
After his return, Alvian busied himself with work. He just focused on his work without thinking about anything else.
There is a sense of emptiness in him that sometimes pervades in him. Alvian really tried to re-examine his feelings.
And one thing he realized was that Naima had indeed filled the space in his heart. Alvian doesn't have to question anymore. Another slow indeed the girl had melted her heart. Wasn't it a while ago that he felt a sense of loss, then what he doubted. No, it was the moon that hesitated, but it was Naima who told him to reconsider. Alvian felt guilty. Questions began to appear in his mind. Does Naima have the same feelings as her?
Even Alvian never asked, even Alvian never gave the girl a chance to reject him, as if he forced Naima at the beginning of the relationship that is now established. Feelings of regret now on him. Whether he needs to ask first or if he has to be selfish and go on without asking.
Alvian had only been silent for two hours. He was still sitting in his great chair, staring at the pile of files he had partially worked on. But his mind is familiar, trying to explore the feelings of others and trying to repeat the series of stories that have happened between him and Naima without anything he missed. From all that he was about to try to dive into Naima's feelings. Repeatedly and he felt that Naima had always obeyed what she had commanded, even if it was not the job she should have done. Naima never denied anything. Naima is very deft at work and she is seen as a loving figure when Alvian asks for her help to take care of Kinan at that time. Naima is very painstaking and does her job wholeheartedly.
After a long thought, Alvian decided to contact Naima a long time ago, but there was no answer from across there.
Alvian put his phone back'. He leaned back on his seat of greatness and closed his eyes for a long time before he finally fell asleep in his study.
That's what Alvian's been doing lately. The office became his second home. The usual neat office looks messy because some days Alvian does not move from there. Even the janitor was not allowed to enter his room to just tidy up and clean the room. Make Romi just shake his head every day. Looking at his boss who is not as usual. And he was the one who was bothered to get clothes at his boss' house and was in charge of delivering his dirty clothes to a laundry.
Not how far from the city, someone was looking at his cellphone which slowly dimmed, after some time ago continued to light and ring.
Yes, Naima just looked at her phone since then from starting to ring non-stop until it returned to silence and slowly dimmed. But he refused to answer the call. Although he had clearly seen, whose name was listed there. " My husband-to-be"
Naima did name him that now. But he did not move a bit when his phone rang repeatedly and a message followed earlier. But he just looked at his phone. In her room was still scattered items delivered from her future husband a few days ago, adding to the pile of gifts in the corner of her room when the application. Naima just keeps it and looks at it every day. The feeling of doubt that he had felt when in the next few hours he would carry out his engagement.
At that time he was steady with his feelings.The decision he had indeed taken. Naima had admired Alvian for a long time. He has also established his heart by accepting Alvian as his future priest. But a message from an unknown number that sent a short message about Alvian returning made him doubtful of the man. Doubtful of his own decision. And to this day he finds no common thread of what he is thinking.
the message said something that made him doubt the relationship he would be in.
Naima you should know that Vian briefly does not love you. You were just his escape. Do you know who the woman your future fiance loved so much???
The woman was his own sister-in-law. Yes, Zahra is Alvian's lover who is very much in love with her. Can't you see from Alvian's proximity to his nephew. It was because Alvian loved his mother so much.... Haha.... I hope you didn't make the wrong decision.
That was the content of the message that made Naima almost cancel everything. He did not want to embarrass the two families. Especially when Naima sees her happy mother. Naima was unwilling and unable to make the look of her mother's face turn disappointed. Especially if she sees her mother back sick.
But on one side of his heart he refused. If all of that were true then it would feel very heavy. Moreover, the woman was Alvian's own brother-in-law whom he would probably meet often.
Should Naima find out the truth, but to whom she will ask. Ask Alvian, maybe that's the solution. But Naima's mouth seemed to be locked tightly at that time. Not to mention that he had no chance to ask because they were in the middle of the two families chatting with each other, getting closer to each other.
Finally Naima just said it took time again to dive into each other's hearts.
When seeing Alvian's closeness to Kinanti, pampering attitude and always obeying what Kinanti wants, makes Naima sure if the message is true. But on the other side of the heart you want to believe and put everything aside. Let it all be a part of his past. Naima just needs to go in and shift another name in the alvian heart. But the question is, can he??
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