Not Same Again

Not Same Again
Traitors



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'' Haaannn.


' kreeettt's 'the door that is rarely locked is open.


Ratih, a woman who is now 50 years old walked into the room of her son who is still single .


Even at the age of 28 years, Han until now has never brought a woman to be introduced as a lover . Han seemed to close himself, after the heartbreak left Nana married.


I don't know because I haven't forgotten Nana or the trauma. The coach is not sure why. But as a mother, Ratih is of course concerned.


On the one hand he was proud of Han's responsibilities that had been tirelessly working for him and Laras . For Riska, who is now four years old.


But on the other hand, he hopes that the child meets someone in order to pick up his own happiness.


Ratih sighed . Every time he remembered his son who seemed to not care about his future, Ratih was so thoughtful.


How not. Even Laras is now married .


Shortly after completing his studies, Laras who also worked at the same place with his brother met a man and continued to establish a special relationship.


Although initially hesitant, but Ratih and Han did not want to oppose when the man who also worked in the same place and in the same part with Laras expressed his intention to marry Laras.


Neither Han nor Ratih chose.


It's just that they strongly consider the status of the man who is single while Laras has had children out of wedlock .


This made Han and Ratih worried as well as worried.


But Laras and the man who has now become her husband managed to convince 'if they will not disappoint and will be responsible for their life choices.


They promise to live happily and will never ignore Riska.


- -


'' Han, wake up son. Uda at eight o'clock Ratih sat on the bed, stroking the mound of blankets that covered the entire body of his eldest son.


Han squirming. The blanket was busy, revealing his face with half-opened eyes.


'' huaaaaammm.morning bu ''s greeting Han beginning with a wide yawn .


Ratih smiled and replied to Han's greeting.


'' he said he wanted to bring your boss to Jakarta, right ?


Buruan sana took a shower, said Ratih as he stood up and pulled the blanket and folded it . Then proceed with cleaning the other side of her son's bed.


Han also forced his lazy body to wake up, then dragged a step towards the bathroom.


" the boss ? " Han chuckled little considering who the 'boss' mother meant .


It's been the fourth year since he decided to accept Bian's offer.


Han now works at a guesthouse owned by her best friend's husband in Bandung . Who inevitably makes him have to move by bringing with him his mother, sister and father.


But not as a driver like the work he has always done.


Han is now one of Bian's confidants who not only acts as a watchdog .But also manage the guesthouse .


Just like DSL in Jakarta.


Damai Senior Living Bandung, so the name of the nursing home specifically for the elderly who come from the middle and upper class is known.


The concept and how it works is more or less the same as DSL in Jakarta where it works first.


But Han is not alone in handling his work.


It's Cecilia. Bian's older sister, who has been his coworker for a year.


And since the arrival of Cecilia, Han took one step back and chose to limit himself.


He also behaves like a subordinate to the superior. Because after all Cecilia is Bian's older sister who is the owner of her current workplace.


- -


'' early in the morning, Cecil greeted Han to Bian's sister who was three years older than him.


'' phagi jugha, Han reply Cecilia with her special accent.


Han, who was sitting on the steering wheel, was seen glancing at Cecilia who had already sat down beside her.


He remembered it when he first met Cecilia.


At that time, he and Alika came to pick up Elisabeth . His guardian is Cecilia.


'' khita is moving now ? '' Cecilia broke her daydream.


Han nodded.


It had been a year and they had met almost every day, but Han and Cecilia still felt awkward for each other.


Like there's a distance between them.


Maybe because they never once engaged in another conversation other than discussing the subject of work.


Or because both of them are always nervous when alone like now.


Han had refrained from smiling.


The reason is, every time he was near Cecilia, he felt something tickling in there. Things he had never felt before. Even with Nana.


And he did not deny if he always felt happy and looking forward to meeting Cecilia.


Blaster women who are always able to make as heavy as any work day so not felt.


Han realized he liked it.


Things that are not much different turned out to also be felt Cecilia .


Just like Han. Despite her age of three heads, in fact Cecilia has never once been involved with the opposite sex.


This cannot be separated from the relationship of both parents which has impacted on the way he thinks about the relationship between men and women.


You could say Cecilia is not only keeping a distance from the men, but also anti to approach let alone approach .


