as it used to be when young. Even now Shena positioned herself on Juan's lap.

Juan shook his head, then he laid his head on Shena's chest.

"What should I do Ay ? Brother's getting cold." Juan.

Shena stroked Juan's head fondly, providing calmness and warmth.

"Saran Shena, you should talk to your sister. Brother invite brother to chat about this, brother convey brother's fear and give brother understanding. Don't forget to also understand your feelings and heart."  Shena said to me.

And when the two are just like this, Shena leaves the call of her father to be closer and romantic.

"Will it work ay ?"

"Try first, the decision in my brother's hands. But before deciding, you must first understand the heart of your brother and especially the heart of your brother."

Juan nodded in Shena's arms, he should be able to set aside his mass for the princess' happiness.

Shena's advice will be done tonight. And as much as possible he will give the best decision for himself and of course for Syauqi.

After a long time in the arms of his wife, Juan felt calmer.

Even he had sent a message to the princess to meet him at the rooftop. A common place where if the aerospace family releases each other tired in the afternoon or when one of the trio cebong want to confide 4 eyes with the father.

......

In the room, the dreamy Syauqi was shocked by the sound of his cell phone. There's an incoming message notification.

Slowly his hand grabbed the flat object he had placed beside him and opened it.

Instantly he sighed heavily after reading the message written there.

"Why brother ?" Ask Bizar who was curious what message his sister received so he had to sigh in such a way.

Kahfi who was also curious also asked. "Who's sister ? How's her response sister ?"

Syauqi rubbed his face roughly. His fear returned to his heart. "Dad, make sure to talk to each other on the rooftop." He answered, looking at his two brothers.

"Good dong kak, in this way brother will get certainty from father." Said Bizar who remembered the promise of his father a few days ago.

"Yes certainty. And that's definitely not what you're expecting."

Kahfi. "Positive thinking dong kak, just pray the decision of the father later that the brother wants." Kahfi sage.

"So I don't expect a lot of decks, I already know what you're going to say. From my father's reaction the first time I guessed what happened." Syauqi closed his eyes as he adjusted his breathing which began to feel tight.

"That's big sister's expectation, reality we don't know brother."

"So, Allah is the One who turns back His servant's heart."

Bizar and Kahfi did not stop giving positive feedback, encouraging Syauqi who began to weaken his own feelings.

Throughout the distance between his room and the rooftop, Syauqi was only able to fight to strengthen his mind and heart. If his father does not approve then he is strong enough to accept the fact.

. . . . . .

In the rooftop, Juan was sitting firmly in a rattan chair that his family members always use when relaxing there.

His gaze stared at the expanse of stars that decorated the sky, until footsteps distracted him.

Juan smiled briefly. "Come here, and sit down, brother." Juan.

"Thank you dad." Syauqi nodded and sat right beside the father.

Juan was heard sighing heavily a few times and it made the heart of Syauqi cackle.

"I'm sorry if you made a mistake, brother, it's all because you can't accept the reality of who Luthfi is." Juan to the Point.

Syauqi simply lowered his head, not wanting to reply or answer Juan's words.

"Dad please very much so that you can understand your feelings after hearing what you said that night. Not a vengeful father, but I'm still too disappointed by the incident, son. Dad is not ready if you have to have a family relationship, you are only afraid to return to hold a grudge if you have to be reunited. Because honestly, I haven't completely forgotten his mistake." Juan with his eyes closed.

It's only natural that Juan still remembers the past. Because that is the nature of man, even though he has forgiven but not to forget. Everything that happens so will imprint in memory.

Syauqi with all his might held his sob. He did not want to be weak, nor did he want to add to his father's burden.

He knows what his father feels. If he was in the position of the father would not necessarily be like his father at this time.

"Dad is also afraid that all this will have an impact on your household later. I don't want your future to be disrupted by your past. And one more thing, I'm afraid to make your husband uncomfortable in this house later, I also don't want you to feel uncomfortable when with your in-laws there." Juan ended his speech by clutching the body of Syauqi who was already trembling withholding tears.

Syauqi did not expect that his father would think so. Everything was beyond his expectations.

His father did not not not approve, but only feared that he or Luthfi would feel the absence of comfort later because of the sense of origin.

Even his father not only thought of him but also Luthfi. Doesn't this mean that the father doesn't hate Luthfi ??..

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry my brother has been cheered on by me. I thought badly about Dad. Sorry." Lirih Syauqi interrupted his sobs.

His hands also clenched tightly to the father's sturdy body. Her tears are shed.

Juan only nodded with an occasional pecking at the head of the princess.

"Sister is just afraid of losing brother's love for the second time father, sister does not know what to do if this will also end. Brother was too in love with two melaikat wound healer brother yah." Syauqi spoke in an imploring tone. Hopefully with this there is a certainty that makes her happy.

"Sister please father's blessing, trust your brother Well, if all will be well. Please accept my Luthfi father."

Juan sighed again, and his eyes closed. Without Syauqi knowing if Juan is currently also smiling gently. His hand slowly rubbed the princess's still trembling shoulders.

"So please father." Syauqi again pleaded softly. And Juan just nodded softly, his smile still clearly on the face of his aging look.

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