NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN S1/S2

Chapter 88. Is This Karma?

Seven days have passed, Mia has not been able to accept the fact that she will be a cripple for the rest of her life. The woman holds such a great grudge against her former lover and also with Dina.

Mama Mia has heard the news about Lucas and Dina's marriage. Their extended family were all extremely shocked by the decision of the two. Just the look of pity they showed when they visited him in the hospital.

Mia is in a wheelchair. Staring at the streets. Ask in my heart why she and her mother are the same. Overcoming their partner.

"Is all this karma to me? Because you often defend Andin? Am I wrong to defend my best friend?" mia murmured to herself.

Mia took a deep breath. He is now said to have fallen down the stairs. After the death of her ex-fiancee, she must accept the fact that her legs will be deformed for life.

"Is this how Rachel and Yuni feel when they find out that their lover still loves another woman? I don't think it's the same. If Rachel, Farhan's husband only keeps Andin's name, not betraying by being in touch. So are Yuni, Dodi and Andin just past. But I am the most pathetic. Watching her fiance make love to her cousin again" Mia said in a soft voice.

Seven days his appetite is not there. Always bemoaning his poor fate. His father just doesn't care about his condition. Just a little visit and then go home. The reason his son is still small and can not be left for long.

"Did no one love me but Mom?" That question always wanders in Mia's brain.

Mia turned her body to hear a knock at the door. He invited the person who knocked at the entrance. As the door opened, Mia was surprised to see who was coming.

Three of his best friends, Yuni, Reno, Farhan and his wife Rachel walk in. Rachel was the first to approach him. Mia looked at the woman.

Rachel gave him the bouquet of fruit she was carrying. Experiencing Mia with a faint smile. Mia can't say anything more. His tongue feels ugly.

"How are you, Mia?" ask Yuni. He doesn't know what to say. Since the meeting at the restaurant at that time, only this time they met again. Feels very awkward. What was the last time they met each other.

Yuni could only smile in response to Mia's words. He could understand Mia's current feelings. It must have been very hard to accept the fact if he had to break with his fiancee.what else must accept the fact he is currently disabled.

"Sorry ...." That was all that came out of Yuni's mouth.

The four of them sat on the sofa that was in the inpatient room. There is only silence between them. Farhan finally opened his voice.

"Trust me Mia, if there is no coincidence in this world. Everything that happens is because of God's destiny. Good things train us how to be grateful, and bad things that happen to us, will train us how to be patient. Happiness is not when all our desires are realized but when we understand that all the will and decrees of God are the best." Farhan said with a smile.

"Is this karma to me?" ask Mia.

"There is no karma in Islam, there are only the provisions and destiny of God that have been arranged for the benefit of human life.The law of karma in Islam does not exist and cannot be trusted. However, we must not do bad deeds because whatever we do in the world will get the right reward either in the world or in the hereafter" replied Farhan.

Mia rubbed her tears that fell down her cheeks. Recollecting often hurtful words, especially for Rachel. Maybe this is the reward for his actions.

"Why is God my law so heavy?" mia asked in a soft voice.

"It's not punishment, it's self-learning. If all that we will continue to have, from which we learn sincerely. If everything we dream of comes true, where do we learn the meaning of patience? If our prayers are always granted by God, where do we learn to do so? If our lives are always happy, how can we get to know God more closely? Believe and believe that all the provisions of God are the best for us. Patience and sincerity key," said Rachel.

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