Not Same Again

Slap each other

Don't be in a hurry, everything that will end with you will not go wrong in distance.

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And now maybe I'm at some point aware that without them leaving is okay.

I'm used to this kind of thing. Right, the remaining self that is now still there and still survive.

That doesn't need a place

stop by to rest

tired, also do not need to go home when you feel something is gone.

Just need yourself to stay

although I often

have the desire to give up and stop holding on.

(Ding dong, Ding dong) bell house

"Ivan has guests!!" sena shouted from her daydream at the dining table as she remembered Ivan seemed to be around the front room.

"Yes, this is the door" replied Ivan with a slight shout that had arrived at the main door.

"Sister Leo!!" ivan was a little surprised.

How not, it's been a long time since he finished graduation leaving and now just back.

"St!!!! Don't yell boy!"said Leo a little annoyed at the junior of his spare.

"Sister where the hell is! I swear I can't guess what big brother's gonna be!" Said Ivan imagining how the fate of his senior if met with Sena.

Didn't they split up without knowing anything, indeed the time was a little more complicated so it was a little natural to suddenly return.

"Where is it?" ask Leo slowly.

"There's in the dining room anyway, don't know what day it's been almost an hour he's there but nothing!" exclaim Ivan.

"Why are you here at night?" ask Leo wonder.

"So, a lot of things have happened since you left and you're not here. So, it takes time to tell everything!" ivan was a little upset.

"I used to samperin Sena!" Leo stepped into the dining room while Ivan was already following him from behind.

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"Still the same, after almost a year over this. He was still like before, looking very good, healthy and even looking the happiest. He is the most agile and clever at pretending. He's the best mask I've ever seen. For some reason, looking at it from an angle like this made me feel so bitter and devastated. How can I cut it off for him? I guess by giving him space he'll be good and change more, but I failed to be a big brother figure for him," said Leo from the corner of the dining room with his presence that is not realized by the object that is the topic at this time. Yes, Leo is back now unbeknownst to him again the same when he left back then.

Leo's gaze was a little blurry as his slightly teary eyes looked at the scene that had always been the same from a few years ago.

"Always like that, he spends his days!" said Ivan next to him who is also dissolved in their view now.

"What about Om?" Leo asked considering that Sena's father had always been back for a while.

"Even, since then. He never came back either!" ivan replied weakly considering how stubborn the girl was in their sight now.

"Yes God. How selfish of me!" exclaim Leo.

It turned out that his decision left him at that moment was a little wrong.

"Dad!" call Leo with a warm smile.

There was no answer just the silent gaze he got.

There was no smile, no meaning in the eyes.

"Why?" asked Sena coldly.

"I'm not back!" leo smiled loosely.

"Sister Leo is back!" added Ivan enthusiastically.

"Hm, come sit down!" bring Sena who is smiling a little.

"Lo don't want to hug me?" ask Leo annoyed.

"Heheh-yeah here is our embrace!" said Sena who came back to Leo and hugged him.

"We will never find the same happiness in a different figure, everyone has a warm hug each, has his own comfortable shoulders.

Therefore, the one that is lost cannot be replaced by many that come, "the inner Sena in the arms of Leo whom he has considered a brother or sister now.

"How are you?" asked Leo who was still comfortable hugging his sister.

"Gue's fine, brother!" sena shouted in her arms.

"Hm, it's always the same. Go gapapa!" exclaiming Leo let out a rough breath, he knew very well the figure he was holding right now.

"Aren't you eating?" ask Sena who has taken off first the hug.

"Yet. It was his intention to eat together so big brother hunted here!" exclaim Leo smile.

"We're eating again!" exclaim Ivan who was busy preparing materials in the kitchen joined all the dining room.

"You guys ate?" leo asked a little glumly.

"Udah was," replied Sena

"Where is aunt? I don't usually think I will!" exclaim Leo.

"Reverse the village, there's more business!" exclaim Sena.

"Yes, quick. Uh Deck, Ivan's been living here?" ask Leo.

"Hm, he's already my bitch." replied Sena.

"Can't you?" ask Leo wonder.

"Can dong!" replied Sena who had approached Ivan in the kitchen.

"My parents are divorced! And Papa Reza wants me to be a part of this family!" honestly Ivan smiled meaningfully.

"Lo doesn't have to talk about that cake!" said Sena with an angry face.

"Father. Brother Leo deserves to know!" Ivan Seru.

"Okay, from now on you have to be a submissive child, don't cake him!" Said Leo insinuating.

"Gue is lazy to fight big brother seriously!" replied Sena glanced.

"Yes, good cooking. My sister is hungry!" leo exclaimed while shuffling the hair of the two boys according to his vision now because between Sena and Ivan were both short.

That is the reality, sometimes those who continue to exist and together with us do not guarantee they will remain.

They will leave in the end too.

And in a way, never blame those who go and leave because they are also part of the victims of the demands of the destiny.

All right, everything that happens has its continuation at the next level. So whatever way they go if they're meant to be here they'll come back.

So as well as how strong they are from some to survive, if it is not intended to be around, they will also leave in time.

It's all about time.

_12 August. 2021