NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN S1/S2

Chapter 46 S2. Forgetting All Old Wounds

Dita turned her body facing Axel. He did not expect that the man would appear in his room. Almost three years did not see her presence in this room.

"I haven't been able to tell you yet" said Dita slowly.

"Now is the day of the proposal, so when are you planning to inform me? I know Dita, for you I'm no longer one special. But what about Mama. Don't you think mom's important anymore?" axel asked with a trembling voice.

I just kept quiet hearing Axel's words. There is a truth to what that man said. Mama Rachel must be very disappointed with him.

When it comes to Mama Rachel, Dita completely forgot. Because of the time. Dita seemed to take a deep breath.

"I forgot. It's not that I didn't tell Mama, but the timing was urgent. I got to this house only last night, and today's live event," said Dita.

Axel looked to be breathing. After a few minutes, he spoke again. It seemed like he was holding back emotions.

"Already, Dita. The more you look for an alibi the more obvious your indifference becomes. Mom loves you very much."

"I'm sorry" said Dita.

"Why should I apologize, you're not wrong. It is precisely me who is wrong with you a lot," said Axel slowly.

He walked towards the window. Look out. Seen a vehicle pacing mandir. Then Axel sat on his couch.

"Right now I just want to apologize to you. Sorry, if all this time I couldn't make you happy. Sorry, for all my shortcomings that made you angry and disappointed. And I'm sorry if I give you such a deep wound. Right now I just want to tell you, if it's all my traits that you don't like, I'll try to change them. Sorry if I can't be your best friend" Axel said in a trembling voice.

Lisa's conversation with her roommate. Axel never guessed that the woman he loved was a liar. Though because to convince his woman he and Dita are not related, he could yell at Dita his childhood friend. Axel understood that the woman was vengeful for him. That's worth it.

"I have said sorry too often. You might be fed up with those words, but again that's all I can do. Sorry, sorry, and sorry for the mistakes I made and disappointed you" Axel said.

"I can only regret the failure I experienced. I, who should be able to be someone to protect you, let you down. Just an apology I can say for my failure to make you happy." Axel was silent for a moment, pausing his words. After that, I just continued again.

"Thousand words of apology I say to you, will never be able to erase everything I have ever done wrong. I who have been busy with my own world since dating can only regret what I have done to you at that time. I forget that there is more to my own happiness than your happiness, my friend. Once again I'm sorry" Axel said sincerely.

"I've forgotten everything. I should be thanking you for the wounds you once inflicted. If only you hadn't said rudely then, maybe I would never have left your side. I would never know if the world was so big. I will never get to know more closely Gafi's sister, the kind man who loved me very sincerely and made me the queen she was looking for" said Dita.

Human relationships or friendships are complicated. Sometimes it brings happiness and can help each other. But not infrequently also the braid makes you feel sadness. The existence of misunderstandings, problems, ego attitudes, anger, making your relationship with others can be tenuous.

If you don't want the relationship to get worse. Either he or you should have someone apologizing. The word 'sorry' is easy to say, but it's hard to do. It's not as easy as turning your hand.

"You need to know, Axel. When you incised that wound, I tried to erase your name in my life. I killed him in my history. I even got rid of all my interest in you" said Dita.

"Easy? No. gabe. It wasn't easy, but I had to do it for my mental health. I must do it for the peace of my soul. Even if it must exert the rest of the energy I have. I know, I'm sure I'm capable. And God chose this path for me to be happier. And finally I met Kak Gafi, the man who had treated this wound and given me so much happiness that I forgot what it was to be disappointed and hurt" Dita continued.

Dita paused her speech. He took a breath to regulate his emotions. The girl continued her words after feeling her emotions stabilized. He turned his seat to face Axel.

"The happiness I felt made me forget all my heartache. Since that day I have forgiven you. So, I don't think you need to apologize anymore. Forget it all," said Dita in her soft voice.

When Axel wanted to make a sound, there was the sound of footsteps approaching, so he paused his intention to speak. Axel was afraid if anyone misunderstood his presence in Dita's room. He stood up and walked out without saying goodbye.

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