NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN S1/S2

Chapter 37 S2. Forgive Me

Axel took his breath. He recalled the time he asked Dita to leave and stay away. The man admitted that his words back then were indeed outrageous. Actually at that time he wanted to apologize, but his ego forbid what else there is Lisa.

At that time Lisa just asked Axel and Dita's relationship. He could not believe that they were just friends. So as proof the man said everything in front of Lisa.

Axel pulled his hair in frustration. Didn't expect that the wound he had inflicted was so big and deep. When Axel was about to step in to his Mama and Dita, someone touched his shoulder.

"Why just stand here?" ask Gafi. Yeah, that guy turned out to be Gafi. He wants to pick up his girlfriend. Seeing Axel peeking out from behind the door, she greeted him.

"I'm afraid to disturb Mama and Dita," Axel replied slowly and with a lowered head.

"Why are you just peeking? You turned your Mama and Dita's talk?" ask Gafi again.

Axel took a deep breath. He doesn't know what to answer. His throat felt blocked. He just kept quiet. Seeing his cousin unable to answer his question, Gafi entered and ignored the man.

"Assalamualaikum, Aunt. Good evening, Beautiful," said Gafi. It made Dita feel embarrassed. The man was always able to make his girl's face flushed.

Gafi greeted Rachel and knelt in front of Dita. Look at the girl's face without blinking. Gafi never got tired of seeing the smile on his girlfriend's face. I want to be able to look at that face at any moment.

"Have talked? It's ten o'clock now" said Gafi still with eyes fixed on the girl.

"Here, Brother."

We took Rachel's hand. The second woman he loves after his birth mother. He also felt sad to learn of the woman's disappointment in him, who was deliberately hiding and not giving any news.

Rachel returned Dita's hand. He felt very guilty, because Axel was the reason the girl stayed away. He did not expect that his son had inflicted such a huge wound on Dita. Rachel had hoped the two would be together. However, after hearing the story from the girl, he was very grateful if Dita was with Gafi. Because Gafi has been able to treat his wounds.

"Mama should apologize. All this because of Mama's son, Axel. I hope you can forgive him, and there is no more revenge. Mama still hopes the familiarity that once intertwined back again. Not as a lover, but a friend" said Rachel.

"Mama doesn't have to apologize. I've forgotten everything. If I'm still hurting, there's no way I can be here. I must still be hiding. This great man who has healed everything" said Dita staring at Gafi.

Gafi smiled at the girl's words. He never thought that his love would be repaid this much. At first he thought Dita must have accepted her presence just out of pity. However, everything was broken with his attitude. Dita proves that her love is no less great than Gafi's love for her.

"Thank you for healing Dita. You both deserve to be happy. Mama pray for you and Gafi to be happy and your relationship can go to a more serious stage." Rachel prayed with all her heart.

After seeing Gafi's love and Dita's love so great, Rachel was deeply moved. She must not be selfish, hoping that Dita would accept her son. Is not everything that happens on this earth by the will and approval of God.

Axel walked away from his mother's bedroom door. He doesn't want Dita to know where he is. The man walked towards the hotel park. Sitting alone in the dark of the night.

"I am evil. I'm sorry if I hurt you so much and let you down. Honestly, it wasn't really my intention to hurt you that deep and big. I want you to know, if I'm so sorry about everything. If only time could be reworked, I'd like us to be as familiar as ever."

Gafi and Dita walked hand in hand to his parked car. Accidentally Dita's eyes saw Axel's whereabouts.

"I still remember clearly, the phase of how I tried to eliminate tightness in the chest for weeks or even months. I remember what it was like to cry at night. To sleep also feels very afraid, afraid to wake up tomorrow in the morning to know what hurts me again. And I still remember how I asked God to make me forget and sincere about the wounds you gave me. So I'm sorry if I can't fully behave like I used to. I just want to keep my own feelings" Dita said in her heart.

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