
A twenty-eight-year-old young man set foot back in the homeland after almost seven years. Not much change on his face. But now there was no more warmth in the glare of his sharp eyes. His heart had been frozen from the wounds in the past that were still so deep in impact.
The man came home in a taxi. He didn't want anyone to pick him up at the airport. He did not even want to return to Indonesia if not for the request of the mother, because it could be the last request of the woman who had given birth to him.
"Kevin, mama misses you, son ...." Henny hugged her newly arrived son home longingly.
Kevin returned Henny's embrace. He felt his mother's body increasingly frail due to cancer that gnawed at him. They sit in the middle room. Other family members are at their work.
"In Singapore, don't any women attract you, son?" ask Henny expectantly.
"Nothing, Ma," replied Kevin briefly. Just came home already asked about women, he thought lazily.
"Then will Giselle, son? Mama fits him. His son is kind, often comes here to accompany mama."
"Ma, at that time Mama gave me a choice. I'm willing to be betrothed, or go to college abroad. I have chosen to study abroad. Why is it that now that I'm home Mama still wants to match me?" Kevin keeps his tone polite considering his mother who is in a severe pain.
Henny let out a breath that felt a little tight due to the mucus that started lodging in her lungs.
"Mama's old and sick, Kevin. I don't know when you can hold on. Your unmarried mother's child lives. Mama wants to see you get married and if God permits, take your grandchildren away from you .... When you were your age, Marvin had Enzo."
Kevin remained on his feet. He was not ready to open his heart to another woman. His old love story is too bitter to forget.
"You don't have to think about what you do. Mama's gonna be cured."
"If you don't get along with Giselle, you can meet other women. Mama's friends are also many whose daughters are not married."
"We'll say it next time, Ma. I'm gonna rest in the room."
Henny watched Kevin climb the stairs. The woman's face looked sad. He knew his son was trying to avoid the topic they were talking about. It's hard for him to believe. After all these years, his son's heart was still attached to the same woman.
Later that night, at a cafe Kevin met with his college friends while in Singapore first. Of course not the initiative of him, but from a woman who used to be so persistent in pursuing his love. Kevin never gave her hope, but the woman was always faithful to accompany him. In the end, they became close friends. Because tired of his love never returned, the woman decided to return to Indonesia leaving Kevin who was still busy pursuing his career in the land of lions.
"So your mama's gonna set you up, Vin?" said the woman was not happy. He has not stopped hoping for Kevin.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Just obey your mother's request. Don't let you regret it if it turns out this is his last request."
"But I'm not interested in connecting with any woman right now."
"How about just me?" The woman spoke her words in a joking tone, but her heart was hopeful.
"You?" kevin asked in surprise.
"Yes. You don't pretend you don't know that I've loved you all this time."
"Sorry, Lis. To be honest until now I only consider you as a friend."
The woman named Lisa held a tightness in her heart. However, he is used to Kevin's rejection of her. In fact, from the lips of the man he also knew in the heart of Kevin still stored the name of a woman from his past, although Kevin never wanted to tell who the woman was.
Lisa held Kevin's hand. He kept the man from pulling the hand that was in his grasp.
"You must learn to forget the past and look to the future. Lookatme. Here I am always ready to accompany you. It doesn't matter if you can't love me. I can wait until your heart opens for me."
Kevin looked at Lisa with worry. On the one hand he wants to make his mother happy and grant her request. But on the other hand he does not want to erase his love for the ex-lover. The man tried to find answers in his heart. Can she open her heart to Lisa? Can he forget about the woman who even just by saying her name has made his heart throb?
***
Jeany had just applied a soft pink lipstick on her lips. He looked at his reflection in the mirror and smiled. That's enough, he thought. Then he took the bag and went out of the room. Again he smiled because he saw the view on the sofa of his small living room.
"Kenny darling .... Let's get up, son." Jeany patted the boy's cheek gently. His son fell asleep while waiting for him to get ready to go to the office
The boy opened his eyes. "Kenny drowsiness, Ma ...," he lamented in an adorable voice but still forced himself to get up. He is an understanding child.
"Next to sleep in Mami Mita's place huh?"
Son nodded.
"Let's go now."
"Oh well my son is still sleepy apparently ...." Mita greeted Kenny warmly. He considered his best friend's son to be his own. Moreover, he has not been blessed with a baby at the age of his marriage which has stepped on the fourth year. My husband is also ready to go to the office.
