Not Same Again

Retreating

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* * *

'' honey, I'm going to Han's house ?'' nana said when Bian just came out of the bathroom.

Bian stopped his steps, looked at his beautiful wife while blowing his breath violently .

Though last night he felt that he had enough to talk about Han.

But early in the morning Nana was back to mention it again.

'' why do you want to go there ? '' his gaze clearly implied dislike towards Nana who was walking towards him .

'' just a regular visit, aja . I didn't see his mother either. Yeah, that's sort of a silahturahmi. Once we knew our son ''

'' must be, yes ? And if you go, what do I do ? ''

'' em.... ''

'' ... ''

'' how are you going ? Want, don't you ? Um ? ''

Bian shook his head as Nana stopped right in front of him. Nana raised her face, looked at Bian and smiled gently .

Thank goodness he didn't want to come. Nana further widened her smile as she raised her hand and placed it on her husband's bare chest. Then his fingers began to play on the surface of the skin .

'' I promise it won't be long ''

Bian turned his face away.

He saw Dion sitting opposite the breakfast that had just been delivered into the room .

'' if Dion comes with mama go, papa trus himself, dong ? '' Bian looked at his son with a clear face.

'' papa said Dion on the sidelines of his mouth chewing food.

Bian shook his head by putting on a resigned look. He then walked to the bed to put on the clothes Nana had prepared on the bed.

Nana following .

It was in the lyrics that Dion was seen enjoying his breakfast .

Safe. Inner .

'' dear Nana wrapped her hands around Bian's waist.

The man lowered his head, slightly bowing while also wrapping his hands around Nana's waist .

'' bole, huh ? '' said Nana pitched spoiled.

Bian looked at her fixedly, then even closer to meeting their lips.

Nana welcomes him and their lips begin to intertwine. While the hand that had been on the waist, now slumped down to the chunk of the wife's buttocks and squeezed it.

'' even though I plan to leave Dion to Brother Cecil. Let me be satisfied all day with you whispered in Nana's right ear and dragged down her taste senses to the neck .

Nana squirms amusedly.

But suddenly he pushed Bian's body.

The unprepared Bian almost toppled over .

He saw Nana with widened eyes staring towards the mouth of the room. He also reflexes widening eyes .

I don't know when Dion was standing there.

Dion was silent expressionlessly.It seemed to see what they had just done.

- -

Finally, after Nana continued to wash to be allowed to Han's house, with a heavy heart Bian also allowed him to leave.

'' makasi, dear Nana said with a smile.

He looks so happy. Bian is just the opposite.

Sent by Mr. Tole, Nana and Dion leave Bian alone.

* * *

In the house that Nana was heading to.

It looked as if Han who was preparing was leaving.

He who had heated his vehicle, looked in wonder at the familiar car that stopped in front of his house.

Nana and Dion came out of it.

'' kok ? Tumben's here ? '' Han greeted with a shrunken forehead. Because Nana just visited her residence.

'' gapapa. I've never been here. I want to meet your mother. Wants silahturahmi ''

'' mom is not home anymore. Again at Laras' house.

Ordinary kangen grandchildren ''

Nana mangosteen. How fortuitous. Visiting is just a pretext.

Because the real purpose of coming to Han's house is to meet and talk to his best friend.

There are things that since last night continue to haunt his mind and he wants to tell Han.

Han offers Nana in. But Nana refused with the reason uncomfortable if there were only the two of them inside.

Han who understood, then invited him to sit on a plastic chair on the porch of the house.

'' it seems like the time of my arrival is not right.

Your mother doesn't exist. And you too are willing to go, huh ? ''

Han nodded in confirming. Because Nana already knew about him and Cecilia then she did not hesitate to tell if last night should be, she and Cecilia did their first date.

But because of the rain, it did not happen.

And in exchange he will take Bian's older sister away today .

'' Han, are you the same brother Cecili uda soan ? ''

Han bergeming . Nana breathes .

'' so, he hasn't gotten you an answer yet ?'' Nana raised the volume of her voice. Somehow he was upset because Cecilia seemed to give false hope to Han.

Han frowned. Astonished at once did not understand what the question Nana meant .

Nana breathed again. This time it was longer .

'' then don't go see her again Nana said, getting serious .

