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Chapter 56
The Pasha POV
Who would have thought if a honey donut that is sweet and looks beautiful with a sprinkling of messis on it will be undesirable when a fly is riding selfi on top of it.
My heart is fragile maseehhhh !!!
The relationship that I have built over the years has been broken. Sweet girl dreams of the afterlife instead I vain in.
I swear stupidly. My doang muscle is gedein but my brain is just a spoonful of nyam nyam.
Nyesel plus nyesek are there now. I'm afraid of two female demons, and what ?
He has no expression at all.
Is he angry with me ? How disappointed is he to be with me ? Isn't there a little more room for me to fix everything ??
I am a jerkkk !!! But honestly I still love him, I love him. I always want to be there beside him. Forever.
Any punishment from him, I accept. He wants a second chance for me. Whatever it is.
Aaaarggggggghhhh !!!!
"Begoook lu Pash's. Less is Kiki equal you ??" Pasha pulled her hair in frustration.
"She's so baek just as you are, nerima lu as it is. He never asked for a macem. But you broke her heart!!!."
Damn, I really don't know myself.
Is it wrong if I still hope the same Syauqi ? Can I still chase him again ?
It is up to people to want my value, which is clear I am sincere from the heart to change and make up for all my mistakes. I can't really separate from Syauqi, my first love.
"Qi, brother still loves you. Sorry brother Qi."
"The promise will not betray our love. Brother, I'm sorry."
Lemes I swear, I goru again how. My spirit of life does not exist.
Especially when Shazia says that if Syauqi has moved on from me, my heartache is like being crushed until broken to pieces.
I am sick of all my joints if I think Syauqi really has replaced me in his heart.
Bugh !!!
I can't take it !!!
Syauqi belongs to me whenever.
"Yes Syauqi is mine, Yuji Pasha Nugraha."
"Until any time I will pursue love lo again Qi, unless I've been picked up the Above First I just gave up."
Ahahahahah !!!!
Crazy one ? I am crazy.
Syauqi keeps my purpose alive, to hell with whatever I don't care.
Suppose that the fox lucknat does not exist in the world maybe I am the same Syauqi still in touch to this day.
For whatever sake I won't be able to accept Shazia and any girl in my heart. Enough one, Madam Syauqi Nugraha !!!
"Lu will nyesel survive my cheap pursuit !! Because I only love one soul, Syauqi !!!!.
"Good you died ajaaaa, good I giggled you to death then...!!!"
// Flashback //
A month before Pasha's departure to the border country, Shazia silently met Pasha at her rented house.
But when viewed from the shirt worn, the man is one profession with his lover. Syauqi.
Perhaps tired and worried about her situation, Pasha swallowed Shazia's story raw.
That is where the battle between Pasha and Syauqi began. But it is still only reasonable as it should be in the relationship outside there. Think of it as a spice.
But for a few months, Syauqi also did not give any explanation. And the Syauqi that Pasha had ignored only chose silence because of her deep sense of trust.
At the return of the first Pasha, Syauqi was not even informed at all. But no matter where, Shazia was in front of his contract and welcomed him.
"What's going on here ?" As usual Pasha would be cold to anyone.
"Hail you, the doi does not care about you so I have the initiative." Shazia answered with spoilt.
Pasha just glanced at him with disdain. Then Shazia died just like that .
Once inside the house, Shazia caught up with him and again uttered words that seemed to vilify the nature of Syauqi before him.
"Syauqi does not care about you, but he cheated on you again."
"Why the hell did he defend mulu, what the hell did you get from him ?"
And blah blah blah.......
Pasha was still silent no matter, she was quite tired. Physically tired, mind tired and heart tired. Her guilt towards Syauqi left her in an unstable state.
Seeing Pasha who was just silent, Shazia back to act. He approached while taking off his clothes slowly.
His mouth also did not remain silent, besides teasing also insulted Syauqi who did not know anything outside there. Maybe he bought some cendol.
"You see me. I am willing to be your naffsu impingement, not like the Syauqi you kiss. He's a holy pretent in front of you, but cheap out there." Shazia said without shame and sin.
"Shut up !!!!"
"Huh ! Why ? Is that really what I said ? You're the same Syauqi is just a hug right ? Because he rejected you ?"
" Simply Cheap !!! You know what about my girlfriend ? Haa ?? What do you really want ??" Pasha's snapping has no power to hold back anger.
"I want you Pash, want you !!! Syauqi. You see I'm willing to do anything for you ??" Shazia replied teasingly, she had already put aside her shame and self-esteem.
Beh disgust me so.
"Ouhh you want me to do something ?? Say ?? I will kabulin lo request. But you can't be lazy." Pasha said cynically, even her eyeballs were emitting extreme anger.
Having felt above the wind, Shazia did not see that side. In his mind Pasha was already tempted by him.
"Touch me Pash, I want !! I'm not gonna mute." Answer Shazia.
With a sneer, Pasha did what Shazia asked.
But not what Shazia wanted. It was not the beautiful softness and sighs that sounded but the groans.
Pasha did it brutally and with anger. Not a sign of love left behind but bruises and bruises.
Pasha was also not crazy enough to corrupt the woman before him, but with her lips and hands she tortured Shazia mercilessly.
He didn't take away the chastity of that cheap girl, he was disgusted enough to do it.
At the end of the activity, Pasha throttled Shazia's neck fiercely. Even Shazia almost lost her breath and was gone.
Almost only say good bye I 🥱
"This is your first and last warning !! I've touched you on request so after this go all the way"
Shazia just cries, holds the pain here and there due to the grip, squeeze and bite of Pasha pierced.
After that incident, Pasha returned to her limitations and did not go home. His relationship with Syauqi is cooling down, the chat is just a formality. Even sometimes he often lied to Syauqi because he was embarrassed enough to receive attention and love Syauqi to him.