"You go with Mas Pras, Jean. I'm afraid you're an office anyway" said Mita offering her best friend the umpteenth time.
"Engga, Mit. I don't want to show up at the office. I'm going alone." Jeany approached her son. "Yes, you go to work first, Kenny. According to Mami yes," he said, kissing the left and right cheeks of his son.
"Yes, Ma. Later come home with Kenny chocolate, which is like an egg ...." Kenny kissed her mother's cheek.
"Yes but Kenny can't be lazy to brush his teeth."
Kenny nodded his head in pleasure. The mother and son waved each other before parting all day. Mita shook her head looking at her stubborn but tough best friend. Shortly afterwards the husband also set out to drive a facility car from his office. After that, Mita invites Kenny into the house. In a few days his adopted son will start his new day as an elementary school student.
***
Prok prok prok ...!
The sound of applause accompanied the ring exchange procession that Kevin and Lisa had just done. Two photographers seemed busy capturing a beautiful moment that was only attended by close relatives. Henny smiled satisfied to see the son finally engaged to the woman of his choice.
A few days ago Henny was shocked when Kevin came home with a woman to introduce to her. The woman he knew while studying in Singapore. But he did not object to Kevin's choice. The woman graduated abroad and came from a fairly well-to-do family. Lisa is now a manager in her office. Much better than a woman who seven years ago had a romantic relationship with her son.
Kevin looked at the ring on the ring finger of his left hand. He hopes to make the right decision. For him it is better to be engaged to Lisa than with the choice of the mother who is not loved. He does not love Lisa, but at least he has felt quite comfortable with her.
"Kevin, it's time for you to go on with your company" Alan said after the engagement was over and the guests were home.
"Let's go, Pa. I'm still looking for knowledge and experience elsewhere."
The man refused to work for the family company. He has a pent-up desire for a career and become a successful man without the frills of the big name of the Wijaya family.
"Your experience has been a lot in Singapore. Or you work at Lisa's. The director's position there is now vacant because the current director has a heart attack. There's already a replacement candidate but papa would prefer you to replace."
"Yes, Kevin. Mom couldn't believe Lisa was working there. This must be a sign from God that you're a fool."
Lisa's parents also seemed happy with their daughter's engagement. It's a coincidence Alan, their potential owner, is the majority shareholder in the company where Lisa works.
"Kevin doesn't want to, Pa, Ma" said Kevin firmly. He felt he had pretty much obeyed his parents' wishes. The man did not want to be set up again for work issues.
"It's okay to work there later you guys get home from work can go on a date, Vin. Very similar to the mall," said Marvin.
"Yes, Vin, my office is strategically located. Many people dream of working there but not succeeding." Lisa also tried to convince the man who had just become her fiance.
"Where is the place?" kevin asked just for a little chat.
"In the Plaza Tower."
Instantly Kevin's memory takes him seven years ago, when he was at a pizza restaurant with a girl he loved dearly. The girl's voice was ringing in his mind.
It must be really cool if you can work in that building, so career woman, wear office clothes that look elegant ....
"I want to, Pa."
"Cie Cieee, what kind of job would you like to go on a date?" Jovina immediately teased him. He was happy that his brother had finally started a new chapter in his life.
"Then papa will immediately hold an Extraordinary GMS to take care of your appointment as director."
Everyone thought Kevin agreed to work there because of Lisa's influence. Kevin doesn't care about them. He is struggling with his own mind.
"Kevin, for your wedding, use the same WO as Marvin? It's proven good." Henny who most wanted her son to get married quickly could not wait to take care of everything.
"It's up to Mama and Lisa."
Lisa gave a happy smile. His heart was going to explode with happiness. Not in vain waiting all this time because soon he will marry the man of his tribe.
That night, Kevin couldn't sleep. His heart is not calm. He got up from his bed and opened the desk drawer. From inside the drawer he took out a box and took out its contents, an object that had always accompanied his days, treating his longing. He swiped affectionately on a gold necklace that he had redeemed seven years ago from a pawnshop.
After that he took his phone and opened an image he kept in a special folder. A photo of Jovina at Enzo's birthday party, the only picture of her with her ex. He looked at the photo for quite a while. His heart was back in pain.
Jean, maybe it's time I forgot about you ....