'' ... ''

'' did you tell him that you used to like me ? ''

'' ... '' The look on his face instantly turned flat.

Nana shook her head to find such Han's expression. Miris. Why a man as good as Han should be treated unfairly by fate.

Does he have no right to feel happiness with the woman he loves?

Be quiet for a while. Nana was thinking, where to start, how to explain to Han so that this man would understand what he was going to say.

'' Han . Do you know why he still hasn't given you an answer when he uda ngaku if he also has the same feelings as you ? ''

'' why is it ? Isn't that enough to be considered that we're starting a relationship ?

Do I still need another answer ? ''

'' ck '' You are really huh ?

It means he doubts Han.

He doesn't believe your feelings yet ''

'' if that's not it, I should try to make him believe so that he no longer doubts me ? ''

'' in what way ? Forcing him to give an answer ?

Or chasing the rich bego people ? ''

'' if I have to, I will do it so that he can believe that my feelings for him are sincere ''

'' ck. ck. ck '' Nana shook her head in disbelief. Han was completely infatuated with Cecilia.

But why should her sister-in-law ? !! Nana screamed in her heart.

Nana took a deep breath and slowly exhaled. He should calm down.

'' Han, I'm saying this because I care about you.

...

Cecilia knows that you are not just my best friend, but also once liked, even invited me to marry.

I think that's why he hesitates to accept you even though in reality he likes you too ''

'' did Bian tell her ? ''

Nana nodded.

" you said once, you feel you have a lot in common in some ways with Bian.

So I guess, you know. What's Bian like to the woman in his family, right ? "

" ... "

" it won't be easy for you, Han.

Just like Cecilia, Bian can't believe that your feelings are sincere with his sister.

She's sure ', the reason why you helped and cared so much about me is because you still have a taste for me "

Han nodded.

From the beginning he felt there must be something why Bian wanted to make friends and even make him a believer in DSL.

And it seems like it is just being used. So that Bian can continue to monitor and know the news of Nana at that time.

Han doesn't blame Bian . If he were in that man's position, he would definitely do the same.

Han then pulled out his phone.

Nana who noticed immediately held him back, just as she was about to make a call to Cecilia.

Han looked questioningly. And Nana replied by shaking slowly.

" i'm not gonna ask you to believe what I'm gonna say.

Because I'm not sure if this way will work or not.

But at least consider it "

Nana looks so convincing. Making only a confinement of his intention to contact Cecilia. He locked and returned the phone to its original location. Then he said he was ready to listen and listen.

* * *

Said we were told to go to Miss Cecil's place . Mister uda went there first" said Mr. Tole conveying exactly like the message his new employer's husband sent five minutes ago.

" yes, uda sir if that's "

The car was driven to its destination.

Arriving there, Nana saw Cecilia who looked neat as if she was going to leave.

Nana looked at pity. Because she knew, Cecilia looked like that surely because she was preparing to go on a date with Han.

Unfortunately, it did not.

Just look at the look on his overlapping face holding back the disappointment while trying to look like normal.

Nana is concerned about their relationship.

" i want to take Dhion jhalan-jhalan, bole "to Nana.

The beautiful looking woman with black jeans and a maroon sleeveless shirt bent over and spoke to Dion.

After persuading 'em, Dion was finally willing to go alone with him. And just in case. Mr. Tole also came to take them and accompany them.

Stay Nana and Bian in a room that is not only there is a living room, bedroom and bathroom only . But it is equipped with a kitchen and also a drying room.

Nana took off her slipper and climbed onto the sofa then lay down.

' bruk' Bian dropped sitting on the side of Nana's head.

Nana raised her position until her head was in the lap of her husband.

'' how is his mother ? '' bian asked as he stroked Nana's hair.

'' her mother was at Laras' house ''

'' so it was just the same with Han ? ''

'' there is Dion.

There's Mr. Tole also waiting in the car.

I didn't go into his house either.

We talked in the light of ''.

'' what is chatting ? ''

''... ''

'' dear ''

'' Han said he wouldn't force it if you doubted him.

So he'll back off and won't bother Cecil again ''

'' really ? Why all of a sudden ?

Did Cecil refuse him ? ''

'' no. But I asked him to give up before his feelings for Brother Cecil deepened ''

'' he just thinks of you ? It seems like he still has a taste for you ''

Nana got up from her bed. Then look at Bian .

