One Night's Mistakes (Love's Wrong)

Best Road

Jeany ended her working hours a little longer than usual. He had to wait for the afternoon shift cashier who arrived late. After picking up the helmet and jacket in the employee's locker, the girl stepped out quickly from the back door of the restaurant, not wanting to make her regular motorcycle wait any longer.

But arriving at the place he was usually picked up, who was waiting for him was not a motorcycle taxi driver. A handsome young man who always filled his heart and mind stood there with a stiff face.

"That's Jeany coming out. I'll go home first, Kevin. Go, Jean!" Pramusaji named Ririn was walking towards his motorcycle parked on the side of the restaurant.

"Kevin, what are you doing here?"

It's not that Jeany wasn't happy to meet Kevin. The girl was only worried about the condition of her lover who she thought had not recovered.

"Fetch you. Come on!" Kevin pulls Jeany's hand towards his car.

"You drive? Is it the doctor that you're driving?"

Kevin doesn't ignore it. He concentrated on driving his car. The young man looked ahead, while occasionally looking at the rearview mirror if he wanted to move lanes. He seems very careful.

"Cock us here?" After being quiet, Jeany protested against Kevin because the young man had taken his car into the apartment complex.

Kevin never asked Jeany questions. He got out of his car and walked around to the door next to Jeany. After opening the door, Kevin slightly pulled Jeany into following him.

"Vin, what's the matter here?"

Kevin stopped his steps and looked. "You're so chatty anyway?"

Jeany was stunned to hear Kevin's reply. The young man seemed to realize that he had spoken, he rubbed his face once and exhaled before saying a short, "sorry."

Because Kevin's mood was not good, Jeany did not ask again. He went where the young man took him. They went into an apartment. This is the fifth time Jeany has come to this place. The girl looked around the apartment. He realized, that's where Kevin should live, not in a stuffy narrow room.

"Where's your head, Vin?" Jeany was forced to start a conversation because Kevin just kept it quiet. They sat on the sofa for a long time.

"It's better."

"There's no bleeding?"

"Still."

"Trus why are you running around?"

Kevin gave a sharp look at Jeany before replying. "Malley? I'm like this because I want to see you! But it turns out I'm the only one who feels bad." The young man's face looked disappointed.

"I don't miss it. But you should take care of your condition, don't drop anymore!"

"I'm healthy!" argue Kevin.

"What's healthy? The bleeding is still there, right?"

"Udah better. If you can't afford an outpatient."

"Why are you sick, Vin? You don't remember in the movies yesterday you passed out?" Jeany is really angry at the moment.

"Who is huddling? I keep taking the medicine. Just fitting there was a chance out my mama mumpung not at home, I immediately go find you."

"Geez, Vin ...." Jeany was desperate. "You'd better treat it in Singapore"

"What did you say?"

"You're on medication in Singapore."

"You want us to never see you again?"

Jeany didn't answer because her phone was ringing. Randy called.

"Hello? Yeah, Ran, I'll just go home. I told you that I was taking kos." The girl saw Kevin. "Vin, I'll go home first. You also go straight home."

Kevin's lips thinned as he clenched his jaw. A flash of anger emanated from the look in the young man's eyes. He got up and noiselessly pulled Jeany's hand. Kevin's hand checks are very strong. The girl was unable to snicker as Kevin led her into the room and locked the door.

"What do you want?" ask Jeany with concern. He saw a strange twist on Kevin.

Not answering, Kevin pushed Jeany down on her back on the bed. He trapped the girl's tiny body under his own. His left hand held both of Jeany's hands that he held together above the girl's head, while his other hand had swayed Jeany's side body in an up and down motion. The girl felt Kevin's breath begin to hunt.

"The vin! You're nothing!"

"Why? Didn't you just say anything to Randy after you didn't want to do me the same again?"

"Dear your mouth! You think I'm a girl?!" Jeany snarled at the young man.

"You think I don't know? During my time in the hospital you met Randy almost every day, right? You said it!"

