NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN S1/S2

Chapter 67. I'm sorry, Rachel!

Farhan hugged the sleeping Rachel. Along the way his wife was made intoxicated. Rachel had spewed out her stomach several times.

With tenderness Farhan massaged his wife's head. Rachel was asleep. Arriving at Farhan's apartment carrying the woman's body. Not wanting to disturb his sleep.

Rachel's body was gently laid on the bed. The man kissed his wife on the forehead before leaving the room.

Farhan walked into his study. Throw all the photos of him and Andin into the trash can.

"I can't start the next chapter of my life if I keep rereading what's left. The longer I live in the past, the less future I have to enjoy. The best way to forget the past is to build new memories. I cannot rule my future if I am a slave to my past. The past is just to be remembered, not repeated. It is better to start from the beginning with a new one than to repeat a thousand mistakes that were in the past" Farhan murmured in his heart.

Farhan searched all the photos of himself and Andin, then threw them away. While cleaning the room, Farhan sees Rachel peering behind the door.

From the half-opened door, he knew it was his wife. Farhan then walked over to Rachel.

"Would you like to come in, Chel?" ask Farhan.

Hearing Farhan's question, Rachel became frightened. He then squatted by covering both his ears.

"Sorry, I'm not going in. Don't upset. I'm sorry," cried Rachel in fear as she cried.

Seeing that, Farhan immediately remembered the moment he yelled at his wife to end his suicide. He doesn't want it to happen again.

Farhan followed the crouching, and hugged Rachel's body firmly. He could feel his wife's fear. The woman's body shook.

"I'm sorry, Chel. I promise I won't say anything rude anymore. No cry. I feel so guilty seeing you like this" Farhan said. Her tears also spilled.

"I'm sorry that I'm often wrong in speaking, saying words that make you hurt. It was all my fault. Again, excuse me, yes, and you, I feel lonely, don't hide your hatred, Chel. Tell me everything you feel. I will try to change my behavior" Farhan said.

Rachel raised her face. Staring at her husband intensely.

"Don't ever snap at me again, Mas. I was scared," Rachel said as she sobbed.

"No, Chel. I'm not gonna do that. You see this, I've thrown it all away. I want us to start again without any shadow of my past" Farhan said.

"You promise, Mom!"

"I promise, Chel. If I break it, you can walk away from me without me preventing it anymore."

Rachel buried her head in the chest of her husband's field. She wanted to give her husband one more chance. If we can fix the relationship, why end it.

Farhan took Rachel to his feet. Walk to the family room. The man then ordered food. Later will ask the food deliveryman to help throw away all the photos of him and Andin.

While waiting for the food order to arrive, Farhan asks his wife to lie down, putting Rachel's head on her thigh. With tenderness he rubbed his wife's back to fall asleep again. Tomorrow morning, he'll force Rachel to get a health check. He was afraid his wife had one disease. Rachel's pale face, frequent vomiting and no appetite made Farhan quite worried.

"How do I say the words, 'I'm sorry' when I know that those words are not enough? And how can I ask you to forgive me when I know I can't forgive myself? Apology is meaningless compared to what I have done, but still, I know that you have a forgiving heart, understanding and you will not let hatred destroy our love. I am grateful to have you" Farhan murmured inwardly.

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