'' I don't know how to convince you and Cecil if Han really doesn't feel the same way.

Han is the same.

Although the frothy mouth spoke, it would all be in vain if you still refused to believe him.

So I advise him to back off before getting hurt more than this.

Han is a good man. He deserves to be happy.

So I convinced him. If he could definitely forget Cecil's brother and find someone who wouldn't doubt him in any way .

Especially the heart ''

Bian.

What Nana said is true.

If only what Han used to like instead of his wife, of course he would not mind his brother being in a relationship with Han.

* * *

At the same time but in a different place.

Two women are in a dilemma.

Both are equally anxious because of uncertain feelings.

Han because he canceled a promise to meet the idol. Whereas Cecilia because of Han suddenly canceled the appointment .

Although he initially hesitated, but he could not deny if he was happy when Han asked him out for a date.

* sorry, Cecil. I think our plans today should be cancelled *

Han's message a moment ago. Cecilia was obviously disappointed.

Moreover, Han canceled the appointment without any reason.

And until now, Han no longer sent him messages.

Though he was very hopeful and prepared from the morning by polishing his appearance as best as possible.

That's why he took Dion out. Hoping to play with the ponakan can be a little comforting his tangled mood.

It didn't feel like two hours Cecilia and Dion were on the playground . Dion, who could not stay away from her mother, asked to go home.

Cecilia was helpless. So he obeyed it.

They went home after lunch first.

Until the night is over . No word from Han.

Cecilia felt her heart throbbing pain every time she checked her phone to see if there were incoming messages she might have missed or not heard.

But that is only his hope.

Don't come like her promise to ask her out on a date. Han didn't call at all. Not even sending him a message.

Cecilia was really successful frustratingly.

I think he wants to be angry. It was unacceptable for Han to treat her like this after declaring love for her.

The night is getting late. Cecilia was still in a dilemma about Han not contacting her.

Cecilia felt empty. Like something was missing.

* * *

Monday morning.

Bian, who will welcome the arrival of new DSL residents, looks to be in front of the welcome door.

Cecilia was standing next to him.

But the Han that should exist, is invisible .

Until the suamah friendly event was over with the lunch, Han was not even seen the trunk of his nose.

Cecilia and Bian began to wonder . Where did that man go. Why not come to work ?

Did something happen to her family ? If, yes. Why not tell me ?

Called unappointed. Sent the message, let alone reply, read it not.

After everything was done, the two were surprised by the arrival of a courier who delivered an envelope containing Han's resignation letter.

Two siblings were surprised.

They leave DSL and go to the hotel to meet Nana.

'' me ? Why me ? '' asked Nana when Bian asked her to call his best friend.

'' who knows if you're the one who called, he'll pick her up ''

Nana gave Breath.

He grabbed the phone lying on the table and immediately made a call to Han.

' the number you are going to is inactive or out of range - ' the voice of the operator replied.

Be quiet for a while.

'' why ? '' Nana looked at the two people who looked dazed.

The two people in front of him were trembling as they were struggling with their own thoughts.

'' wouldn't you say he quit his job ? ''

...

'' I don't care if he wants to stop.

But he should have come and said it directly . Not gone suddenly rich gini explained Bian .

Nana nodded, knowing what her husband was thinking.

Bian must be relieved because Han now will no longer approach his brother. But on the other hand, guilt will surely also strike and fill his heart.

He knows what Bian is like. His heart was too soft and he could never hate someone.

Moreover, the person has never hurt and has done many good things for him.

'' Han won't come. Because he can't meet Cecil's brother.

In fear of his intention to retreat later faltered again if he saw Brother Cecil ''

Cecilia freezes.

He had never felt this way before. His heart and mind suddenly felt empty. There's nothing left but a name. Han.

'' he felt that he had misplaced his heart by falling in love with Cecil.

And he realized, if it won't be easy to convince you .

Even before he tries to convince you, you have shown an attitude of refusing to believe him.

That's why he chose to resign.

He's enough to get hurt.

He just hoped that, maybe by going and deciding on all the things related to me, he could find his happiness. Without fear of the past.

That way no one will be sanctioned and hesitant to accept it "