But that doesn't mean Cecilia doesn't believe in love. Cecilia just hasn't found him yet.


Remembering how his parents used to be together & Bian loved his wife, Nana. Cecilia also harbored the desire to be able to feel the same.


Loved and loved.


And now he begins to experience it . That feeling started to present and he felt towards Han. The man who managed to steal the attention and was always able to make his heart beat violently.


Can not be denied again, if he has fallen in love with this exotic skinned man beside him.


But he was too embarrassed to show it let alone say if he liked Han.


Besides he never had any experience about romance, because the other is because he always had trouble holding his body so that it does not vibrate when near Han.


- -


The car is traveling at medium speed.


Han seems so focused on driving while Cecilia several times seems busy talking in a language that Han does not understand at all.


A few minutes later, the international phone call ended.


Cecilia glanced at Han who was caught glancing at her.


Both of them looked away and looked wrong.


Shut up until you don't know how much time has passed.


'' jadhi, what is Nana shampai ? '' Cecilia broke the silence between them.


'' they leave tomorrow on an afternoon flight. Maybe around 7 to arrive in Jakarta ''


Cecilia nodded as she 'o' long.


Silence is back.


Han sounded a few times and confirmed his sitting position. Trying to calm down, but still difficult.


Especially when the tail of his eyes again stole a look at him who was sitting next to him.


If he usually sees Cecilia in a work suit and hair tied neatly back, today Cecilia looks different.


Wearing an armless and knee-length tosca canal featuring her white legs and thighs, Cecilia looks so feminine. Moreover, its long brown crown was left to be scattered .


Han sighed. He is a normal man of age. This obviously disturbs the mind because Cecilia's look is so seductive .


He would never have guessed, if Cecilia had indeed deliberately looked like that to see how far she could attract Han.


He felt it was enough to just pay attention to Han's behavior in silence.


He began to be unable to stand the curiosity . Why doesn't a man who has a good attitude and personality like Han have a lover ?


Cecilia learned of this when she overheard employees gossiping about Han, which turned out to be quite popular with women in their workplaces .


And from what he heard, some of the female employees had their hearts set on Han.


- -


They arrived when the time was late afternoon.


Shortly before entering the gate of the Bian '' residence complex, Han called to inform him that five minutes were to come.


'' Bian Cecilia exclaimed with such vigor as she got out of the car.


It seems that Bian deliberately stood in front of the house to welcome the arrival of his brother and his wife's best friend .


Cecilia hugged the younger brother tightly as if she had not seen each other for a long time. Though every two or three times in a month, Bian must go to Bandung to visit him.


Bian has indeed DSL in Bandung on Cecilia and Han . Because two years ago he had another activity with his mother .


'' Han Bian greeted the man who was walking towards him.


The three of them then entered with Bian and Cecilia walking a few steps in front of Han.


Han's gaze was fixated on the crazy body with the buttocks so dense that it contained the middle of the saddle along with the step forward of his feet .


Han wanted to turn away, but his eyes refused.


Something that was stirring within him had taken over his body and mind.


Han shook his head. Trying not to lose control of himself.


Han wasn't really sure.


What he always felt when he was together and saw Cecilia .


If this was lust then Han felt this was wrong.


But if this is love then it is only natural that he is interested in every thing that is in Cecilia.


Wanting and always fixating on the person you like. Even sexually attracted. Doesn't that sound reasonable ? Han nodded faintly. As if looking for a justifier for his perverted mind that was provoked by Cecilia.


Time to night. Those who are tired welcome time to rest with sleep.


Two people who were tired from the trip look already sound in a blanket .


Others find it difficult to close their eyes.


Bian looks back and forth and repeatedly changes his sleeping position.


Even when the clock is in the frame of two, both eyes still do not want to be closed.


Bian's restless.


Thinking if it was just a matter of counting 'hours, his wait for nearly five years would soon be over.


...* * *...


Mentari greeted the change of time.


Bian woke up when he heard Cecilia's voice calling him for breakfast.


Bian carved out a smile and rushed out of the room.


Time keeps going. I don't know why it feels so slow to turn.


Making the mood of a person who is disturbed restlessly increases.


Until finally what was expected arrived.


At 6 pm, Bian was already at Soekarno-Hatta International Airport.