"But not as you think!" Jeany often took her time for Randy because she was afraid that the young man might be depressed.

"Then what was it like? Why was he in your room that night?"

"He ... he's sick."

"What pain?"

Unable to answer, Jeany turned her face which was staring at Kevin fiercely. "That's better you ask her yourself."

Seeing that, Kevin interpreted it as an expression of people caught making mistakes. He clutched his hand to Jeany. "You're really upsetting me, Jean. I thought you were a good girl. It must be Randy's charm that's hard for you to resist, hm?"

Jeany's heart seemed to be sliced to hear her own lover insult her. "Take me off!! Lepasin!! I want to go home!!" In a fit of anger Jeany exerted all her strength to free herself. "Hmmphh!"

The young man kissed her forcibly. Kevin is so hurt by jealousy that he wants to take it out on the girl who caused the pain to exist. Jeany did not feel the slightest hint of tenderness in Kevin's fondling. Every touch of the young man's lips made him feel pain.

The soft sound that came out of Jeany's lips even made Kevin more lustful. He even dared to squeeze the chest of the girl. Jeany raised his leg wanting to kick Kevin, but he lost quickly. Kevin's legs have locked his movements. But the young man grew increasingly violent because of Jeany's resistance. Roughly he pulled the front of the girl's clothes until the buttons came off.

Looking at Jeany's hidden body, Kevin could no longer tell the difference between anger and lust. He buried his face in the chest of the girl and smeared every inch of her smooth skin, deliberately making the originally white skin turn reddish.

"Dammit!! You're a jerk, Vin!!" The girl was crying. Kevin treated her like she was a woman with no self-esteem.

With a breath of breath Kevin raised his head to answer the girl's curse. "You made me this way!" his yell.

Kevin's hand moved quickly to remove all of Jeany's clothes. The body that was not covered by a thread was shaking violently because it would be raped a second time. The young man took his pants down. As Kevin kissed her back, Jeany bit the young man's lips hard.

"Gram!!"

The pain on his lips made Kevin pull his body which overstretched Jeany. Fresh blood dripped from his mouth. He wiped the corners of his lips with the back of his hand, ignoring the bitter thick substance that was thrusting into his senses.

Jeany was still trembling violently, lying naked with tears flooding her face. On the girl's lips was also a trace of Kevin's blood. At that moment, Kevin also realized from his madness.

"Jean, I don't mean .... Sorry, Jean!" Kevin stretched out his hand.

The boy froze on the spot. He turned his face away as Jeany got up and picked up her scattered clothes. Despite seeing Jeany's body, Kevin felt he should give the girl some privacy. He himself corrected the position of his pants that sagged.

"We broke up, Vin. I'm tired of being this way." Jeany said with a tired face after wearing her clothes that now can no longer be buttoned.

Kevin automatically shook his head. "Son, Jean, I don't want to break up! Please forgive me! I was just khilaf! We've been through a lot until now, where can you say breaking up is that easy!" The young man pleaded with teary eyes.

"But I'm tired, Vin. Ever since I knew you I've always had insults. I'm not strong anymore."

"Please don't say surrender, Jean! I beg! I can't break up with you!" Kevin clasped Jeany's hand.

"Your mom doesn't approve either. We won't be happy."

"I can get out of the house like I used to! For your sake I can stay with my family!!"

"And life's hard like it was?"

Jeany's face was sinister when she said that. Feeling hit, Kevin took off his hand which was holding the girl.

"What do you mean? You can't stand living hard on me?"

" .... Consider it so."

A bitter smile was present on Kevin's face, representing his mood at that moment. What he had feared had really happened.

"You're right. I really have nothing. Then go to the person who can make you happy."

***

"Finally you mutusin to go home to the village, Ran."

Jeany looked meaninglessly at the grass in her boarding yard. Another farewell must be experienced. After many times forged sadness, maybe now the girl's heart is shapeless.

