
In the morning, Rachel prepares breakfast for her husband. After all, Rachel walked into Farhan's study.
It has become a habit of the man after the dawn prayer, his time will be spent in his study until breakfast time. Rachel knocked on the door of the study. Turns out the door wasn't locked.
Rachel peeked out from the crack of the open door, she did not see her husband inside. Curious, the woman opened the door of the room wide. Farhan was sleeping in his chair.
Rachel walked in, wanting to wake her husband up. When he arrived at the work desk his eyes were fixed on a picture frame. Inside the frame are two photos. The woman was a little surprised to see a picture of her husband and Andin. Pose them very close and cuddle.
"Don't Mas Farhan say you can't hug if you're not a mahram. It turns out that your words are not according to your actions, Mas," Rachel muttered in her heart.
Rachel grabs the picture frame to convince herself that it is indeed a photo of Farhan and Andin her husband's ex-lover.
"What are you doing here, Chel?" ask Farhan.
Farhan's question made Rachel shocked to drop the picture frame. The man immediately stood up to see his beloved photo fall until the frame broke, crushed to pieces on the floor.
Farhan's eyes looked at Rachel with a sharp look as if he wanted to kill her. With a trace of her waist in front of Rachel she said in a loud and tall voice.
"What ears do not hear! Didn't I tell you, don't enter this room without permission!" farhan said in a loud voice.
Rachel's chest felt tight to hear from her husband. From childhood, his parents united him. Although their lives are not able, but both parents love him very much.
After both his parents died even though he had to live hard to make a living by himself but he lived happily. No one forbids or scolds him.
Without being able to prevent her tears from falling down her cheeks. Rachel crouched down wanting to take the picture frame that had fallen. When the frame that the glass has been broken is in Rachel's hand, it is pulled firmly by Farhan so that the broken glass is framed about Rachel's hand.
"What's wrong with you? From yesterday I saw you hate him so much. Keep insinuating. It's free to wear a hijab if your mouth is spicy. If I wasn't angry and reprimanded you yesterday, it would just be because I didn't want to embarrass you. I also know if you're pretending to sleep so I don't open the door for Andin. You sneaky!" farhan said with great emphasis.
Rachel stood up, no matter which hand kept bleeding as there were shards of glass stuck in.
"If I'm a wife, what do you call a woman who's married but still trying to steal the attention of a married man?" ask Rachel.
"Don't equate yourself with Andin. She's a fine woman while you're just a pel*cur!" farhan.
Rachel's chest grew increasingly claustrophobic at her husband's words. He knows himself to be despicable. But that doesn't mean it has to be exposed to his past.
Rachel violently wiped her tears. His face was filled with blood from his hands.
"Know, Mas, although a pel*cur is considered the most despicable, but the degree is higher than an actor. Pel*cur is paid to satisfy a man and then goes away. While Pelakor is a thorn in the household of others. Only the hatred he got from the woman who was his victim. Pel*cur will be forgiven by Allah if he repents, while Pelakor will only be accepted by Allah if the woman he hurts forgives him. Pel*cur only has a sinful relationship with God, but the actor has a sinful relationship with God and the woman who is hurt and deprived of happiness" Rachel said sobbing.
"Who are you saying, Pelakor! He doesn't need to take me away from you, because without him, I still love him!" farhan.
Rachel slapped her own cheek with her injured hand, so that blood was pouring more and more.
"O Allah, give me a harder slap so that I quickly wake up from my thoughts. Realize to me that no one really loves me more than my mom and dad" Rachel said, slapping her cheek.
Farhan uttered Istighfar, when he realized his outrageous remarks. He approached Rachel.
"Rachel, I'm sorry ..," said Farhan and wanted to hug his wife. Rachel brushed it off. The woman walked out of Farhan's study at a rapid pace. The man was trying to chase his wife.
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