
The window glass on Vivian's left seemed to be the most interesting thing that made the woman continue to set her eyes there. No one knew that what he was looking at was not a row of buildings on the side of the road that they passed. Vivian's brain is projecting an event nine years ago when her love affair with Revan is new for corn.
"I'm going to school Vivian up high and not make life difficult for you!" Vivian who just came out of the room heard her mother rebuking Revan without mercy in the living room. "Make your own meal is still difficult how dare to invite girls people dating!"
Surprised, Vivian peeked to see Revan's face. He was even more surprised because the lover actually looks so calm and can still smile when answering the insults he received.
"Now I am still difficult, but soon I will be able to make Aunt's children happy." Revan's words made Vivian's feeling float. If Vivian had known at the time what caused Revan to be so confident, she would not have been foolishly amazed and loved the young man even more.
"After that, if there's any evidence! Pay for college just can't afford, what do you want to be! Maybe later my son you tell me to do bone slamming!" spray mama Vivian again with a real facial expression showing disgust.
Vivian immediately appeared and rebuked her mother. He does not accept the pride of the lover being trampled like a footwear cleaning cloth. "Ma! Why is it like Revan?!"
My mother's face was getting angry. He looked up and cursed his daughter. "Basic gobl*k! Child is useless! Being college in an expensive place instead of studying really even dating men is not clear!"
Vivian believes one hundred percent, the definition of male is not clear which is meant by her mother is very related to the material. But Vivian is not looking for a man from a rich family. Social status inequality will only be a time bomb ready to explode at any moment. He prefers men who love him, who are willing to fight with him to achieve happiness.
Over the course of several months of approach, Vivian has seen Revan's efforts to gain her status as her lover. The rejection from mama Vivian also did not make the young man tremble. Revan has never set foot in Vivian's home since the incident, but they often meet elsewhere.
The young man never objected to the dating destination chosen by Vivian. Revan willingly rode a motorcycle more than 120 kilometers to take Vivian to see the waterfall in Batu City. As Vivian said she wanted to see the lion, the young man unhesitatingly took her to a safari park located far outside the city.
Of course not every time his relationship with Revan is fine. As well as the sea water experiencing tides, their romance journey is also colored in a row. Revan often said the word break up when he was angry, often because he felt Vivian did not love him as much as his love for the woman.
"We broke up. He said love, but he didn't want to be kissed!"
Vivian recalled one of the moments when she was cut off by Revan. Unknowingly the corner of his lips lifted up forming a small smile, recalling his own innocence. At that time he was too nervous because Revan suddenly intended to kiss him. In the end he pushes Revan away, unintentionally using more power than he should.
The words breaking out from Revan's lips will usually be followed by the young man's disappearance for a few days. Vivian called it childish. The young man's unstable attitude had made Vivian anxious. But slowly he got used to it. No matter how severe their quarrels are, Revan will always come back to her.
Just like when Revan said goodbye to her before leaving for years. "I'm doing this for our future. If all this is done, I'll be right back and proposing to you." The young man promised while pinning a silver ring bearing an imitation jewel on the ring finger of his left hand. The silver ring Vivian later found out was a white gold ring with a real diamond stone.
Six years after that Revan actually came back to propose to her. However the young man had become a different figure, which Vivian had actually never expected.
***
There was a rumbling sound from the hull that had not been filled for a long time. The past daydreams of Vivian dating Revan were stalled by the embarrassing voice coming out of her stomach. Vivian's eyes glanced at the husband who was fully concentrating on driving, not even turning to her.
She has really changed, Vivian thought sadly as she closed her eyes. In the past Revan would be the most chatty and forced person so found Vivian late to eat for a while. Revan doesn't seem to care about him. Vivian sighed inwardly while remaining closed.
The constant movement of the car on the highway makes Vivian's tired body feel swung. He overslept. When he woke up, the car he was riding in was no longer moving. Revan is not next to him either. After prying his eyes several times and watching the building before him, he realized their car was stopped in the parking lot of a Chinese restaurant, with the car engine left to stay on.
Another thing Vivian remembers when she and Revan were dating. The man never wanted to eat anywhere. Cleanliness becomes very important when they choose where to eat. Vivian lamented her insensitivity. He should have realized at that time, that the lifestyle of the lover was very different from him.
The door next to the driver's seat was opened from the outside. Revan came in and placed the parcel he was holding on the back seat. The smell of food immediately spread in the car. Liur Vivian almost dripped. Suddenly he felt very hungry.
Entering the house, their housekeeper was already nowhere to be seen. Supatmi has a habit of sleeping fast. Vivian also chose to go straight to sleep. His hunger was replaced by anger at being ignored by Revan.
"Eat first" said Revan briefly to prevent Vivian from going up to the room. The woman obeyed him.
They went to the dining room and took turns washing their hands. Vivian moves the food inside the package onto the plate. Apparently Revan bought crab corn soup and fried kwetiaw. A warm feeling spread in Vivian's heart. Her husband bought her favorite food.
The two ate while sitting opposite. Feeling touched by Revan's attention, Vivian decided to lower her prestige a little. She talked to her husband even though they were still in a state of cold war. "Thank you for buying my favorite food" he said with a sincere smile.
Revan looked flinched. He looked at his wife with a mocking face. "Don't ge-er. I really want corn soup."
"Oh," said Vivian not to hide her disappointment. "I don't think you used to like corn soup."
"My throat is not good because of cigarette smoke, I want to eat fruitful."
Vivian's hand gripped her spoon firmly. "Sorrys. My dad was a heavy smoker. You should have avoided."
"Funny yes," said Revan suddenly smiling sinisterly and staring intently at Vivian. "Two years married, I just found out that my father-in-law was a heavy smoker and a drunkard."
"Yeah, I should have told you a story. So that you don't marry me," Vivian replied fiercely.
A pair of black eyes Revan gave a disappointed look at Vivian. "What else did you not tell me about your family?"
Vivian immediately put down the spoon she was holding and pushed her plate away. "I was full" he said, then stood up.
His feet left the dining room. But on the doorstep that separated the dining room with the living room, Revan's sentence sounded so shocking.
"From tomorrow I move into an apartment."
Vivian turned her body. "Moved? Why?" exacting.
"Because we're getting a divorce. We better not stay in one more house. Tomorrow my lawyer will file our divorce in court. I hope you can work together so that everything goes well."
Revan said his entire sentence very calmly, as if a divorce meant nothing to him, as if he could not wait to part with Vivian immediately.
Vivian's eyes suddenly felt poignant and wet. He went up to his room without saying anything. When climbing the stairs, the tears were allowed to roll down. For him it was okay to shed tears, as long as no one was looking.
In the room he pondered, recalling the painful words that came out of his papa's mouth each night, which the man said after chugging a few bottles of beer.
Vani chick s*ndal! Pregnant with that jerk! He's not my son! Until whenever I don't want to accept him as my son!
Vivian blinked and tears rolled back down her cheeks. He thought about the husband. Will things get better if he tells Revan everything from the beginning?