Accompanied by two people who chose to sit in a chair that was a distance away, Bian stood in front of the arrival gate whose door was still tightly closed.


Bian looks so nervous .


Cold sweat begins to wet around the temples and the corners of the forehead .Occasionally he was seen pacing with a view that could not be separated from the door guarded by two airport officers.


Then it stopped as the transparent door began to open wide.


Humans of all shapes, ages and genders began flocking out.


Bian carved a smile. His heart is beating fast.


He took a deep breath, exhaling it slowly.


'' that's them ''


Bian was a little surprised. Because suddenly Han was already behind him.


He turned his head for a moment to the black-clothed man who was now standing in line with him.


Han raised his chin once, pointed towards the two people who walked out and separated from the rest of the crowd.


Their eyes were instantly fixed on the boy who joined hands with the tyrannical-faced woman and the thin-looking body .


It's Siti and it's definitely Dion.


Siti's eyes widened when she found two people who were walking quickly towards her.


'' ma'am '' greeting Han once their steps have stopped right in front of Siti and Dion.


Siti smiled broadly at Han's greeting. He then moved forward to really face Bian.


Dion who slipped out of his grip had glanced at Han for a moment .But he was more concerned about Bian.


His innocent eyes twitched as if to say if there were many questions now perched on his head.


Is it papa who the grandmother always said that ?


The figure that Grandma always told me, but never the mother introduced her ?


Dion's hand was strengthened as Bian's gaze grew more and more fixed by continuing to put the best smile on his handsome face.


Dion pulls away and hides behind his grandmother.


'' Bian '' Siti patted the hard arm once then rubbed it gently.


His eyes began to glaze over.


Finally, after struggling to erode the power of Nana's establishment, he was able to bring together a father and flesh blood who had never met in person.


Bian hugged Siti for a moment and let go.


He then crouched down to greet Dion .


After being persuaded by Siti, Dion finally wanted to show himself.


'' hey, boy Bian greeted with his typical soft and warm voice.


Siti took off her hand.


Letting two people who have physical similarities face off.


Dion twisted his neck, looking at the smiling Siti while nodding a few times.


Affirm that nothing bad will happen because he is your father.


Dion slowly looked back to the front .


On Bian who was crouching with one hand outstretched .


They have the same brown eyes and hair. Nose is sharp and white.


Dion's body was bigger and taller than a child his age.


It looks like he inherited the genes of the father who had a large and tall body.


'' papa ? '' the first word that sounded made Bian couldn't take it anymore.


As soon as Dion grabbed his hand, he hugged and carried it.


Bian looked closely at the face that still seemed confused. Then repeatedly peeked at his cheeks, head and almost his entire face.


'' yes, dear this is papa ''


Again, Bian hugged her so tightly.


The feeling of washing inside him could not bear to make him have to wipe several times the tears that came out of both corners of his eyes.


'' where is Nana ? '' asked Han to Siti.


The question seemed to represent Bian who for a moment was only glued to Dion.


'' tu, die Siti pointed with the tail of her eyes and smiled sumringah.


His long hair was tied high, revealing the entire surface of his white smooth face although never touched by special care.


Because he was born beautiful without the need for polish or added anything.


His body looks a little full. Probably because she was pregnant and gave birth.


But it makes it look more attractive.


He looks different from the last time he was seen.


Looks so mature .Maybe because of the life journey he had to go through for almost five years.


Nana, who had been walking at a fast pace while pulling two suitcases in both hands, immediately slowed down to see who was in front of her.


For a moment he looked at Bian who was carrying their child.


Then his gaze turned alternately on Siti and Han.


" the basis of treason "


Nana stared at the two people. I don't know who exactly the sentence should be said.


To a man who smiles and doesn't seem to understand that ?


Or at the maknya who also smiled, as if saying if he did not care what Nana would do after this. Be angry or angry. Looks like Siti is ready to bear the risk .


Nana continued the steps that had been stopped by slightly reducing her speed .


He walked towards Bian who had not let out a smile since.


But not stop. Nana just passed by Nelongso.


A reaction they all suspected.


Bian turned around and rushed after his wife while holding his son again and again he kissed her cheek.


Then followed by Han and Siti who compact step together.


Only Cecilia was unaware that they were all headed for the parking lot .


He went to the toilet and stayed in it for a long time.