NOT AS BEAUTIFUL AS HEAVEN S1/S2

Chapter 4 S2. Love Expressions

Dita walks to class. His chest felt tight holding the sebak in the chest. Loving in silence hurts a lot.

Love is sometimes difficult to express and cannot be conveyed. Various reasons make someone just harbored his feelings. Although heavy and sometimes sad, but some people choose this way. Maybe because the heart is still unsure and worried.

Dita sat in the corner of the classroom pensively. Today the teacher is meeting so the lessons are all empty.

"Being a person who harbors feelings will be tormented if the laughter comes from someone the woman he adores is not ourselves. The most beautiful love between two people who are not yet lawful is to pray for each other in silence without knowing each other, for there is nothing more sincere than a heart that loves in pain, and prays in silence. For someone like me who can only hold feelings, love can only give a suffering," said Dita in her heart.

Syifa approached Dita. Even though they were just close, the woman knew that her best friend loved Axel very much.

"What we should do when the heart has to love someone, love that person with another woman, focus on yourself without involving anything about her and start not to think about it anymore," syifa.

Dita hugged her best friend, the end of the girl's cry broke. What Syifa said was true. He must be sincere.

Dita let go of her embrace when she heard the shouting sound from the field. They both stood up. It looks like Axel is carrying a bouquet of flowers, which was given to Lisa.

Axel and Lisa seemed to be standing in the middle of a vast field, with the shining light of the sun illuminating their happy faces. Lisa smiled gently at Axel, looking so happy and happy. Axel looked at Lisa lovingly and continued a drama that had been planned for several days.

"Lisa, all my life, I've never felt what I feel for you. I am grateful to have the courage to tell you that I love you. I love you, Lisa, and I want you to stand with me. Will you be my lover" said Axel.

"Receive .. accept," said all the schoolmates in the field.

Lisa gasped and smiled with a sigh.She really did not expect that the man she also loved would say such a thing. He looked at Axel lovingly and said, "Axel, I love you too. You are someone who makes me happy and whoever it is will be hard to replace you."

Everyone present clapped to hear Lisa's reply. One school seems to have a relationship with both. Axel and Lisa are a great couple. Cute and pretty.

Axel smiled and stroked Lisa's hair gently, feeling so happy and flattered by Lisa's response. He felt like he could reach for the stars.

Dita feels her world crumble when she sees Axel declaring love for Lisa in plain sight. Dita has long harbored feelings for Axel, but again, her love must be hindered by Lisa. As if powerless to withstand the burden of his feelings, Dita's tears flowed.

Syifa who could feel her heartache Dita pulled the hand of her best friend to leave the place. He took Dita to the side garden.

"Crying, Dita. But after this you have to let go of everything. Treat her to another woman" Syifa said.

Dita's cry finally broke, Syifa hugged her best friend. As a woman she knew how Dita was feeling at this moment.

"Well whatever we are. As sincere as we are. Whatever we are, no matter how much we sacrifice, it will never be worth it in front of someone who is not grateful to have us. NEVER BE A RAINBOW FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE COLOR BLIND" Syifa SAID.

"Syifa, I want to go home. You can ask permission from the teacher" said Dita.

"Go home, if you still want to cry, cry. Take all your sadness. But tomorrow you must be able to start a new sheet" Syifa said.

Dita just nodded her head in response. Syifa took Dita's bag and let the woman go home.

Dita instead of going home, she drove to a lake on the edge of town. He wants to cry here. At home, she was afraid her mother was suspicious.

"Lord, thank you for ever leaving such a wonderful feeling to me to someone. At least I've found a person who made me love him with such a deep sense. He, the man who taught me the highest point of loving is to give. He made me fall in love. He was the man I loved suddenly and forcedly. When I try to get used to it without it, it feels like I'm almost crazy to fight longing. I was once patient in holding myself back from looking for it, even sobbing as I remembered it. So if our current destiny can no longer be united, then please help me with a sense of sincerity. For letting go was a compulsion that really nearly made me hate my own destiny."

We got back in the car. Two hours he's been alone here. He was afraid that if he came home late, his mother would contact Axel. Ask about his own existence.

"Oh my God, from this day on I'm willing to let go. I let go, even by force. I promise I'll give it as much as I love her. I give back all my love to You Lord. I really believe you've arranged it as well as possible. If he is my destiny, let the universe bring him back to me. Because no matter how hard I clasped if he wasn't mine, it would have come off as well. However, no matter how far we go if he is our soul mate, it will definitely be reunited."

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