"Yes, Jean. It's time for me to be filial with my parents, while there's still age." Randy was silent for a moment. "They must be in great shock that their children are not coming home with achievements instead of carrying diseases" he continued, laughing at himself.

"May-may you not be thumped yes, Ran."

"Gue mending was thumped instead of being told to guard the store." The young man shuddered to imagine the thing he disliked the most when he was in his hometown.

"So the store is delicious especially the own store. You are not grateful!"

"Haha yes yes. How about Kevin? You really broke up with her?"

"Yes." Yeah." The girl's face seemed to dim.

"Lo's so disappointed that I don't want to forgive him? But until now I still have a hard time believing the boy turned out to be very excited yah ckckck ...."

"Reluctant, but that's not what I asked to break up. I want him to go to Singapore until he recovers. If still in Indonesia I fear he will continue to max himself like that time."

"But are you ready to lose him?"

"Too stay like this too sooner I'll lose him. I don't want him to be okay, Ran ...." Jeany said to weld. "I also don't want to miss him from his family."

"It's not you who misahin him from his family, but nyokapnya himself."

"Do you think I'm more entitled to Kevin than his own mother?"

"Hmm once in a while selfish a gapapa times, Jean."

The girl looked up as if she remembered something.

"Lo know not, I used to watch Titanic before Rose. Why did he let Jack freeze in the cold sea? If I were him I would make Jack to go up the board, no matter how. Why do I live if the person I love has to go forever ...."

Instead of feeling overwhelmed by Jeany's story, Randy laughed out loud. "Haha! So you want to know the love story of Kevin and Rose and Jack in the movie Titanic?"

"Just an example, Ran, an example .." replied the girl resentfully.

"Hahaha yes ...." Randy rubbed the corner of his watery eyes from laughing. "Kevin was lucky to get his love. If I hadn't gotten HIV, Jean, I wouldn't have let you."

"It's important you don't give up on your life."

"Yes thanks to lo. Thanks for giving me the spirit of life." Randy said sincerely.

"Together."

"Lo sure you can live without Kevin?"

"I lived without him before."

"Lo is a strong girl. Can you hug one last time, Jean? But if you don't want a gap. Maybe you are afraid of the fear. Although HIV is not transmitted through hugs anyway ...." Randy spoke at length to cover up his fear of rejection.

"Yes I know."

Randy then spread out both hands. His lips smiled, but his eyes could not lie. Jeany knew the young man still felt devastated despite trying hard. The girl goes into Randy's arms and sheds her tears on the young man's chest, knowing after this their lives will no longer be the same.

"Kalo to Bali stop by the country yes, ntar I take a tour around. At that time I was alive ...."

"Surely, Ran. You must live long and live well."

From inside the taxi, a young man saw the two people hugging warmly. His chest felt tight but he accepted it steadfastly. Maybe it's the best, he thought bitterly. He had inflicted too deep a wound on the girl. "Jalan aja, sir," he told the taxi driver.

Arriving at home, the mother nagged him at length for leaving again without saying goodbye.

"Does mom have to lock you in the room so you can't get out? You didn't hear? The doctor said your nerves are important if you crumble again. You could be paralyzed or in a coma or even die, Kevin!"

Kevin just sat quietly with a blank look. Seeing that Henny let out her breath.

"Forgot that woman. He already has Randy. Follow Mama, we'll treat your bleeding in Singapore, son?"

"Take care of Mama."

Henny did not expect her son would agree straight away. He didn't waste any more time.

"Then you want to ask the doctor to prepare a medical procedure for you to go to Singapore." Henny approached her son who still looked lifeless. "Mama's glad you finally realized that she's not good for you."

Kevin nodded slowly. "He's not the one who's not good for me. I'm not good enough for him, Ma ...."

That day for the first time Henny witnessed her son crying bitterly over a girl. He also felt pain. But his heart was too hard to give up. For him, this is the best way. He believes Kevin will be able to forget about Jeany and find a better replacement.