
...Everyone can say patient. However, not everyone can bear the pain behind the word patience. Patience is a wound that does not bleed and is not visible to the eye. But the wound can drain the tears and is able to destroy an innocent piece of heart....
Rachel laid her body on the bed. I hope his eyes are closed soon. He sleeps restlessly. Her thoughts still revolve around Andin, her husband's ex-lover.
Rachel stood by the glass, looking at the wet road from the rain that soaked the earth. Like the sky, so was Rachel's heart as she cried bitterly.
"O Allah, I may be strong, patient and strong when tested with hardships and problems. However, I am sure all women will be weak, fragile and broken, when tested with heart and feeling problems. She was able to smile in the crowd, but was unable to hide tears on her own" Rachel muttered to herself.
Farhan went into the room when the clock had shown him ten o'clock at night. He saw a dark room without light. The man thought Rachel had slept. However, as his feet grew into the room, he saw the shadow of his wife by the window.
Walking slowly, Farhan approached his wife. She hugged Rachel's body. It feels so bad if women are getting thinner.
"You haven't eaten yet, Chel?" ask Farhan.
"I'm not hungry!" replied Rachel.
"Don't wait for the new hungry to eat. You should get used to eating regularly so as not to become a disease."
"I'm sure my body is strong, Mom. I am not a weak woman. I've been used to being tested for hunger. I never even ate rice for two days. So I don't think my stomach is going to hurt" Rachel said.
Rachel recalled that when her parents had just died, she often held back hunger just by drinking water only if no neighbors gave food. Finally he tried to sell people's cakes in front of a rich High School.
There was a young man who often bought his cake and gave him more money. Sometimes the man gives his lunch to Rachel.
"Don't say that, Rachel. You have to keep eating. I'll get you some rice, okay?" ask Farhan.
"No need, Mom. I'mtired. I'd better get some sleep."
"Darling, can I ask for my rights?" whispered Farhan.
"Of course, Mas. Whenever and wherever you want, I as a wife must serve" said Rachel.
Farhan then climbed up his wife's body, and cut off all the clothes attached. And also his clothes.
After warming up, the man began to enter the core of his wife's body. Although Rachel works as a night woman, but she always takes care of her core so that she is always healthy and upset.
After reaching his peak and release, Farhan descends from his wife's body. Rachel wakes up and takes a shower to purify herself.
"Oh God, do I sin if I have a relationship with my husband without feeling. I only do everything on the basis of obligation. I don't want to play anymore. I don't want to get hurt any deeper" Rachel said softly.
After the shower, the woman came out of the room. He's headed for musala. To perform the evening prayer. Meanwhile, Farhan continued his sleep after taking a bath.
In the dim light, he prostrated himself to the creator. His heart felt very tired.
"Oh my God, I just want to be a strong woman. Although my life has always been in the face of tests and trials alternately. I just want to be a strong woman in accepting the destiny You wrote for me, although sometimes tired of it all. But I have to stay strong and patient. Strengthen me in every ordeal You give" said Rachel.
Her sleepy eyes made Rachel fall asleep on the prayer mat. Reno who woke up in the middle of the night, saw the woman who was asleep.
"Rachel, are you that little girl. I still remember your beautiful eyes. I'm sure it's you, the little girl that I've always missed" Reno muttered to herself.
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Good afternoon. Mama reminded me again, mama will choose 3 people who give the highest points at the end of the story, and will get a Pulse of 50k each. Thank ye.