NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN S1/S2

Chapter 57. Oh God, let me Cry

Rachel slowly walked over while dragging her suitcase. Some of the citizens who knew her, looked at Rachel with a sad face. This made him more nervous.

On the doorstep Rachel saw her husband Farhan bowed with red eyes holding back tears. To the right of the man sat his best friend Dodi. On the left side there are Andin and the other two girl friends.

All the eyes of the people who knew Rachel, stared at the woman intensely. Especially Andean. From the day they reached the village, the woman was already suspicious that her former lover's household was in trouble, this was reinforced by Rachel's absence there.

"Rachel ...," said Andin slowly. However, the voice could still be heard by Farhan. He raised his face, seeing Rachel the man immediately stood up.

Rachel guessed what happened. However, he still continued to reassure his heart if his two in-laws were in good shape.

"Rachel ...," call Farhan.

By the time Farhan had been confronted, Rachel was unable to hold back her tears.

"Say what happened, Mom? Everything I've been thinking about must not be true, right?" ask Rachel.

"Rachel, dad, mom ...."

"Don't go on, Mas. This must be a dream. Please hit me and wake me up, Mas. It's not real, Mom," Rachel said.

"Rachel, you need to be strong on this news. My father and mother died in Mecca. Both are gone. There is no father or mother anymore" Farhan said.

Rachel's body felt weak. The ground where he stood felt like it wanted to swallow his body. Rachel crumbles to the floor, lucky Farhan quickly catches her.

Farhan took the eucalyptus oil and poured it all over his wife. Don't forget he brought Rachel's nose closer to the woman's consciousness.

Andin, and his two female friends Farhan, host in his place. After reading the prayer, residents and neighbors near the house were given rice boxes.

All the people who came home. Farhan was still accompanying his wife. He stared at Rachel's face without blinking while rubbing the woman's smooth face.

"Dear, awake. I am happy to see you again. Rachel, I'm sorry for all the selfishness I've had. I just think about my feelings without thinking about your feelings. I can only demand without ever thinking what you feel and never thinking about your position. I'm sorry I always make you so difficult and wrong. Sorry for any unwarranted emotions. For words that hurt. Remain a woman who is always patient and sincere" said Farhan while rubbing his wife's face.

Rachel opened her eyes. He saw a smiling Farhan sitting beside him.

"Mas, tell me all this is a dream. This isn't right, Mom. Mom and Dad can't leave so soon. I just felt their love. Why did God call him so quickly?" rachel said softly with tears starting to spill over her cheeks.

"Patience, Honey. Everything has become the destiny and destiny of God. Explain everything. If I may ask, I would also ask to postpone their departure" Farhan said.

Rachel is back. He had just felt the affection of his parents again, but God called him back. Rachel got up and sat leaning on the head of the bed. His view seemed empty.

"O Allah, allow me to cry for a moment, not that I am not sincere in your destiny. But let me take off all the fatigue I feel for a moment. Looking strong doesn't mean I never shed a tear. In this condition I was grateful for the test, hence I became stronger. May I be patient when given another test.Yes Allah I do not want to be sad. I actually want to look strong. Want to tell a story, but don't know who you want to tell? O Allah strengthen me, if I am fragile embrace me, and if I am weak give strength to my heart" said Rachel in her heart.

Farhan who saw his wife crying until her shoulders and body shook, brought Rachel into his arms. The woman's cry broke on her husband's chest.

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